I always thought that I was an ordinary person, but after a long time, I realized that I was not even as good as an ordinary person, and my fate was to sacrifice for the prosperity of the Bai family. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

- Bai Hui

When I was a child, I was ignorant, and I only knew that I had a sister, a sister who looked exactly like me, and facing her was like looking in a mirror.

At the age of six, since the first qualification test, the two of us are still exactly the same in appearance, but our lives have quietly changed.

Everyone around me has become different.

Before, they would say, 'Ah, you're so cute for these daughters.' ’

'Axi, you are so blessed to have a husband who loves you, and two such beautiful daughters. ’

'Ah Xi, Ling Tian, these two little treasures of yours are really so clever to look at. ’

'Ah Xi ......'

When Mom takes us, when Mom and Dad go out with us, a family of four, people will always praise the 'daughters', whether they are sincere or fake, they are flattering the 'daughters' of Mom and Dad.

But after the age of six, that language changed.

They're all talking......

'Ah Xi, you are so blessed to have given birth to such an outstanding daughter as Xiao Zhi. ’

'Ling Tian, Tiger Father has no dog girl, your youngest daughter will definitely excel in the future. ’

'Ah, look, isn't this Xiao Zhi, it's still so small, it looks so imposing, and it will definitely come out in the future. ’

……

There are sincerity and falsehoods, but the object of this flattery has become my sister alone.

At that time, I didn't understand why we were exactly the same, but in the eyes of those people, only my sister was left, and I was like a transparent person.

Once, I asked my mother so naively, did I do something wrong, so everyone didn't like me anymore, why did everyone like my sister?

Mom said that in her eyes, we are the same, no matter what the future holds, we are all her precious daughters, just like the palm and the back of the palm, they are all the flesh on her body.

Dad also said that in his eyes, we are the same, no matter what the future holds, we are all his precious daughters, just like the left eye and the right eyeball, both of which are his eyeballs.

Other people's attitudes don't matter, what matters is Mom and Dad, they say we are equally important.

Naively I thought that we were really the same, but later I learned that we were not the same, even if we looked the same, but we were very different, she was the sky, I was the earth, she was the clouds, I was the mud, she was not a god, but I was an ant, I could only look up at her who was getting better and better, crazy jealousy.

12 years old, the second qualification test, I already know a lot of things, I finally understood, it turns out that her qualification is a genius, and I am a waste of firewood, according to the qualification judgment, I am just an ordinary person, maybe I will not be able to stimulate the ability in my life.

Oh, not possible, and in the end it turns out that that's reality.

Relying on the judgment of qualifications, without considering external objects, I am just an ordinary physical practitioner who can only become a second-order and a third-order ordinary physical artist by hard work!

At the age of 13, her sister inspired the healing ability, and she became the envy of everyone.

I was jealous, I was madly jealous, I cried and asked my mother, why do you say we are the same, but I am an ordinary person!

Whenever this happens, my mother would hug me, silently cry with me, and pat me on the back to comfort me.

At the age of 16, her sister activated the ability of the animal trainer and she began to learn how to control the beast.

Seeing my father's ecstatic expression when he heard the news, I cried jealously for three days, obviously they said that we were the same, but why, Mom is a healing department, Dad is an animal trainer, why do we have to pass it on to her!

Why don't you leave one for me!

Why! Obviously we have the same blood, why are the qualifications so much worse!

I've cried, I've made trouble, I've gone crazy, I've been jealous...... But the reality still can't be changed.

Fortunately, I have a pair of parents who love me, whenever I cry and make a fuss, my mother will secretly wipe her tears, and my father will always stand aside, not angry, not reprimanded, just silently watching, with doting and helpless.

Then, I understood, what about jealousy, what can it be!

What can change!

A fertilized egg divides to form two people, but completely different qualifications create two completely different futures, this is fate.

Fate is so cruel, maybe one day, she can become a god, but I am always a busy little ant on the ground for some reason.

This crazy jealousy, this inexplicable vexatious trouble, will only make my life worse, will only make my parents more and more sad, and will only make my sister better and better.

When that crazy jealousy was crushed in the corner, the 24-year-old I liked to go to the hospital to take care of the seriously ill patients who were dying for various reasons, and smiled and told them that life was actually beautiful.

They all said that I was a kind girl, but I knew that I was telling myself, look, they are in such pain, they are suffering from sickness, they are trembling every day to live, but life is worse than death.

I keep telling myself that in fact, you are very happy, and life is actually very beautiful.

Sure enough, there is no harm without comparison, and gradually the jealousy in the corner of my heart is full of dust.

In the hospital, I learned to smile at everything, smile at my sister, and say those insincere blessings.

People around me said that I had grown up and that I was sensible, but in fact, I just buried my jealousy and put on a false mask called Smile. Since you can't change the fate of the waste wood, then smile, face life strongly, and a dignified and decent sister who is knowledgeable and reasonable, is better than a poor worm who complains about the injustice of fate all day long.

Genius has his own way to be a king, ordinary people, married and had a dull child, after my sister left home for more and more time, I seem to have really accepted my fate, stayed quietly, and waited for the day of marriage. My fiancé, the son of my father's old friend, has third-order abilities and fourth-order physical skills, and is about the same age as me, not outstanding, but superior to ordinary people. He is very good at pleasing me, and he can create romance, and I am very happy with him......

We were engaged for a long time, but he didn't mention marriage at all, until the end, I found out that he also had a woman, a low-level healing family without a family, it turned out that he had been stepping on a boat, and finally the woman got pregnant, and the woman said that if he didn't marry her, he would kill his child, and then he chose her.

After spending most of my youth, I finally understood that a man who can speak sweetly is actually unreliable, and it is better to speak well than to act.