Chapter 146: I can't cut it clearly, and I can't sort it out
The dog was surprised: "You don't ask?"
"Don't ask. Lin Suqing dusted off his robe, narrowed his eyes slightly in the wind, looked at the dog and said, "I am equipped with branches of the Misty Valley, even if I have never been to Sanqingxu, I will not get lost." The Lord wants you to walk with me, and one of them is to lead me through various experiences, right?"
"What do you mean by this, have you guessed anything else?" The dog left the edge of the cliff, took two steps back, and faced Lin Suqing, who was suddenly serious, only to blink his eyes, and thought that he was seeing a little immortal.
"It doesn't matter if I guessed it or not, you won't admit it anyway. Lin Suqing saw that the dog got up and walked back, so he simply walked along the jade-like green river.
He said as he walked, "I'm going to come here tomorrow at this time to meet Bai Ze Divine Venerable." ”
The dog followed two steps, and when he heard this, he suddenly paused under his feet, and after thinking for a few moments, Fuer continued to move forward, and said, "There is a small wooden house in the mountain nest, which seems to have been vacant for decades, and we can go and live temporarily." ”
It's like an old acquaintance for many years, just say what you want to do, and you don't have to explain why.
The dog deliberately slowed down and walked behind Lin Suqing, it raised its face and looked at Lin Suqing's back carefully, and couldn't help but be a little puzzled - is this still the same Lin Suqing?
It had already learned that Lin Suqing was not as stupid as he usually appeared, he just didn't show his intelligence easily.
And now, he has experienced so much right and wrong, so many life and death, so many weird and bizarre, and knows his special identity, and can still be so calm, I don't know if he has really grown up, or because his heart is really chaotic, so he has such abnormal emotions.
Just ask, a person who has always lived as an ordinary mortal who judges the situation suddenly learns that he is not ordinary, but he doesn't know anything about his extraordinary new identity, even if he knows who knows the bottom line about his situation, but he can't get an explanation from it, and he can't even really understand himself, and he can't recognize himself...... Can you really calm down?
If he can't, then he is still the ordinary mortal Lin Suqing. If you can...... He should be able to, he certainly can. The dog looked and thought as he walked, and suddenly stumbled under his feet, almost tripped over a protruding stone bag, and planted his head on Lin Suqing's leg and stomach.
It hurriedly adjusted its balance, followed casually, cleared its throat and stepped forward two steps forward and said, "Lin Suqing, if you have no choice, try not to use the power you can't control." ”
"I know. ”
Lin Suqing only answered it briefly with three words. The tone sounded clearly peaceful, but it didn't make it feel strange for no reason. Lin Suqing didn't seem to speak like this before, right?
Before......
I remember that when he first came here, because his life and death were uncertain, he was very afraid of danger, and he used the Lord and it as a straw for survival as if he had fallen into a swamp. In the past, he seemed to be very humble, and a little cowardly, and lived carefully.
Perhaps, he was never a cowardly person, and those appearances were nothing more than his self-protection, but the protection that deceived him?
The dog analyzed the former Lin Suqing in the slightest, and was suddenly stunned again, indeed, he is indeed not a real cowardly and incompetent person.
Now, at last, he has broken through the hypocritical pretense that even he himself has been deceived?
Now, has he finally begun to be honest and fearless to be his true self?
Now......
"Ahh But the dog bounced back and fell to the ground, falling on all fours. Even though it quickly rolled over and sat up, it inevitably shook the sand and dust on its body, and its embarrassed appearance was still seen.
"You...... Absent-minded?" Lin Suqing asked.
"I'm just out of the road. That's it, as soon as the anti-shock was seen, the dog simply shook openly, and finally changed the topic and said, "What layer have you learned from the Yi Marrow Sutra?"
"It's on the second floor. Lin Suqing saw that the dog was fine, so he continued to walk forward, thinking about the cabin in the mountain nest, so he naturally followed the direction decided by his heart.
"Oooh...... Yes, yes, you haven't had time to practice since the Flying Head Man. This time, the dog's eyes looked at the road seriously, and even a small ladybug passing by could see it clearly, for fear of tripped over another stone that didn't look like a place, "That's eight floors away." ”
The dog's muttering was not loud, Lin Suqing could just hear it, he didn't answer, he walked forward, his steps were not heavy, as usual. The thoughts are not too numerous, the mood is blank, and the mind is blank.
In the past, I was most worried about my life, but now I still feel confused about the road ahead, but I have no intention of thinking about life and death. Instead, he was tormented by a contradiction in his heart, tormented in his heart.
On the one hand, I got into a dead end that I couldn't get through, thinking that I was alive and living unclearly, and I didn't seem to be living my own life. It's muddy, it's unclear, and it's different from death. So I want to try to figure out who I am and who I really are.
The second is an ideal idea, which is an opportunity to say goodbye to one's past self.
There was a lot of helplessness in his past, but it was only helpless, and he didn't do anything to be helpless. And those who are helpless at those times, those who understand naturally understand.
Who hasn't had to bow their heads? If you can, who wouldn't want to live forever with their heads held high?
Everyone has a proud backbone, but not everyone can bloom with pride.
Don't you see those immortals also have to be humbled in front of the stronger?
However, it doesn't matter if the arrogance is worn out or has been worn out. You see, among the real strong men, who is arrogant all the time from beginning to end? No. On the contrary, the stronger the stronger, the more restrained, and the stronger the more peaceful.
Lin Suqing did not live a great life in the past years, but the world is like this, and only when he is strong enough can he have the ability to resolve all difficulties.
He was so weak that even his life was regarded as like an animal, and anyone could easily take his life.
But he always firmly believes that as long as he is arrogant, look forward, look far, and see who is the king and hegemon, and who is a bandit.
Evaluations are all other people's opinions. What's more, he believes that in fact, those who evaluate the same thing differently from person to person are the truly humble and pathetic people. They don't even have their own thoughts, they step on the weak who they think they think they are, and they praise the strong people they think they are. In this way, he is not a human being.
Lin Suqing's mind was chaotic, messy, and chaotic, unable to be cut off, and unable to be dissected in detail.
Just letting his thoughts run wild like wild horses, in the final analysis, is actually not very meaningful. At the end of the day, it's still a choice.
Don't you live just because you don't know who you are?
Do you indulge just because you know that you are inexplicably powerful?
No, one day everything will be clear, one day you will be able to prove yourself, and one day all the effort will be worth it.
Putting all that aside, this is not a great opportunity. He can start a new life, and he's always wanted to start all over again, and now, isn't it really going to start over? So, it's an ingenious opportunity.
"Dogs. Lin Suqing suddenly spoke.
"You're only a dog! Say it a few times! Believe it or not, I asked Litsea cubeba to take you!" the dog whined, scaring him.
"Let's make a bet. Lin Suqing's voice was a little hoarse, but it was deafening to listen to before. The dog was about to refute him, "You are the oldest, what do you learn", but before he could say anything, he was stopped by his Ling Ran's anger.
I saw Lin Suqing take out the blood-colored pendant that had still not warmed up when he put it in his arms, and held it tightly in the palm of his hand, and his expression was even more serious than ever.
"One day, I want those immortals to apologize to me. "It's like saying it to the dog, and at the same time, it's also specially said to the second prince.
At this time, a few ape cries rose one after another in the mountain nest, high-pitched, long, and sad.