The decision to confess was an impulse to wake up from today's lunch break, and the origin was very complicated, including a trace of rebellion against her mother at home, and a hint of rebellion against her mother, and after school that day, her father laughed at himself for being "old", which suddenly brought Chen Lingshan a trace of sadness, and she felt that if she caught Su Can by her side, she would have more inexplicable reliance and security.

In fact, when Chen Lingshan knew that Su Can had a crush on her in the past, she combined and overlapped the little boy who had been staring at her from a distance in the courtyard of the old trading company, and her heart was shocked at that moment, with a trace of emotion and a little panic, intertwined, forming an indescribable and complex emotion that made her heart throb.

Although she had rejected Su Can's confession as if she was rejecting others, after this, she found that she could have quickly downplayed this matter, but the consistent way of dealing with it did not work for Su Can.

After the second class, she and Li Lumei would deliberately walk behind, sometimes just to occasionally catch a glimpse of Su Can's shadow walking slowly in the crowd.

In physical education class, seeing Su Can's sweat-soaked back, she actually had a faint heartbeat and confusion.

Even sometimes in class, Su Can's answers to questions are often drawn up because of laziness, which also makes her deepen her impression of him bit by bit, and reconstruct her memories of Su Can when she was a child.

And now, he seems to be transforming little by little, with an inexplicable aura on his body.

Now let's look at Su Can, is he still the boy who will silently watch him from a distance and look forward to being with her?

She was a little faintly excited, and Su Can, who was surrounded by people on the court like a knight, was already very similar to the tall and plump image in sometimes dreams.

Dressed in starlight and wearing moonlight, one day, he will appear in front of him and tell her that he is a "night dress mask" or "Kidd the Strange Thief", and all these kinds of knights who will cause a woman to have zero IQ as soon as he appears.

It's just that at this moment, seeing Su Can's indifferent appearance slowly walking in front of her, her heart became flustered again.

Confession, it's just my own impulse, will I regret it in the future because of this impulse, but if I don't say it, I'm afraid I'll regret it even more.

Then, at least show your thoughts, you can be friends now, even if it is a closer friend, in this way, one day, two people together, it is logical to fall in love with you and marry you.

But now this Su Can's sunny and indifferent appearance is still this unfazed posture, there is no half atmosphere, how do you want me to say it!

What's more, this is the first time in her history that Chen Lingshan has decided to say such things to a man, but this kid looks like he has not entered the state, which makes people feel resentful.

Thinking of Su Can's indifference to Chen's father, Chen Lingshan's heart tightened slightly, she didn't know the situation in the company, but Su Can's mother left his father's company, there should be a little bit of persecution, and the Xinghai Square project built by their family had a crisis again, but her parents did not help, and the metaphorical confession to herself that day was unsuccessful, so Su Can will have some mustard for her family.

Chen Lingshan is worried about what kind of posture this kind of shadow and mustard will exist in Su Can's heart, and whether it will affect many of his behaviors and guidelines, such as ignoring his father.

In all fairness, she is very sad about this, but if she is with him, the knots in his heart will of course be solved.

Su Can saw Chen Lingshan tiptoeing and her face was slightly red, so he smiled and said, "Is Uncle Chen okay?" ”

"Huh?" Chen Lingshan was stunned, and couldn't figure out the meaning of his words, with a little bit of ridicule? I was angry, but I could only ask softly, "Are you angry?" ”

Su Can thought about it, her guess was extremely good, she was going to apologize, after thinking about it, she felt that this little Lingshan's pitiful posture was very cute, so the corners of her mouth floated up, and she said "um" softly, but she wanted to make a joke.

"So how can you not get angry?" Chen Lingshan's knuckles clenched, eager to punch him. She usually whispered so much in the face of boys, but now even she doesn't understand why this slightly threatening voice is so soft, as if she has made a mistake.

"It depends on how you perform" Su Can smiled, and was about to say "I'm joking."

Chen Lingshan's heart seemed to be stabbed violently, looking at my performance waiting for my confession? Are you really ready for me to deprive me of my reserve and dignity? Is it because our family despised you in the past?

Then I'll give myself to you! Okay!

These words were like a tide, surging towards the highest psychological water line, and the reserve and self-esteem that she maintained in the deepest heart made these words rush to the teeth, but she bit it tightly.

But the tears in my eyes couldn't help it.

Su Can was immediately a little at a loss, looking at Chen Lingshan's originally penetrating beautiful eyes staring at him red, as if he had been greatly wronged, he subconsciously stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears that fell from her, and sighed, "I'm just joking." ”

When her fingertips touched her tender face, Chen Lingshan's body trembled slightly, and she didn't hide, her head was stubbornly raised, but she smiled coldly, "Are you kidding? Then I said that looking down on your family is also a joke, okay! ”

Su Can's fingers stroking her face immediately froze.

Chen Lingshan's heart was stunned, and a violent colic pain came from her abdomen, realizing that she seemed to have said something wrong. She has lived in a privileged environment since she was a child, although she was taught by her father to be humble, but it is an unavoidable fact that she is supported like a princess, even if it is junior high and high school, in this national key school that others can't enter, it is also the center of the circle of people, and the people who have a crush on her will be all over the world after they walk out of campus in the future, and she has never faced a man with the current psychology of putting down her high profile, and she never even thought that there would be such a day.

This kind of suppressed reserve and self-esteem is already her greatest sacrifice, and even adding a little more force to it will intensify into humiliation.

Therefore, Su Can's words of "look at your performance" easily triggered a strong rebound of those self-esteems that were suppressed in her heart, and her anger overwhelmed her mind. She subconsciously fought back very quickly.

Su Can looked at Chen Lingshan and apologized sincerely, but his tone was a little low, "I'm really just joking, I'm sorry." ”

The flame of anger in Chen Lingshan's heart was much smaller.

"Your family doesn't have to apologize to our family, it's nothing, the so-called request for help is even more nonsense and nonsense from a few children." After a pause, Su Can continued. In fact, if it were someone else, maybe they would have this kind of mentality towards their family back then, and sometimes what was subconsciously said or shown was the most real.

"What do you mean?" Chen Lingshan's nose was red and she asked in a cold voice.

"It's not interesting, don't take today's matter to heart." Su Can smiled helplessly.

Chen Lingshan smiled coldly, she didn't want to act like this in her heart, and said okay, if you say one more nice word, I will soften.

Seeing Chen Lingshan's appearance at this moment, Su Can's expression darkened, and his voice was slightly astringent, "I'm leaving." ”

The wind blew, Chen Lingshan's black hair was pulled, fluttering and flying around her cheeks, twisting her wet eyes and tears, and in the fog, Su Can turned around and left.

Chen Lingshan's nasal cavity was sour with a little tingling, looking at Su Can's back, she wanted to shout, "You're back!" Do you believe what I say? ”

But at this moment, the dignity that surged out of her heart made her unable to speak.

(To be continued)