Chapter 378: Unfinished
Yilin looked at the box, and then at the clip, swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva, and then said to Xuanzi: "I'll eat this first, I'll start!"
As he spoke, he devoured the beautiful work of art. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
He looked up at Xuanzi, saw her staring at a pair of round eyes, pursed her lower lips, and didn't say a word, so he smiled and said, "Hey—why are you stupid? Eat—that's all yours, eat, right? Oh?—— it's delicious." ”
Purple air knot. It's also weird.
Yilin's smiling face, why is it so similar to the interviewer in the personnel department just now! It's just a mold carved out. Besides, how can there be such a thing, when I used my money to eat and drink, but now I have come to give alms, how hateful it is!
Xuanzi turned her head and said, "I'm not hungry, you can eat." When you're done, your concussion will be fine—I'll be able to go, right?"
Ilyin laughed, pushed the thing over, and said, "What a silly thing, eat it - it's really delicious." Yes - embarrassed to eat in front of me? Alright then, I'll go first, turn around - I'll go find you!"
As he spoke, Yilin staggered to his feet, took out five 10,000 yuan bills from his trouser pocket, slapped them on the table, turned and walked away.
Xuanzi looked dazed, staring at the five big bills, stupid.
She hurriedly took the recipe and checked it correctly, oh my God, really, two servings of seafood sushi actually cost more than 30,000 yen. The 10,000 yen left behind, is it the 10,000 yen that she wants to return her?
Xuanzi suddenly looked up, and when she looked for it again, the black shadow was gone.
This is the fate of Xuanzi and Mr. Yilin, the father of her biological son.
Then, they fell in love with each other.
Then, they went back to China together.
Then, I worked as Japanese or Chinese teachers on the middle school campus.
Then, what I didn't expect was that the fate of the two of them was only five years.
Later, Irin's father died, and his Japanese mother forced Irin to return to Japan and start running the family business.
Xuanzi didn't want to become a stranger again, so she took her son to live hard in China, until her son met Zhixuan, a soldier who also had her daughter's appendicitis surgery, because of appendicitis surgery.
Since then, he has started a ghostly and chaotic friendship complex with Pingfu.
Perhaps, the years are the most invincible, and Ping Yu may still be shining in reality yesterday, but in the blink of an eye, it may have become a broken flower and a willow, leaving the world with only a sigh of vanity.
But the devilish charm and the heroic feat of weakness and turbulence that burst out of her bones at random left people with a feeling of confusion and dizziness.
If you are good, you will help the world, and if you are poor, you will be good alone. The other is also one is wrong, and this is also one is wrong. Memories of the past, which may not exist, become a pitiful proof of our pessimistic and nihilistic feelings.
Perhaps, only in the memories can people not find the selfishness of the dead man, and only the confirmation of his non-existence is only needed?
In memory, the deceased is just a pale and rich, distant and hazy, hopeful and unattainable hero?
You know, Xuanzi, eighteen years ago, she was a woman with deep affection, can she not be sad and compassionate?
Although Xuanzi had deeply hurt Pingfu during their relationship, she later firmly believed that the two of them still cherished each other and had a heart-to-heart imprint in this world.
Xuanzi thought sadly, now, how can I face the living people alone?
Mr. Lu Xun famously said: "Only when you can hate can you love, and creation is always rooted in love." ”
All the masterpieces of everyone cannot get rid of the nourishment of the environmental soil, they are inseparable from the drive of the times and the accumulation of art, and they also need the creator's own cultivation...... For example, the cultivation of techniques, feelings, intellect, language, etc., especially the cultivation of the mind......
It is a kind of spiritual cultivation of strength and conscious responsibility, of course, in the final analysis, the creator must have love, affection and heart.
The Chinese pay the most attention to fate: "There is a fate to meet thousands of miles, but there is no fate to meet each other."
The wonderful thing about fate is that everything that seems impossible is possible.
Its biggest feature is that it can be met but not sought, and the fate of love is nothing more than this: you think you have received love, but in fact you may be missing, and you think that you have lost love, you may be gaining.
This seems to interpret the fate of Xuanzi and the family of Xuanzi and Pingfu.
In all the major events that happened after Ping Yu gave birth to a daughter, that is to say, next to Ping Yu, left and right, before and after, there was almost always the presence of Xuan Zi and the figure of Xuan Zi.
even made Xuanzi feel that they had known each other since they were teenagers, and they were inseparable sisters, maybe they were too familiar and too familiar to seep into the blood of the bone marrow, and we also fell in love with the same man: Zhi Xu.
The ending is: Pingshu married him and had a daughter, we met, she divorced him, and I lived with Zhixuan and got married......
When Xuanzi endured his grief and told Zhi Xuan on the phone: Pingfu, whom he still loved, had just died heroically, I didn't expect that this man who had always felt guilty would be shocked, grieved, and weak so much that he immediately "committed suicide" on the road......
At that time, he was driving a sedan and collided with an oncoming speeding car......
Today, Zhi Xuan is a vegetative person with no thinking ability and no vitality - lying on a hospital bed all day long, being cared for and cared for by Xuanzi or a nurse every day......
Yes, Xuanzi felt that she was a sinner, it was Xuanzi who destroyed Pingyu's happy family life, and it was Xuanzi who caused all the tragedies of this family.
Xuanzi is willing to do this, forever serving the vegetative man-Zhi Xuan...... Until one day, maybe he will suddenly wake up......
After all, Xuanzi still has a sincere love, which comes not only from my affection, but also from Pingfu's sincere feelings for me, and from Pingfu's mother's pity for Pingfu and Zhixu's daughter Tantan.
Tan Tan is almost Xuanzi's daughter.
It was Xuanzi who began to raise, educate, and take care of this elf-like girl since Tan Tan had appendicitis surgery, because her mother wanted a career and wanted to solve cases, and her father was first far away in the border army, and then he never forgot his business experience......
And Xuan Zi is just an idle freelance literati outside of his eight-hour teaching career.
So as long as Xuanzi is willing and Xuanzi is willing, Xuanzi can ignore anything, do whatever he wants, think, and do what he wants to do and do the most......
Because the life that Xuanzi wants is the kind of happy life that can write freely during winter and summer vacations or spare time, that is the kind of life: morning, there is ease, twilight, leisure, dreams, move with your heart, heart, life with dreams, you can feel the most beautiful life in the most beautiful season.