Chapter 108: Drunk Jiangnan

There are people you have watched for a lifetime, but have been ignored for a lifetime.

There are people you look at, but it affects your whole life.

Some people are enthusiastic and happy for you, but they are snubbed by you.

Some people let you have a short period of happiness, but get a chain of your thoughts.

Some people have wishful thinking for N years, but you have rejected it for N years. Zheng Zifu, the first person on the list, said that I dreamed of those loves, hatreds, and hatreds, and I couldn't end well in my life. Is it because I forgot my original intention, or is God ruthless. It's just that it's just your dream, and the story belongs to someone else; You experience someone else's life and never wake up. Listening to hypnotic music over and over again, looking for the past. Is vanity in the heart or curiosity; It's still unforgettable. Perhaps, everything is a beginning; Again, it's an end. The past that I found later is all the life of others. At the end of the song, people may not be dispersed, and the meeting is fate, and all kinds of things in the world are not what you and I want to ask for a happy ending. When I was alive, I didn't know where I came from; When I die, I don't know where I'm going. Why is it that creation or God did not give me my consent to give me life, nor did it have to be my consent to cause me to die? This is one of the deepest mysteries. Life is infinite before and after death is unknowable, and for me there is a point above an infinite nothingness. Why does this point arise above this infinite nothingness? This is the mystery of life, this is the mystery of life. --- Tang Junyi's "The Experience of Life Continuation"; How difficult it is to forget, how far apart the hearts are, the years are endless, the moonlight is cool, and the stars are hanging in the sky. He couldn't hear the oath, only clenched and loosened his fists ten years later, he finally saw him in white clothes, standing outside the bamboo gate, smiling faintly, and said, "I'm back......" So the whole Jiangnan spread out behind him, warm as ever...... in the city

Everyone has their own story

Yours and mine

A rare intersection

It's all a fluke

What is lost is fate; Those youthful and obsessive love, those unforgettable times, bit by bit, are carved into the heart, which cannot be touched or forgotten. We are just waiting for that kind of person, and we still have to forget that kind of person after all, and I used to wonder, why is it that everyone and myself in life have no results? Now, I understand that everyone who appears in my life is a teacher assigned by fate to me, someone has taught me to care, someone has taught me to understand, and someone has taught me to trust. It is because of their presence in my life that the person who has the result is attracted to me; When you reach a certain age, each other's past is no longer important, and the things that once made you care so much seem to be like a tidal wave that has retreated halfway. A man (assuming yourself) was operated on by an evil scientist, and his brain was cut out of his body and placed in a vat containing a nutrient solution that kept the brain alive. The nerve endings of the brain are connected to a computer, which is programmed to send information to the brain in order to keep it hallucinating that everything is completely normal. For him, it seems that people, objects, and the sky still exist, and his own movements and body sensations can be input. This brain can also be fed or intercepted (the memory of the brain surgery is intercepted, and then the various environments and daily life that he may experience are entered). He can even be coded and 'feel' himself reading a funny and ridiculous text here. ”

The most basic question about this hypothesis is: "How do you guarantee that you are not in this predicament?" "I will not die, because if I die, it will no longer be me.

I will die because all people will die, and I am human.

Yes is a prediction that indicates the transition of things from one state to another.

Life is a state, death can also be a state, life is the state I am in now, but death is not the state that "I" can be in it. Because the premise of the state of "death" is the disappearance of "me". Therefore, I am not in a state of "death" because there is no "me" at that time. Therefore, I will not die, it is not "me" that dies, but it.

