"It's actually nice to be alive"

Feeling my own heartbeat, I could almost hear the pounding of my heart in my body. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The hand can also feel the power definitely, and the unreal feeling of seeing flowers in the fog that I felt through the glass has finally disappeared.

It's just that whatever the so-called good or evil behavior patterns I get seem too painful for me.

If you just look at these things rationally without emotion, you can also make a comment from the perspective of a third party who has nothing to do with you.

When you do have a physical body, and you have the memory to bear, that boundless pain is surging almost all the time.

The heart was also guided by the Dementors and almost suffocated.

My life..... Maybe I didn't go right in the first place, but for me, who has just had a new life, it's nothing.

If the past was not perfect, then make the present happy.

How much.... It's better than being alone all the time.

I suppressed the thoughts that were tumbling in my heart and stared blankly at the Dementors in front of me, ready to wreak havoc.

The filthy tentacles had wrapped my body again.

They twisted like an octopus in the water and hugged the figure that accidentally fell into the water, dozens of tentacles exuded painful stimuli that kept evoking the suppressed feelings in my heart, and the scars in these memories were picked up again, and the pain of being sprinkled with a handful of salt again before the old wounds of adulthood healed made people even vomit bile.

In the face of these guys, I can only try to imagine some good memories.

But what are the good memories?

Theoretically, it should be a lot of happy memories that I have felt and can still feel.

However, what can leave a deep impression in the memory is not a happy thing, most of it is a painful thing.

In the face of such a difficult life, it is not easy for me to defend against these Dementors.

If there was an illusionist here, maybe I would have died a long time ago??

I sighed, I didn't know if my personality was new or old, or if it hadn't changed much at all.

Maybe it's just water to make it easier to talk to yourself?

However, it is possible to complete the world progression in first person..... This in itself has changed dramatically, not to mention the endless spit out. Shouldn't the real rationality be a handsome guy with an indifferent face, looking at the Dementors in front of him with cold eyes, and then stretching out his hands, clenching his fists violently, watching the layers of aperture turn into kinetic energy cannons, squeezing these Dementors layer by layer, turning them into some diamond products, and then swallowing them to increase their strength?

I flipped through the many steps I had written down by my predominantly rational self.

The first step is to conjure up happy memories that exist in one's heart as good and regretful and painful memories that exist as evil, and sprinkle them all over the space.

The second step is to directly take over the control of the absolute defense system, so that the memory scene changes and becomes part of the AT position.

The third step is to burn the Dementor with the Flame of Pleasure and let the Flame of Pain strengthen the AT stance

The fourth step is to materialize the background board puppet to attack.

In the fifth step, conjure up multiple AT Stand Walls to imprison the Dementors, and then seal and burn them into body nutrients.

Step six, everything is over, go out to dinner to celebrate the victory.

If possible, you can go to see the girls take a shower to relax, note, this time is too stressful, you need to find some entertainment, such as playing magician cards with goblins to find a sense of accomplishment.

I pinched my chin, feeling that there was some truth to the plan, but it seemed very low to play cards with goblins to find a sense of accomplishment.

Wait, it seems that something is wrong!

At this time, it is a problem to be able to complain in various senses without scruples!

I'm still surrounded by those Dementors!

What the hell is this!!

I struggled to recall the happy memories in my heart, and soon, the first time I watched a movie, the first time I smelled the hair of a cute and beautiful female classmate, secretly looked at the backs of some girls, and the happy mood after the occasional last word gushed out like a spring, in addition, for example, during the life of a working dog, squeezed out time to play FGO, liver 8 days of Christmas, and finally let my Android two large sizes, iOS six small numbers, during which I was still brushing two numbers of Japanese clothes, The excitement of the holy monk who ended perfectly was even more terrifying than those previous memories.

I say..... In fact, women or something, it's not fungible than games!

This kind of joy that I have drawn a good card myself, others have not drawn a good card, and I can keep jumping out to bask in the happy mood, which I can't compare with the fragrance of ten girls!!

The blind date said to go to the movie, but in the end, I suddenly said that I had to work overtime the next day and couldn't go out, and I was told that I didn't want the two of us to watch "Jun's Name" together, and the pain of inviting my sister to watch it together was ruthlessly rejected, and it was easily replaced by the joy of playing games for a day.

I'm ..... How easy is it to be satisfied!!!

With an expressionless face and a happy smile in the flames, my mood was extremely solemn.

My good.... In fact, I don't just want to die to satisfy the moral orientation in my heart.......

That kind of death,It's more because your computer is gone.,The beautiful information of a few t has been separated forever.,Downloaded more than 1t of spell casting materials as standing supplies and disappeared before I saw it.,Not to mention the frustration of the collection of hgame is also gone.,The mood of lovelessness has not recovered.,At the same time, the number of my liver for so many years has also disappeared.,That kind of violent blow is comparable to wife cheating.。

In the face of this shameful play, those Dementors were also hit hard.

The hearty smile, the laughter of the ghost animals, aroused the goosebumps of the group of guys, and soon they curled up with tentacles beside their heads, and then squatted in the corner one by one, stunned by these endless flames pouring into their bodies, the dense banging explosion made this group of guys lose the fighting spirit to resist, and they were ready to stand up and were knocked to the ground by the violent explosion, broken tentacles, broken shells scattered all over the ground.

Minutes later, the mind-attacked, irresistible Dementor vanished into Lerald's mental realm.

Dementors are honestly only demonic creatures between level six and seven, and even if they exceed the highest level of eight, they will receive the infusion of the will of hell and become an unknown and strange entity to survive. Many times, it is the norm for a mature and cute succubus to be favored by the will to turn into a Krodom hairy crab waving two large paws, let alone these low-level creatures.

I sighed as I took back these shameful memories, and the room became normal for a moment.

The cold air was still blowing in the ward, and the other alienated humans who had stopped moving also returned to their previous patterns and continued their movements.

I looked out the window, the fission of heaven and earth still did not stop, after all, there was a large sea of consciousness swallowed, even if the huge soul power of those dementors was confined in the wall of the mind, I didn't dare to eat it so rashly, these negative energy creatures contain countless negative emotions, the personality dominance that I just took away, if I am impacted by these things, I will be scattered now, so it will take time to gradually repair the loopholes.

The woman in the form of a dark phoenix was lying on the bench in a very comfortable position, her hands on her chin and her chin in her hands watching the fission beyond the sky, as if she had no way to give up resistance to the collapse of the world. But I know for sure that this guy must be the same tablemate I once was, and before he said a word, he continued to look at me with the disdain of a lowly creature.

I'm not a masochist, and I'm not in the mood to be seen that way.

Of course, there will be no shortage of meat, but there is no place to vent the unhappiness in my heart.

Now that it's all like this, I honestly think I'll get some sleep and rest for a while..... After all, no one can still run around like no one else after experiencing complex mental turmoil, even a carefree and currently invincible little dragon needs to celebrate a new life again.

After thinking about it and finding that it was nothing serious, I pulled on the quilt and escaped to sleep again, this time I was going to lead a dream to pull the black phoenix in, and get some useful information to prevent this guy from secretly making trouble. (To be continued.) )