Chapter 114
"Ahem, ahem, ahem, ahem......"
Hearing the coughing sound from there, Marisa's heart tightened as if she had suddenly been clutched. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ info She began to feel hesitant and hesitant, thinking about whether to move on, and finally, the courage in her heart that had been supporting her since that time still made her walk: "Xiaowei...... Are you okay?"
"Huh? ahem...... Nothing is a big deal. It's just that I have been having a low-grade fever, and it seems that the temperature has increased a little this afternoon. A low-grade fever turning into a high fever should be considered a good thing. If you have a low-grade fever all the time, something terrible may happen. I'll go to the hospital when it's time for the holidays. Waving his hand, Ge Yiwei looked around for a moment, and suddenly smiled, "Tell me, Comrade Marisa, the two of us are really interesting." The lonely man and the widow are still in this remote little corner, and those who don't know think that we are going to do something unseemly. β
ββ¦β¦ That's right. But you can't talk about private matters in public, right?" Seeing Ge Yiwei trying to adjust the atmosphere between the two of them in the same tone as before, Marisa also began to say these words in cooperation, "Anyway, Xiaowei, you're not the kind of person who likes to use this kind of private matter to attract other people's attention, right? Ah, but I'm half a celebrity in school now, right? If you want to be famous, maybe it will work wonders if you spread the word. β
"And then a group of people directly pressed to the ground and beaten to death? Speaking of which, if everyone knew that the object of 'love' in the slogan you used to package yourself was me, it would be ...... Well, the psychological gap is too big, isn't it? The smile was a little stiff, Ge Yiwei scratched his face, and then suddenly looked around, "I thought there should be some people at this time and place, like a little couple in our school or something......"
"Well, why do you think that?"
"It is said that it used to be very lively here, and it was a delivery place for students in the school to buy prohibited items, but later it was investigated and punished by the school. So there should be quite a few people who know this place...... It's surprising that everyone doesn't come. β
"Perhaps, those who have confirmed the relationship between men and women are going outside to play together at this time, and in a private place, the outside is obviously more convenient than the inside of the school. That is, Xiaowei, you will choose here. β
"How's your show going tomorrow? That's the last chance to canvass for votes. Are you going to sing or dance? Well, I think you can do whatever you want...... Because it certainly won't be too bad. β
"I don't even dare to have such full confidence. In fact, there seems to be no decisive gap between the support rate and Sanae, which must have been a headache for the people on the Youth League Committee. As for what the show is...... It's a secret. Wait until tomorrow, and you'll know. β
Finally using up all the topics that seemed possible to communicate, the silent silence began between the two men. Marisa began to feel her throat dry. After waiting for about two minutes, she slowly spoke: "That...... So, today's words...... A month, right?"
"Well, it's been a month. It's time to answer. Nodding, Ge Yiwei suddenly lifted a small stone with one foot, "I'm sorry, Comrade Marisa." No, it doesn't. I can't accept your confession. β
ββ¦β¦ Yes. β
Marisa suddenly felt as if everything around her was crumbling downward, as if a hole had appeared under her feet that had a huge gravitational pull that could swallow everything. The courage that had been supporting her had caused a painful and dizzying backlash at this time, and she felt that her legs were weak, and she could not even stand, and her vision was covered by patches of black. Leaning against the wall, Marisa spat out the next words in pain in her throat: "Ah...... I, I see. β
"Wait, are you okay, Comrade Marisa......?
"Don't say it, don't say it, Xiaowei. Marisa felt her throat run dry, as if a ton of water couldn't completely alleviate the anomaly. Her legs had finally regained some strength after the softening of the moment, allowing her to slowly stand up. Did you cry? I guess I didn't cry. You can't cry. "I ...... I want to take a break by myself right now. Please, let me rest alone......"
I feel unwilling, really unwilling. Why? Although I had expected this result in my heart, I still rushed over stupidly, and I had to be like this to be willing? It's so stupid. Ah, that's why Sanae and Reimu don't ...... Because they're so much smarter than I am.