But, based on experience, I am convinced that "I will disappear one day". I subconsciously used the analogy of someone else's death to myself, and thus came to such a truthful conclusion. But, I forgot, this is a phrase that can only be said from the perspective of an onlooker. I don't have the ability to be a bystander to "my" death. - Will I really disappear? - In other words, do I really have the ability (or position) to experience my disappearance? - If I don't have the ability to verify whether I will disappear or not, then it doesn't matter if I think "I won't disappear" or "I will never die". There is life and death, and there is nothing terrible about death, we all die at the moment of time, which originally appeared in the void world, and was destined to end from the moment of consciousness. The world and all things are born out of nothingness, and to die is to return to nothingness and return to the essence, so it can be said that life is destined to end at the beginning. It is said that when you are born, you are already dead in the future, that time can never exist, and that time is irreversible. Those who say that they have traveled 100% are fools, time can never go back, there can be no time reversal in the void world, and today is the past forever. You can travel through time and space in one hundred times, which is ridiculous at all, it is a group of mentally retarded whimsical ideas. Even if you are stronger than a god, you can't turn back time, unless you enter the illusion and distort the space, and after crossing the past, a pile of white bones and corpses, and monsters formed by space distortion are waiting for you. Traveling through time and space is exactly the same as going to the world of death, and traveling can make the space distorted and torn apart, making the space chaotic, and twisted monsters are most likely to appear in the chaotic space. However, there is no such thing as traveling through time and space in this world, even if it is used to describe that there is time travel, traveling through the past is equivalent to going to the world of death, where there are definitely all kinds of twisted and torn monsters must be in it. Zheng Zifu, the first person on the heavenly list, said that if there is no such thing as fate in this world, there will be no accidents at the same time; Then I don't have enough imagination to be deceived; There will be no false hope. I walked a long way to get here, starting at the bottom. But now is the time for fate to manifest. A scam, a split-second arrangement deceives you for a lifetime. At the end of the day, whether you're thankful or hateful depends on what you want to get. Zheng Zifu, the first person on the heavenly list, said that what is more important than self-cultivation is self-cultivation, if you forget your original intention. So how can you fix it, you're not you anymore, I feel like it's looking at me, not someone else. In addition to your dreams, you also have relatives and friends in the world; When you see all the prosperity, you can collect your mind! You will always know that you are different in every moment. Whether it has changed or not, it is impossible to see at a glance; And two eyes. Every time you are in a good mood. When you say sarcastic things that you see someone doesn't believe, you ignore them indifferently; Or is it a contradiction? Maybe you haven't experienced it, so you feel fake or envious and jealous; Maybe it's just that I can't get used to it. Probably if you feel that others can't tell you that you are not happy in your heart, you think that there is something wrong with this person. But you are no one else, and no one else is you. How will it be understood in general. After persisting for a long time, I can't tell what is true and what is false, but then I suddenly realized that truth and falsehood are not so important, and what really matters is that you care about yourself. You'll be able to keep yourself, seriously,

Hard work can't change fate, and suffering won't turn into wealth,

What can really change your fate is your state.

The same coarse tea and light rice,

Get up early and touch the dark, some people are like drinking poisonous wine,

There are also those who are catching up.

Your efforts can't determine your future,

But you can be a chivalrous man full of vitality and hope at the moment.

You know,

Fate is never the result of the future,

It's the here and now.

Fate is the darkness that the palm of your hand cannot control. You feel that the present world is stable and the years are beautiful, but someone is carrying the weight for you. It's just that the man is carrying the weight alone, how can you be happy? We are all like fate bowed our heads, desperately interpreting the beauty of life in front of people, but ...... self-knowledge of warmth and coldness; All the gifts of fate are secretly marked with a price. You have to exchange it in another way, or pay it back. May you be gentle with those people, and the world will be gentle with you. Zheng Zifu, the first person on the list, said that he wanted to know you simply; Didn't you just say hello and say a few more words. Then I accidentally went out of my mind; Obviously so careless, to this day, I want to meet you unforgettable, in the long river of years, he walks alone, there is no purpose and no reason, like he was born like this, no joy, no anger, no ruthlessness and no desire. The world is so big that I have traveled too little. Everything I heard, in my dreams. Maybe one day, I dream of landscapes; One by one, it came true. It's as if you're the only one in the world, full of pain. So I felt that hope was like a blink of an eye, and there was no pitiful. Salvation is so difficult that the gods and Buddhas don't believe it. If a person has reaped the fruit of this suffering, he must have sown this cause as well. You say that if you give up on yourself, how can the gods and Buddhas save you? Can people withstand the torture of their original intentions, and can they not lose themselves? Someone once told me what the beginning of spiritual practice was. It is to learn to be a human being, and then to cultivate the mind. Because people can't even do it, then there is no need to practice. To practice is to surrender yourself. I can't surrender myself, and it's ridiculous to think about surrendering to others. A flower is a pure land, and a soil is the same. There is a good saying

Success is not accidental, failure is not fate

Fate is not unchangeable, but people are unwilling to work hard, Zheng Zifu, the first person on the list, said that he hopes that he can control his own destiny, not waste his time, and work hard.