Chapter 375: Spell

For example, U.S. President Franklin D. Roosevelt and the master of short stories, O. Henry, seem to have a tacit understanding during their lifetimes, and the last words they left to people on their deathbeds were: "Please put out the lights for me." Pen Γ— fun Γ— Pavilion www. biquge。 ο½‰ο½Žο½†ο½β€

As a result, I really couldn't wake up for a long time.

In real life, the last words left by the big people in the world always feel that the meaning is meaningful, and therefore will give people the most unforgettable memories. In retrospect, it seems that the last words of every dying person are like a mantra, and they have been foreseen.

It seems that in the dark, there are always some people's lives that will be swayed and rehearsed by some kind of proverb and fable.

Is life so fragile that it simply does not resist the hint of death in fate?

In the past, the most common ways for Chinese to commit suicide were hanging beams, throwing into rivers, jumping off cliffs, etc., and the most prominent feature of these methods is: simplicity.

For a person who has made up his mind to let him live for a long time is simply prolonging his mental and physical suffering.

In fact, when a person is about to die, the most taboo or fear is dragging mud and water and breaking the thread.

Wanting to die and be alive and hopeless is the most embarrassing thing.

Therefore, to break off is to quickly and decisively cut off those troublesome relationships.

The final dignified desire of a person who is determined to commit suicide is to end cleanly and completely.

Generally speaking, the best outcome of a clean and complete end of life is a private and refreshing act of personal care.

And Fang Sheng is definitely a man who believes in personal willpower, he always positions himself as a slave who defends his own existence, and is a typical practitioner of individualism, but it is a pity that he is in a small, humble slave-like inhuman situation, only grief, helplessness and cruelty, rather a dull pain, a kind of torture.

Entangled like a poisonous snake, persistent like a ghost.

Therefore, it is really better to adopt such a violent method of self-destruction, and quickly reach the hell where the sorrow of losing freedom is bound to be lost, but it is the spiritual sustenance!

Naturally, how can Fang Sheng take into account what social responsibilities~

Perhaps Mei Gui was particularly moved by the beauty, fragility and cruelty of youth.

She always thought that people should die for love. Naturally, she could only think in ignorance, she didn't understand why she came to this world.

So she had to be in the breeze and fog of life and death, on the empty mountains, overlooking the trees still shaking, looking up at the blue sky and blue sea, the sky, the sea, the trees and the grass are gradually waking up in the rotation...... What permeates is a faint growing sadness, intriguing.

The girl's love in Huaichun, like the mist in the summer of Lingshan, is moist and charming, and it will remain on Mei Gui's cheeks forever and turn into tears......

After learning from the pain, almost everyone is looking forward to the eternity of love. However, it is already long live that love can last for a long time, and short-term feelings are really a kind of vanity and irony. It seems to be very meaningful, and it just constitutes the basic state of human life, from the desire to live to the need to die.

In today's commodity society, people are looking for ways to sell themselves and the various products behind them. When emotions and passions are drained, people consciously become uninteresting living robots.

If you think about it carefully, the key to the door of the soul has been lost, except that the flesh is the flesh, how can love be beautiful, and how can we talk about long live? The only love between men and women is only the lustful satisfaction that fills the spiritual emptiness, and the long loneliness after the instant satisfaction.

In these gray lives, squeezing the living robots that have been overloaded, it cannot but be said that they have a very calm and even a little helpless and self-deprecating.

Thinking about the beginning, Xuanzi's first love and first marriage were also shocking and ghost-weeping.

In the year she graduated from high school, Xuanzi took the entrance examination for the all-English teaching program of the AO program of Waseda University in Japan. As a result, he was actually admitted, and there was a two-year scholarship, so the family decided to support Xuanzi to finish her undergraduate studies and Waseda University no matter what.

In recognition of Xuanzi, the middle school also hyped up its superb teaching quality on television and in newspapers. Xuan Zi's big photograph of celibacy hung in the glass window at the school gate for a summer.

Then, Xuanzi came to the streets of Tokyo, Japan alone. Clean. Crowded. Raven – croak.

At that time, Xuanzi was still an eighteen-year-old girl, who liked to wear a lilac cotton simple dress, long black hair, and a lilac backpack.

In the summer of the second year, Xuanzi decided to stay for an internship to earn some living expenses and learn about Japanese society and customs.

Therefore, early in the morning, Xuanzi was very anxious, she didn't want to be late for the first day of internship, so she went out of the subway and went straight to Jinding Building.

At the door of the subway bullet train, Xuanzi felt as if she was being followed. It always felt like someone was staring at her, and when she looked back several times and didn't find anything, she thought it was her ghost.

Xuan Zizhi shook his head and scolded himself silently: Stupid, right? The more anxious you are, the more nervous you are, it's good for you!

Now, finally downstairs at the Jinding Building, Xuanzi couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Raise your head and look at the sky, haha - blue sky, white clouds. The sun was shining so brightly that she had to squint. Especially the dazzling brilliance of this Jinding Building, what is even more exciting is that she has to use her right hand to block it in front of her eyes, so that she can see the outline of the entire building.

Oh my God, it's so high, I guess it's at least 50 floors, right? It's not very common in Japan. Because this is an island country with many earthquakes, people generally rarely spend money and money to build high-rise buildings.

This is what makes the difference.

It has been introduced in the MSN news column of the Internet, and it is known that this enterprise building is the location of high-tech IT industry elites. At that time, Xuanzi was very longing for this company, and imagined that if she graduated from college in the future, if she didn't go to graduate school, she would come to work here.

Last night, Xuan Zi suddenly saw that this company was recruiting summer intern workers online, hehe, it was exactly what Xuan Zi wanted. Isn't it much better to be a white-collar worker than a McDonald's or a bento shop?

Who told her to be a talented student in an English-taught college of a world-class university?

Half an hour later, she received a request from Yi Meier to go for an interview the next day.

Hehe, if she is hired, she can get 1 million yen in one month, and 2 million yen in two months! Hehe, heheβ€”it's almost worth half a year's job at McDonald's.

Xuanzi is a girl from a poor family, on the eve of the domestic university entrance examination, because she learned Japanese in three years of high school, her mother said: "Go and try Waseda University, if you are admitted to this first-class university in Japan, I will sell iron and sell houses, and it will also be for you." ”

As a result, she passed all the preparation materials and interviews in English, and because of her excellent interview results, the university also awarded her a two-year scholarship as half of the tuition fee per semester.

So, she came to Tokyo, Japan. A metropolis with flocks of crows.

Every week, Xuanzi has to work at least 20 hours to pay tuition, eat, and have a comfortable nest to sleep in, and even use the Internet and mobile phones luxuriously.

Now, as long as she is hired, Xuanzi can get the 2 million yen! If you really have this 2 million, you will basically have peace of mind about your tuition and living expenses for a year.