Although the strength in her legs had regained, Marisa's steps out were still swaying. Ge Yiwei, who was behind him, hurriedly walked over two or three steps, trying to hold her up, but was directly waved away: "It's okay...... I'm sorry, I didn't plan to use such a loud voice...... But it's okay, I'm fine. β
"You don't look like it's okay at all. I'm not done yet, I said it a month ago, I'll give you a reason, at least tell you all about my current mood, otherwise it's definitely not fair to you......"
"Enough Xiaowei! No need to ...... "Tears, tears really didn't come out, right? Ah, there is a drop." Gotta wipe it back quickly. Marisa can't cry, can't cry...... "Don't you often say that emotional things don't need to be explained at all." There's no way I'm going to give you an exact reason why you like me, so you don't need to ...... for rejecting me."
"But if it's really emotionally unacceptable, I don't have to explain it to you. β
"Huh!?"
Marisa froze. Turning her head and looking at Ge Yiwei's face with eyes that were still shrouded in mist, she repeated with some disbelief: "It's not an emotional problem...... I feel like this kind of thing is only emotionally problematic......"
"If all you have to face is emotional problems, I will definitely not refuse you...... It's hard to find a girlfriend like you with a lantern like me, not to mention that they have been on the battlefield together and have a lifelong friendship...... "Straighten Marisa's body, Ge Yiwei turned his face away, "But the thing is ...... It can't be that simple. Sometimes I really think, how nice it would be if I only met one...... It's even more unlucky to encounter three than none. β
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With her back against the wall, Sanae's nails were already embedded deep in her palms. She couldn't believe what she had just heard. Biting her lower lip until it turned white, she tried to suppress the urge to rush out directly in her heart, and her heart was completely filled with a thought:
Why Marisa?Why Marisa?Why Marisa?Emotional problems...... Isn't this just a disguised way of saying, Mr. Ge, you like Marisa? But this is not okay, this is absolutely not good! If Mr. Ge likes Marisa...... What should I do......
The body slowly slid down against the wall, and Sanae held her head, as if such an action would make her calmer. Even if she didn't want to, the conversation between Ge Yiwei and Marisa still flowed into her ears like a force. But soon, the words in Ge Yiwei's narrative made her jump suddenly: "I've said it a few times before...... As for me, I'm very similar to Miss Dongfenggu. The only difference may be that I was able to realize the danger of my thoughts and put a suppressor on myself. β
Mr. Ge and I ...... It's similar? Is it similar? What does it mean? But if it's very similar, shouldn't you choose me!?Why do you say that kind of thing just now...... Sure enough, that kind of thing was a misunderstanding, right? Sure enough, it was because Mr. Ge was bewitched by the stealing cat...... Some stealing cat must have used some kind of magic that I don't know, huh......
If Mr. Ge doesn't choose me...... You can't let some stealing cat get away with it!Absolutely, absolutely!
"It's similar to Sanae? What does that mean?...... Does it have anything to do with Sanae's strange behavior in recent times?"
"It's just an outward manifestation of obsession. Just like me, five years ago, didn't I always run after the ass of the 'truth' and eventually ...... Has it become that?" with a wry smile, Ge Yiwei replied, "I really resemble Miss Dongfeng Valley. Miss Dongfenggu is easy to think crookedly, but if you think about it, every time she wants to be crooked, I stop her, what does this mean? It means that I want to go with her. Not only that, but emotionally...... I'm a lot like her, too. β
"This ...... Does it have anything to do with the reason why Xiaowei is about to say it?"
"Well, of course. In fact, I feel that I am only more extreme than Miss Dongfanggu, and even the signs of this are already in the ...... 'If I receive the charity of anyone, I will wander around like a vulture seeing a dead body, wishing for her destruction, and seeing it for myself, or damsing everything but her to perish, even myself, for I deserve the curse.' Your confession is even a charity to me. β
When Ge Yiwei slowly read out these two sentences of prose, Sanae suddenly felt that something she had never been able to figure out had been completely opened. She fully understood Ge Yiwei's thoughts, and began to panic, because it was clear that she herself had fallen into the situation that Ge Yiwei had always wanted to avoid falling into......
