Chapter 191: Missed
I didn't want the atmosphere to be so solemn, so I spread out my smile and deliberately teased: "I will learn to write in the future, how about just like that?"
Shao Yulang put away his expression, stretched his brows, and rubbed my head: "Fool, it's good if you do yourself, I like it whether you do it or not." ”
After coming out of the box, we went to the bathroom together, but when I came out of the women's toilet, I didn't see Shao Yulang's figure, I was a little strange, generally boys are faster than girls in the toilet, I decided to wait for a while, but the mobile phone text message came, Shao Yulang said that there was something, let me go back to the box first. I couldn't remember which box it was before, so I called Wei Ling.
After I found the box and sat down, Wei Ling came up curiously: "Sister-in-law, why did you come back alone?"
I only said that Shao Yulang was in trouble.
Wei Ling laughed strangely: "If he left you like this, he wouldn't have met an ex-girlfriend." ”
I was surprised, but I didn't expect this layer, but when Wei Ling mentioned it like this, I felt that it was not impossible, otherwise it was inexplicable, why did Shao Yulang leave me, eighty percent was afraid that I would be upset when I saw it, but if I didn't look at it, it would be even more troublesome!
I thought so in my heart, but I said, "Oh, don't talk nonsense, he's on business." ”
Wei Ling smiled "hehe", obviously not believing but didn't say anything more.
I took a sip of the glass to cover it up, but my heart was restless, and my eyes kept looking at the place where I had spoken.
About a quarter of an hour later, I saw someone push the door in, sat up straight, and found that it was Yan Sen who came in, I exhaled, and habitually went to look for Shao Zhenfei's figure, but I didn't find her after looking around, but I saw Lou Junshu hooking Liao Kai and singing heartbreakingly, but that expression was about to catch up with the roar.
I turned my head sideways and asked Wei Ling, "Where is Sister Zhenfei?"
Wei Ling was so engrossed in playing dice with people that he didn't hear me ask at all, so I didn't ask any more.
After being anxious for a while, I finally saw Shao Yulang coming back, followed by Shao Zhenfei.
The light was dim, and from a distance, I couldn't see his expression clearly, only Shao Zhenfei lowered his head.
When they got closer, I tried my best to find some clues on Shao Yulang's face, but he didn't look at me and joined Wei Ling and their game.
I don't know what's going on, and intuition is definitely not a good thing, because Shao Yulang is a bit abnormal. I went to see Shao Zhenfei, and she actually smiled bitterly at me.
I couldn't help but lean over and ask, "Sister Zhenfei, has something happened?"
Shao Zhenfei sighed helplessly: "That matter was discovered by my brother." ”
With a question mark on my face, Shao Zhenfei continued: "I like Yan Sen's things. ”
I opened my mouth wide in surprise and turned my head to look at Shao Yulang, who looked so excited that he didn't pay attention to our side at all.
I lowered my voice: "How did he find out?"
Shao Zhenfei hesitated for a moment and said: "When Yan Sen went out just now, I wanted to say goodbye to him alone, but my brother heard it, although I didn't say anything, but he still noticed it, so he asked me directly, I can only admit it." ”
"Is Shao Yulang angry?"
"I don't know what my brother thinks. Shao Zhenfei frowned and raised his eyes to look at me, "My brother also asked me, do you also know, I don't dare to hide it from him, so I said yes, but I said that you only knew." ”
Shao Yulang is such a shrewd person, he must have deduced from my act of handing Yan Sen the microphone just now, he didn't even look at me just now, is he angry?
Shao Zhenfei didn't notice my abnormality, and continued: "Blessings, can you help me find out his tone, I don't have any entanglement with Yan Sen, I'm afraid that my brother will rashly disturb others." ”
Shao Zhenfei trusted me so much, I could only nod, and then asked: "Then Yan Sen also knows your ......"
Shao Zhenfei shook his head bitterly: "I didn't confess, but he must have felt it somewhat, he has a girlfriend, I don't want to embarrass him." ”
I wanted to cry a little when I heard this, Shao Zhenfei is such a good girl, why does Yan Sen dislike her? Maybe Yan Sen also thinks that he can't climb the eldest lady of the Shao family, so he doesn't think about it at all? Thinking of this, I encouraged Shao Zhenfei and said: "Before you leave, you have to confess at least once, maybe he ......."
