23. Chapter XXIII
Lixun was difficult to be eloquent, so he had to admit that the boudoir was inside.
Rong Yu hurriedly entered the room and found Xiao Qing Boudoir by the bed, she had already slept, and her body was covered with a thick floral quilt, he called her, she shouldn't, he lifted the quilt, gathered her clothes, held her in his arms, and walked straight out regardless of Lixun's eyes.
Li Xun was stunned for a moment, and immediately stopped him: "Gu Qing, are you going to take her out like this?"
"So what?" Rong Yu paused: "A teacher for one day, a father for life, she is a child in front of the minister, does the emperor still suspect that the minister has any evil thoughts about her?"
"That's not true, I just think there is a difference between men and women, although you are her master and have a loving heart for her, but you are a man, you should also avoid suspicion, so take her out and let others see it, and all the hatred in the future will be directed at her alone, aren't you afraid that others will use her to blackmail you?"
"Coercion, then let him come over, she is just a minister's apprentice, if she dies, she will die, it's not a big deal, but he, so exposed himself, sooner or later it will be impossible to escape!"
Lixun watched them leave blankly, clenching his fists tightly.
Rong Yu hugged the boudoir into the carriage, afraid of the wind after drinking, specially surrounded her delicate body with a cloak, the carriage slowly moved, Rong Yu hugged her tightly, put his face on her forehead, infinite pity, God knows how important she is to him, in order to care about her, he always hides his way of expression, even if she does something wrong, he also makes excuses for her again and again, how can he not care about her? He cares about her more than anyone else, if she is dead, forget it, it's all for the emperor, the emperor has always had prejudices against him, if he doesn't give him a reassurance, in case he uses the boudoir to contain him, then he will definitely lose this game, and he won't let this happen.
Also, people in politics are the most taboo and short, since he vows to be a neat person, then he must cut off his feelings and do what he should do, which is the most important thing, but now, for some reason, he suddenly became confused, it turns out that he has always been an ordinary person, with seven feelings, six desires, There is eccentricity, he can play tricks on others, to her, he has always been sincere, he has been trying to restrain the feelings that do not belong to him, even if he is moved by her, even if he is confused by her, he has always refused to take a step forward, as he expected, he hopes that Qing Boudoir can spend this life safely, do not wander away with him, as long as she is safe, even if she marries someone else, he is happy.
However, today, he only found out that he was wrong, his disguise completely collapsed when she disappeared, especially when he saw her disheveled and locked in the house by the emperor, he didn't need to ask or think about it, he knew what the emperor was doing, it didn't matter if he said it was good, and he couldn't accept it when the facts were in his eyes, he couldn't accept that others were involved in the boudoir, just like a flower he had worked so hard to cultivate was taken away by others, and only the person concerned knew the most about that unhappiness. I don't know if she's **, he didn't dare to think about it, he always felt that it was blasphemy against her, but for her future, he couldn't help but roll up her sleeves, when he saw the red and gorgeous Shougong sand on his arm and wrist, he breathed a sigh of relief, and continued to lean his face on her forehead, he hugged her tightly with his arm, and refused to let go for a moment, for fear that she would leave him if he was not careful.
How I wanted time to stand still, so that he could hold her as it should, saying that she was drunk and needed him.
Maybe it's because it's too focused, maybe it's because it's too cherished this short touch, it's a long way in the past, but now it's coming soon, the coachman asked him to get out of the car outside the curtain, Rongyu lifted the curtain and looked, the house outside the curtain, a familiar scene, he gathered the cloak of the boudoir, stretched out his arms to hug her and got out of the car.
Entering the gate, the cool breeze along the way, from time to time there are maids passing by timidly, as if a little afraid of him, he smiled bitterly in his heart, others are so afraid of him, saying that he is unfathomable, saying that he is jealous and hateful, in fact, how can he be so powerful, he is just protecting, in order to protect himself he did a lot of things that look cruel, but those are not what he wants to do, there is an old saying that is good, when the break continues, but it is chaotic, he can't let the opponent eradicate him first.
Rong Yu helped Qing Boudoir into the bedroom, the room was full of flowers, and the books were layered, and at a glance, he knew how much she paid attention to cultivating her mind on weekdays, he remembered that he had disciplined her, scolded her, and slapped her palms in the past, and a sense of guilt arose, she was already very serious, why was she involuntarily harsh to her every time? What was he thinking.
"Ahem, ahem...... Master......"
Rong Yu suddenly pulled back his thoughts, felt as if she was awake, and immediately put her on the bed, not completely put it down, her hand suddenly climbed his neck, like a water snake entangled, he looked at her in a daze, her eyes were half open and half closed, and she didn't know whether she was awake or asleep, only to hear her faintly say: "Master, is it you?"
"It's me!"
Qing Boudoir smiled, her face was crimson, and the smell of wine was smoky: "It's good if it's you, I knew you would come to pick me up, I want to tell you a little secret, I said don't be angry, Master, in fact, Qing Boudoir has always liked you...... I know it's all my own doing, but I still want to tell you, I like you, what about you, do you like me?
"Boudoir, you're drunk!"
"I'm not drunk, I'm not drunk at all, you haven't answered my question yet. Qing Boudoir hooked his neck, tilted his head, and his eyes were still half-open and half-closed.
Rong Yu hesitated for a while, said 'no', the words fell, as if he had said the wrong thing, Qing Yu was stimulated, crying a lot, Rong Yu frowned, and helped her wipe her tears with green sleeves, while wiping, while telling her not to cry, where can Qing Boudoir stop? kept crying and crying, and in a blink of an eye, his sleeves were already wet, Rong Yu took her into his arms, like coaxing a little girl, telling her not to cry, coaxed for a while, there was no sound, she seemed to have fallen asleep, looked down at her, and found that there were still tears hanging on her eyelashes, so he wiped it from her face, this wipe, finished, seemed to wake her up again.