"I'm going to be crazy, Comrade Marisa. If I was really in love, I would be crazy. Don't talk about reason, I know how vulnerable the so-called reason can be. I'd be even crazier than Miss Dongfangu: she hadn't done anything really harmful, at least until now, but I wasn't. I'm going to act now, so decisively that no one can imagine: there's not much more to a soldier who has killed an unknown number of people. All of this will serve only one purpose: to completely monopolize my lover. β
"I had to limit myself. I can't allow myself to be consumed by monopoly and become a madman who does anything to do anything. If the power of obsession is put in the wrong place...... It will only turn into a tragedy. β
It could be heard that Ge Yiwei's words had been brewing for so long that there were not many stumbles when he said them. Sanae, eavesdropping behind the wall, felt as if she had been penetrated by something: it was not the same as her current state...... It's too much of a resemblance. No, it's simply it. If you think about your words and deeds in the recent past, you must have brought a lot of trouble to the people around you, right?
But suddenly, another fact lifted her out of her panic, and was quickly overwhelmed by a frenzy of ecstasy: Mr. Ge and I were the same. Both of them want to be able to possess their lovers alone. In that case, as long as we are together, as long as we value each other and understand each other's thoughts, there will be no trouble, right? Sure enough, Mr. Ge should be with me......
But Mr. Ge is also worried about this matter, and wants to solve this matter. In that case, it's good for two people to work together, and two people to work together...... Even if the final effort fails, as long as the two of them can be together. Because I'm the same as Mr. Ge!
Sanae found herself crying. Why are you crying? Is it because you feel like the distance between you and Mr. Ge has suddenly become so close? Or is it because you almost let the desire for exclusivity completely consume you and turn you into a paranoid madman, as she said? But it doesn't matter, now I understand...... Limiters, well, you have to put a limiter on yourself...... Since Mr. Ge is working hard, he must also work together.
Or, try to remove the restrainer from Mr. Ge's body by hand...... It's better, isn't it?
"I'm sorry, Marisa, I've been thinking of you as a stealing cat for a while...... "I figured out one thing, and a lot of ideas suddenly opened up. Stretching out his hand to wipe away the tears from his face, Sanae whispered to herself, "Mr. Ge doesn't want my relationship to cause trouble to others, so I won't call you that anymore." β
ββ¦β¦ I'll have to figure it out on my own. No one can help, I know for myself. I don't dare, I don't dare to completely let out my feelings. I'm going to need some time to try and control them...... Of course, this is one of the reasons, and the other is ......"
Oh no, Mr. Ge. I'll help you with that. This kind of thing, you can't rely on yourself alone, you have to rely on me a little more...... You've said we're alike......
Slowly sitting on the ground, hugging her knees, Sanae closed her eyes and thought with a smile on her face.
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"Phew, Paris is such a beautiful city, worthy of being called the 'City of Romance'. Walking aimlessly on the street, Ge Chengzhi used his personal terminal to talk to Wang Yulin, who was still in China, and transmitted everything he could see here, "But the most important thing is the problem of language." My English is not very good...... Always stumbling. β
"Is there a problem with the conversation? In that case, how about letting me be your simultaneous interpreter?"
"That's not going to work, I can't bear to make you that tired. In that case, I would certainly be condemned by my conscience. Pretending to have a heartache and covering his chest, Ge Chengzhi made a little joke like this, but was bumped by a person who hurriedly walked in the opposite direction, "Uh......"
"I'm sorry, sir. I didn't mean to. β
"It's okay, beautiful lady. After being stunned for a moment, Ge Chengzhi subconsciously said the only French he could speak fluently. The man passing by nodded and continued walking. Just as Ge Chengzhi was about to continue his journey, he suddenly found a small thing that fell on the ground, like a wearable miniature personal terminal:
ββ¦β¦ Helena Wood? Is that the name of the person just now?...... Let's go to the Lost and Found Office...... Hmm, I'm fine, I just got banged. Stealing something? No, no, the other party returned something, and I'm going to go to the lost and found. May I change the route of our tour?"
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