Before I finished speaking, Shao Zhenfei began to shake his head: "He has a girlfriend, I won't confess, I said I don't want to embarrass him." ”
"Sister, don't you regret it?"
"Some things are missed, if there is a chance to ...... in the future"
Shao Zhenfei lowered her voice, biting her lower lip slightly, her eyes flickered, I knew that she was suppressing her sadness, I really couldn't bear to see her like this, so I closed my mouth and stopped talking.
Later, Shao Zhenfei also joined the ranks of singing, she chose all light and joyful songs, people who don't know can't see the sadness in her heart at all, I don't know what kind of mood she sings these songs, maybe now only a strong smile can support her, and it should touch the sad song when she encounters it.
Affected by Shao Zhenfei's mood, I was not in high spirits throughout the night, I saw everyone shouting and making so much fun, but I seemed to be out of the matter, Shao Zhenfei's sentence "Some things are missed" lingered in my ears for a long time, although some things were buried deep in my heart but this does not mean that it will disappear forever.
Qi Ji and I missed each other at the most appropriate time, which led to endless entanglements later, making us drift apart, although I said that I may have liked Shao Yulang when I didn't know it for a long time, but one thing that cannot be denied is that Qi Ji is my first love after all, I used to look at him so intently, I used to like him so painfully, but now I think about it like a dream. I woke up from the last dream, and then the next dream, I can't help but think so, if Qi Ji and I didn't go together because of each other's personalities, then Shao Yulang and I will probably not be able to be together because of the family barrier, the position of the inheritor and the beloved woman, Shao Yulang will definitely choose the former, so that is him, although he is now showing infinite attachment and dependence on me, but he is not a child after all, he has the ruthlessness of the eldest man of a big family, City government and ability, so he will not give up his future and career because of the love of his children, now, but the contradiction has not yet appeared, and when our feelings are not so strong after the fresh period, the choice will become less difficult.
As I thought about it, tears came down my face.
I'm a half-bogged person now, and many things are out of my mind, so maybe the ostrich mentality is more suitable for me.
I quietly got up and went out, then stood at the ventilation window and stared out the window. Until someone tapped me on the shoulder, I shrank back and turned my head away.
"Brother Akai. ”
"What's wrong with you? Isn't it a little boring to stand outside alone?"
After Qi Ji's incident, I was a little embarrassed to face Liao Kai: "I can't sing, it's a little stuffy inside." ”
"Little one, why don't you look so happy?" Liao Kai touched my head.
I can only excuse Cao Rui's matter and say: "I heard that Cui Yile came to make peace, is Cao Rui unwilling?"
Liao Kai sighed: "Cao Rui is a little more straightforward, but fortunately, his brother can convince him, and this matter is like this, so that Cao Rui is wronged, it is Xiaoshu who is in trouble, after this time, I think she should be a little more restrained, but ......"
Liao Kai paused, and sighed lightly: "Jiangshan is easy to change, Xiaoshu's character is like this, if you don't want your friend to be hurt again, you should persuade him to stay away from Xiaoshu, the two of them are not suitable." ”
I was a little surprised when I heard Liao Kai say that he wanted to break up Lou Junshu's relationship, although strictly speaking, they had already broken up.
"Xiaoshu's side, I will persuade her, she is like this now, I know that she wants to show her determination to Cao Rui, although Cao Rui did not like to see her that day, but I am also afraid that in case, the two of them will be unhappy because of other things, everyone is friends, I don't want this kind of thing to happen again. ”
When I heard Liao Kai's last words, my face suddenly turned red, I knew that the matter between me and Qi Ji made him very embarrassed, no matter what the process was, the final result was that I chose Shao Yulang, and he must have been disappointed in me in his heart!
I slowly lowered my head, embarrassed and guilty. Liao Kai seemed to see my thoughts, rubbed the top of my head comfortingly, and then whispered, "I'll go in first." ”
After he walked away, the tears I forcibly gathered fell to the ground, Liao Kai was afraid of embarrassment just now so he left, in his heart maybe I am not the little bit I was at the beginning, maybe this is the truth, after so many years, people will change, but I have become what he doesn't want or he doesn't like.
There was so much confluence of emotions that I couldn't stop crying, I sat on the ground, my head buried in my knees, and I couldn't stop crying.
I don't know how long later, I heard a familiar voice: "What grievances do you have to cry like this behind my back?"