Chapter Seventy-Eight: Don't Live in Vain

Zheng Zifu, the first person on the list, put forward such a reflection of "Did I live in vain", why does a person say that if he doesn't learn a little philosophy and doesn't understand a little philosophy, this life is in vain? It is because our coordinates and reference system cannot be established, nature allows human beings to appear, and does not tell human beings what your mission is, and we are born without a God telling us what kind of values and ideological outlook we should establish in this life, what should we do, many things in our thoughts, what are good or bad, right or wrong, are not inherent in us, they are told by others, and how do others know? Did the gods really tell them? It is the environment that forces them, it is the objective need to tell them, and even superstition is arrogant and ignorant to tell them. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Personally, I have a feeling that a lot of things are something that we do on instinct and then try to find excuses for ourselves to reassure ourselves, but after a long time, this excuse becomes a justification, a belief, a so-called "natural righteousness". With this kind of "natural righteousness", there is the so-called concept of "living in vain", something that does not conform to a certain value concept, in this value system, it has no value, that is, the so-called "living in vain". Don't ask me why I'm so dark because I don't want to live in vain for a lifetime, don't ask me why I'm so white, because I've long decided not to be as gloomy as reality, hey, our life, in your absence, in my ignorance, in your giving, in my grabbing, hurry to come, hurry to go. However, the sadness flows backwards, and there is no road you have walked, your city, so I can only leave, in a strange city, on a strange road, in a crowded crowd, because of some similar backs, some similar scenes, standing there with a wooden voice, thoughts like flying, once again staged desolation, with me and you, my heart, all of us; Falling in love with a city may be for a vivid scenery in the city, for a childhood past, and for a familiar old house. Perhaps, just for this city. It's like falling in love with someone, sometimes you don't need any reason, there is no antecedent, it has nothing to do with Fengyue, just love. ”

In this world, life is plain and bright in the eyes of ordinary people, but in the eyes of another part of people, this world is full of darkness. Who has no regrets after saying goodbye

The cold moon is clear and the night is dreaming back

I know that I am in love for a long time

The dust is not the same as the clouds.

You see, night has crept down to the darkness. The soul is withdrawn from the body, wandering between heaven and earth, becoming synonymous with ghosts, becoming the embodiment of darkness, becoming the minions of evil, this is my fall, my forgotten second personality, my future life. I only wish to be cold-blooded and ruthless, bloodthirsty as life, I only wish to be alone, lonely and old, the mask of hypocrisy, will not be taken off, never. What's the use of light in a world without you? The wind is tearing at my soul, striking out with a palm, winding into ashes, and I, the evil, is devoured by me, I am the master of the night. How can I discard what you give? Therefore, I expand it infinitely, magnify it, remember what you look like, remember you.

From now on, your city and your way are not there, but darkness will be with you and me.

Falling in love with a city because you fell in love with someone is not a rumor, it is a heart, it is a testimony to the story, and it is also the end of the story.

The traces of the heart, accompanied by the darkness of the night, are growing - as if it had everything and as if it had nothing

I guess in most people's worlds, it's the mood that decides everything

When you are happy, the whole world is beautiful, and when you are sad, it is like encountering a special haze on the way to it, and it is gray and gloomy

Maybe we all have a feeling of being abandoned by the world at some point, but it's just our delusion

The world is so busy, where can I have time to snub you or me?

I don't know if it's because I see reality more and more clearly, and I often don't know where to start, or because I'm too lazy to read a book for too long, and gradually I don't know what I want to say

Just before the keyboard flew these words, I was stunned and held back my tears

During these days, I often feel overwhelmed and unable to face the future, but I can't see the direction

Based on the current situation, maybe my life is a little more casual

In the endless waiting, I was scared and at the same time looking forward to it, not knowing who would suddenly break into my life one day

Or change all the trajectories of my life, or compromise with fate and accept what I am reluctant to do, or maybe there are so many unknowns in life that it becomes interesting and exciting

In fact, to put it simply, what I am more afraid of may be that I can't meet someone I like each other, but I will be at ease with the lockdown for a lifetime

All the worries and fears end up being a little stupid and ridiculous, and in the end, everyone is doomed from the moment you are born, you have no right to choose, the only change is to work hard in this life. Zheng Zifu, the first person on the heavenly list, said that he hoped that he could control his own destiny, not waste his time, and work hard for this.

At this time, I sighed deeply, I didn't know what I wanted to express, and I didn't want to say how depressed my heart was, but my chest was tight, and I couldn't get rid of my inexplicable grievances for a long time, and I couldn't live in vain.

I want to be selfish, put all my expectations of the unknown in my suitcase, close my eyes, buy a ticket, and wander the world, maybe that's all the cure for me

I think... One day I will definitely achieve it; The three most important points in a person's life are actually the following: the years are quiet, the people who know how to be grateful, and who accompany you and are more sincere, are often hurt by feelings; People who are too kind are often deceived by others; People who are too persistent are often confused by reality...... As a result, we often feel tired, which is not physical exertion, but the old age of the soul in the cracks of the spirit, so that we have no place to send and no place to return. The world is like this, we don't need to block the car, look away and look down, love in the heart, heart outside the world, everything will be much simpler. The truth has disappeared after the reality has happened, and all that remains is the various theories, which one is reasonable and in line with the understanding of most people, and which one is the truth, even if it is not the truth, in fact, it is the truth.

There are countless theories, and they seem to be self-justifying, and the wise man is able to have an insight, to find their flaws, to establish his own statement. At the end of this chapter, thank you for supporting Zheng Zifu, the first person on the list.

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