Chapter 490: What Should I Do?
Xu Shaoqing suddenly felt empty in his arms, and Su Xiu's figure had slowly faded away, and it was actually offline. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
He was surprised to pull away the main brain to track, and only then did he find out the reason with a smile.
It's just that Gang Su Xiu's emotional ups and downs are too big and last a little long, so that the system thinks she has a physical problem and forcibly lets her go offline.
It seems that the settings of some programs in Su Xiu's game warehouse are still not perfect enough.
Xu Shaoqing immediately faced it.
First of all, I thanked the fishermen for their kitchen utensils and handed over all the rest of the fish to them.
Then he came to a safe place, opened the main brain light screen, and began to operate on it, modifying some program data.
When Xu Shaoqing was busy in the game, perfecting the realistic program of the Su embroidery game warehouse, Su Xiu in reality was lying in the game warehouse in a daze.
She still doesn't understand too much, why did she suddenly go offline?
Will Xu Shaoqing be worried?
She tried to log in again, only to be prompted that the system determined that she was not fit to enter the game for the time being.
Depressed!
Su Xiu simply crawled out of the game warehouse and ran to the bathroom to take a cold shower, only then did he feel the flame in his heart slowly cool down.
Undressed, barefoot, fruitful, standing in front of the prosperous and simple floor-to-ceiling dressing mirror, Su Xiu looked at his body.
In just one and a half years, her life, her body, her mood, and her thoughts have changed dramatically.
Then take out the previous photos and figures of Su embroidery and compare them, it is completely two people.
Her body and appearance, she was able to get these changes, all because she met her orchid husband.
Lan Haoqi used her essence to eliminate toxins from her body, massage her, strengthen her body, and reshape her, so that her life changed from gray to bright and full of vitality.
Her skin used to be covered with acne, but now it was as smooth as a shelled egg.
She used to be a princess of Taiping who was often ridiculed and very economical in fabrics, but now she has become a proud and delicate mother-of-pearl Langma Peak.
Her figure used to be thin and out of shape, but now it is the golden ratio of bodybuilding.
She shook her head at herself in the mirror, no, these are just external changes, and she has changed even more on the inside.
From the beginning of not being able to accept the identity of the waiter and himself, to now taking it for granted.
From the beginning of the vow of a lifetime of a couple, to the current three husbands and four servants, I still feel that there is nothing wrong.
From the beginning of the love with the legal husband, he would be shy and never take the initiative to ask for it, but now his body has been trained to be extremely sensitive, and he can't leave the desire again.
The moment she was offline just now, those shameful thoughts flashed through her mind.
She actually wanted to find Lan Haoqi or Nine-Tails to replace her and ease that emotion.
If she hadn't bitten the tip of her tongue, she would have even picked up the phone and texted one of them.
Su Xiu raised her hands and slowly covered her face, she felt that she was finished.
How could there be such a big change?
Is she still herself?
Pleasure turns out to be addictive, just like the beautiful and dangerous poppy
The flower, tempting to approach, tempting to taste, once you have tasted that wonderful taste, you can never leave it.
No, no, she doesn't want to be like this.
So, what should she do?
Su Xiu felt so confused in her mind.
Two different voices rang out, arguing with each other.
One said that you are Su Xiu who lives in the human world, you have to understand the heart of shame, you are about to fall into depravity now, wake up quickly, abstain from [desire].
Don't make mistakes again and again, if you continue like this, you will become unrecognizable.
Another voice said, "Why abstain from sex?"
Why restraint?
When you are hungry and you find that you can't eat steamed buns, can't you eat white rice and eat bread?
Do the big living people want to suffocate their urine?
Confucius said that food, sex, and human nature are also.
We are a spirit race, and we should follow the natural way of heaven, eat when we are hungry, drink water when we are thirsty, and mate when we want, which is normal.
So don't feel sad, don't get tangled, just go with the flow.
The former voice also defended: if it really did that, what was the difference between it and those beast females of the Spirit Race?
Su Xiu also wanted to ask herself, is she special?
Is she any different?
Maybe in everyone's eyes, she is actually no different from the female of the Spirit Clan, right?
The only difference, presumably, is that she has a little more power, she has more options, she can have more.
But is this what she wants?
So what should she do?
Everyone has a deep affection for her, and is even willing to die for her.
If she chooses the path of abstinence, it will drive away the fox, the mermaid, the ice snake, and Shaoqing, leaving only Lan Haoqi and returning to the previous world of two?
No, that's impossible!
Even being abandoned by ordinary females, the fate of those male orcs is extremely pitiful, if they are abandoned by spirit girls, it will be abandoned by the entire spirit race, where can they have a good life?
They were all for her, she couldn't be so selfish.
If she chooses to go with the flow, will she really become the kind of person Feng Qi said in the end, Yinwa [] woman, acting only by feelings, only driven by desire [hope].
At that time, she will be no different from the females of the Spirit Clan, will they still like themselves?
Will they hate themselves and feel that she is no different.
They'll leave her, and she'll be alone.
Even if she uses her identity as a spirit girl to get more male orcs, so what, everyone's loyalty is only the instinct of the body, not the resonance of the heart.
Su Xiu held her head, her head hurt so much, she felt so confused!
Xu Shaoqing in the game finally reached the perfection he wanted after some transformation, he breathed a sigh of relief and decided to go offline to tell Su Xiu the good news.
When he saw Su Xiu, who was sitting in the living room, the whole person was like crazy, he was shocked, and hurriedly rushed over: "Su Xiu, what's wrong with you, how did you become like this?"
Su Xiu raised her head in confusion, her eyes were full of tears and helplessness: "I really like Lan Haoqi, I love him, I once really thought about being with him for the rest of my life." ”
Xu Shaoqing felt a little sad in his heart, but quickly ignored the past, nodded and said, "I know, I know, could it be that something happened to him?"
My web tracking didn't find anything unusual about him?"
Su Xiu's whole person fell into chaos and kept talking to herself.
"I thought that love was the only one, I thought that the heart was only so big, and I could only pretend to be Lan Haoqi alone.
But when I saw the Nine-Tails, the things he did for me, the injuries he suffered, everything he paid, my heart hurt so much, I was actually moved for him, I found that I was in love with him.
But love is obviously the only one, why do I obviously love Lan Haoqi, but I like the Nine-Tails?"