Chapter 13: The Throbbing

The lights on the stage suddenly dimmed, and Ye Xiaoyou accompanied He Duo, who was a little unwell, and sat quietly in the audience to watch the rehearsals of all the cast and crew. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

"Xiaoyou, I like Lu Fan very much. He Duo took advantage of the sound of music to stop, and when the host on the stage was following the process, he raised his head slightly, his eyes fell on the stage, and he said the words that had been brewing in his heart for a long time in the most brisk tone.

Ye Xiaoyou turned his head slightly and looked at He Duo inexplicably. But she only saw He Duo's blurry side face under the dim light, her big wavy hair, which was loosely tied by her with a hairband, hanging down behind her casually, she raised her head slightly, and there seemed to be some streamer flashing under her eyes, but it was fleeting.

"Senior sister, I know. I don't know why, I always feel a little lonely in He Duo's eyes. Her eyelashes fluttered slightly, as if she was struggling to hide the small emotions under her eyes. Maybe it's because she's unwell, she is very different from the usually strong He Duo at this moment, and she's just a weak little girl at the moment. "Senior sister, your face is not very good, do you want to go to the infirmary to have a look?"

"No, there are always a few days a month when a female man will also turn into a soft girl. He Duo said a little embarrassed, stretched out his hand and stroked his stomach, looking at Xiao You helplessly, Xiao You nodded suddenly, but he was still a little worried.

I appreciate her responsibility in my heart, and I feel sorry for her responsibility.

"Xiaoyou, you...... Do you like Lu Fan?" Although He Duo tried hard to hide the nervousness in his heart, he still saw Xiao You's stunned expression when he heard what she said, as if he understood something, and there was sadness in his eyes that he didn't have time to hide, even if it was fleeting, he was still noticed by Xiao You.

"Senior Sister ......" couldn't bear the disappointment in He Duo's eyes, Ye Xiaoyou waved his hand in a panic to deny it, but He Duo preempted him.

"I've liked him for more than two years and he's been indifferent, and if that person is you, I can quit. "She never thought that she could like someone, almost infatuated. When she was in high school, she heard that someone had a crush on her and became obsessed, and at that time she smiled and said, how can there be such an infatuated person in the world. Heaven seems to be trying for her to prove for herself that love really makes people lose their minds. It's just that one person's love will be too lonely and too tired after all.

From the moment she happened to see Lu Fan playing the piano, she fell in love with him at first sight. At that time, she was still an ignorant freshman, thinking that in addition to military training, freshman college was to eat, drink and have fun. But He Duo, who has always been chic, was obsessed with him and stalked him for two years. Sometimes even she can't help but laugh at herself.

But Lu Fan only seemed to be disgusted with her, because he didn't reply to any of her messages, and gradually turned a blind eye to her. She didn't know what the result would be if she persevered, although she wanted to give up to like him, but every time she wanted to give up, she couldn't help but feel sad first. So she had to do things that bore him again and again, but she even enjoyed it.

If it's really dull, then it's fine, but He Duo is such a shrewd girl, just a look from Lu Fan, she understands the different emotions under his eyes. I only blame myself for being too insightful, and I only realize it now. It's just that I found out, but it's even more sad.

Because the person Lu Fan likes is Xiaoyou, she is unwilling to hurt any of them. If the ending is destined to be impossible, then at least she can take back the insignificant liking for Lu Fan before she loses her self-esteem and doesn't care about loving someone, which can be regarded as her final fulfillment.

Lu Fan has someone he likes, so it's no wonder that he has been ignoring him. I only blame myself for overestimating myself, thinking that what I want in the world will definitely be obtained through hard work.

Actually, no, at least that's how feelings are.

You can't force it, you can only follow it.

"Senpai, no. It was rare to see He Duo's resolute and serious expression, even with a hint of vulnerability, Ye Xiaoyou was a little overwhelmed. I always felt as if I had accidentally hurt her.

At this time, the originally gloomy stage, the chasing light suddenly lit up and fell on the boy sitting on the stage holding the guitar. Surrounded by bright lights, he seemed to have an innate aura on his body. Dressed in casual clothes, he plucked the strings casually, and the clean and agile notes jumped between his slender fingers.

Ye Xiaoyou was attracted by the sudden sound of music, looked up at the stage, and saw Jin Junya playing the guitar and singing seriously surrounded by aura. The light fell on his face, deeply imprinting his serious appearance into Ye Xiaoyou's eyes. His beautiful voice accompanied by the sound of the guitar floated into Ye Xiaoyou's ears and dived into her heart, and a certain string in her heart seemed to be gently plucked.

His eyes fell on Jin Junya's body like that, and there was surprise and joy in his eyes that couldn't be concealed. It seemed to be the first time she had looked at him so earnestly, and his hair had reached up to the top of his brow, much longer than when she had first seen him, and he looked a little more immature than before. When he sang, a dimple on the side of his cheek always loomed, and the corners of his mouth always had deep laugh marks, and the corners of his eyes curved downward, as he always smiled so cleanly and harmlessly as she did every time she saw him.

Ye Xiaoyou didn't notice that the eyes he looked at Jin Junya were so focused, and the curvature of his lips unconsciously raised with joy that he didn't notice. But He Duo on the side could see it clearly. He Duo's heart shook a little for a moment.

The light under his eyes, which was originally clearly extinguished, suddenly ignited in an instant.

It turns out that feelings are really not an equation, and it is not that the person you like will definitely like you.

Jin Junya raised her eyes, and saw Ye Xiaoyou sitting quietly in the cheering crowd, and at this moment, her gaze fell on him directly, clear and bright. The eyes of the two men met in the air, and he smiled at her, and there was unconcealed joy in his eyes.

Ye Xiaoyou, who was caught by Jin Junya, only felt that his cheeks were hot, and he turned his head and tried to avoid his fiery gaze, but his eyes accidentally fell on his hand talking about the guitar. But when he saw his big knuckled hands, he couldn't help but think of him once holding her hand tightly with his slender and beautiful hands. That warmth seems to be beating in the palm of your hand. She even felt that the air was mixed with the faint scent of laundry detergent on his body. Her heart was beating so fast that she had to inhale hard to calm her heartbeat, which was losing its rate.

The sudden throbbing at that moment seemed to be called heartbeat.

It was unexpected, that kind of panicked mood, but I couldn't help but feel layers of sweetness in my heart. Even the air has become extraordinarily sweet.