I don't know how to face it, who knows that Qing Boudoir still asks the old question with his head up, whether he likes her or not, Rong Yu replied 'no' again, Qing Boudoir cried again, and repeated it back and forth three or four times, Rong Yu was really tortured enough by her, so he said impatiently: "Don't ask, don't cry, Master likes you, Master likes you, can't Master like you?"
When the words fell, a smile appeared on the boudoir's mouth, and her feelings immediately improved: "Really? Great, I also like Master, Master, since you like me, can you kiss me." ”
Rong Yu kissed her on the face, he just lied to her, she was not awake, just go to sleep, who knew that when he kissed her, her hand hooked his neck all of a sudden, and his lips were also printed on his face, and then searched all the way, and his lips were sealed, Rong Yu's mind was blank, and he felt like he had been hit by an electric current, it felt very strange, intoxicating, greedy, sinking, and unbearable to push away, he froze in place and didn't move, didn't move, let her kiss entangle between his lips, and demanded.
"Master......" Qingboudo's confused voice lingered in his ears, and her kiss was engulfing his mind little by little.
Rong Yu was still stalemate at first, as the kiss fell little by little, he felt that he was getting more and more, more and more out of his control, all the suppressed love in the past was like a mountain of water, he began to kiss her lips, crazy to ask her, kissing and kissing, he pressed her on the bed, the two were tightly entangled, kissed for a while, he was afraid that she would be frightened, and gradually treated her in the most gentle way.
"Master......"
Rong Yu kissed affectionately, kissed focused, he wanted to give her his tenderness and his love, as long as she was willing to ask for it, he would give it, maybe because it was too pure, his chest actually hurt faintly, he covered his chest and sat up, knowing that the poison of his love Gu had committed it again, love Gu is also known as love Gu, the person who falls into this poison can only love the girl who is in the upper and lower Gu, unless he is not emotional for the rest of his life, once he is emotional, he will be affected by the heart-devouring pain of this love Gu, and he betrayed Leng Gongqiu, and he feels that the pain is now as if he is dying.
What the book says is really true, the deeper the love of the Gu person, the stronger the pain.
But Rong Yu is always Rong Yu, he will not be so easy to be controlled, even this love Gu is the same, he sits on the edge of the bed in a regular manner, closes his eyes, removes distracting thoughts, and holds his orchid fingers on his back, this action is exactly what he usually does in zazen, but the tip of his nose is filled with her body fragrance from time to time, which makes him unable to control it, and makes him confused, for this reason, his chest hurts even more. He looked sideways at the boudoir, who was already asleep, and he pulled the whole stack of quilts to cover her, but he stumbled to the door, and the whole person was dying.
The pain in his chest was still piercing, he clenched his chest and clenched his teeth, no matter how calm he was, he was suddenly a little afraid, he felt that he couldn't stay here anymore, in case he was exposed, he was disgraced, he was in vain, he glanced at the beautiful woman on the bed, he threw himself away.
As everyone knows, Ling Ya and Cao Yu have seen this qiē a long time ago, they also collided by mistake, the two have been looking at each other frequently, fooling around together every day, and now they are fooling around in the house for another day, and finally waited until the adults came back, and they originally planned to run to seek fulfillment, but who knew that they encountered this scene, it was an accident in an accident.
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I was dazed, I don't know how long I slept, I woke up with a little headache, it was already dark outside, Qing Boudoir put on a cloak, sat by the water pavilion and coughed, Lingya passed by with hot soup, and saw her look sick, so she said: "Girl, why do you sit in the wind? Go to the house, it's not a joke to be infected with the wind and cold." ”
"Lingya, let me ask you, I'm drunk, who sent me back?" After waking up, Qing Boudoir felt very sad, and I don't know why, I vaguely had a dream, in the dream she and the master had a good time, and the master also hugged her, what happened later, she didn't know anything, she was eager to know what was going on, including the process of coming back.
Ling Ya smiled and said, "The girl doesn't need to ask more, naturally the adults will pick you up." ”
As soon as she heard that it was the master, Qing Boudoir immediately became calm: "Is it the master? Did the master say anything, such as driving me home, or beating me on the board?"
"The slave didn't see it, and she didn't know it. ”
Qing Boudoir settled down, returned to the boudoir to tidy up her belongings, and suddenly found Master's wrench next to her pillow, she was shocked, how could Master's belongings be here? Could it be that Master helped her to the bedroom and fell off? It always felt wrong, what happened when she was drunk?
Thinking about it, I still can't figure it out, so I simply asked Ling Ya, Ling Ya didn't admit it at first, the master's business, especially the adult's, has nothing to do with it has been hung high, that is Mingzhe to protect herself, but she is kind, can't withstand the deception of the boudoir, only a few words on the stuffing, and finally Ling Ya admitted that she saw a qiē, Ling Ya said that she saw the adult and her kiss.
Qing Boudoir was stunned, and her spine instantly chilled: "Lingya, you didn't lie to me, did I, I was really so bold that I kissed the master......?"
"No, the kiss was intense!"
Qing Boudoir held the wrench, her heart had already been chaotic, it was over, she could still ask for the guilt of doing something wrong before, how could this kind of thing be solved? Not to mention that it could not be solved, even if she mentioned it, she felt that it was insulting to her teacher, she was so shameless to such a degree, how could her mind be so dirty? Suddenly she regretted it, but is regret useful? Everyone in the world says: It is not too late to make amends. There is no mention of what happens to the owner when the owner is hungry after the sheep is lost. It's a bit tricky, and if you don't handle it well, you may be driven away.
Qing Boudoir said that she had encountered the biggest problem in her life......