Not loved
The waiter went out to pass the word, and after a while, Helian Yufang, who was only dressed in homely clothes, hurried in, with a look of panic on his face, and he did not have the indifferent and demure family demeanor of the past, she saw that the old lady and Xu Changling were standing by the water in front of the hall, and after rushing over, she knelt on the ground, but her lips were closed and her face was pale. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
The old lady wanted to reprimand her for being rude, but when she described it like this, she couldn't help sighing.
Xu Changling asked, "What do you say?"
Helian looked at the old lady in the secluded room, and then looked at Xu Changling, and took out an object from his sleeve, but it was a small packet of medicinal smells wrapped in a towel and presented to Xu Changling.
Xu Changling stretched out his hand to take it, opened it, looked at it, threw it aside, took out a towel, wiped his hands, and then threw the towel away. Then he just said: "This is a family affair of the Helian family, I believe that the old lady will take care of it properly, but ...... The Lone King is here to save his life by borrowing the hot springs in Helian Fuzhong, if he can't save his life, he doesn't mind a few more lives in his hands!" he said very coldly, but he was extremely calm.
The old lady's heart was stuffy as if it was blocked by a ball of cotton, and she bowed down and said yes.
Xu Changling brushed his sleeves away, Helian was still kneeling in the secluded room, she saw that the old lady's posture was unstable, and she hurriedly stood up and helped: "Grandmother." ā
The old lady shook her hand violently and said, "Youfang, I want to give you to the regent as a concubine, are you willing?"
Helian Youfang was unsteady on her feet for a while, and she suddenly took a few steps back, "Grandmother, I, I'm ......"
Her pride and self-esteem were destroyed in an instant by the old lady's words.
There was a glimmer of light in the old lady's eyes, she couldn't control Xu Changling, but she wouldn't really let him cut off the Helian clan and the Liang clan little by little, "If you give birth to his eldest son and eldest daughter, then it doesn't matter if it's a wife or a concubine, what does it matter." ā
Helian Youfang felt that she couldn't see through, and the old lady in front of her, who was originally majestic and unshakable in her heart, suddenly changed and hideous in her eyes.
"Good boy, a man is nothing more than that, if you get his heart, he will give it to you all over the world, otherwise, even if you are high and noble, in their hearts, it is not as good as catkins and fluffy grass. The old lady said kindly.
Helian Youfang bit his lip tightly, biting out blood.
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In the room of Xuande Courtyard, there was not a single lamp lit, except for the candle shadow of the corridor lamp that came through the window, and the mottled light and shadow printed on the ground.
Wen Xi lay on the dressing table, staring at the spots of light on the ground, trying to count how many points there were, but the more he counted, the more chaotic he became.
"One, two, four, four......"
She buried her head and felt so powerless.
The door was gently pushed open, and Xu Changling entered silently.
He was standing beside her, but Winsey had no intention of looking up at him, her voice was a little hoarse and nasal, and she didn't really want to speak, and after crying, she was actually in a much better mood.
She wasn't obsessed with what didn't belong to her, but she was a little sad, as anyone would be sad, especially since they were already so close.
But all this turned out to be just a bubble, and after it was punctured, there was nothing.
Xu Changling stretched out his hand, stroked the top of her head, and said softly: "Xiaoxi, is it important to love or not?"
Isn't it important?
If you don't love, why be together?
"If you don't love, you don't hate, you don't hate...... I promised you that I would never leave you, and that anything you wanted, whether it was a treasure of a fallen city or a rare object, I would find it for you, it would always make you happy, and I would always be with you......," he said softly.
"Master, in Master's heart, who am I?" Wen Xi snapped out.
Xu Changling's hands froze, and then he said slowly: "You are you." ā
"No!" Wen Xi couldn't help but cry again, "In Master's eyes, what he sees is not me. ā
Xu Changling sighed heavily, "Xiaoxi, only you are here now." ā
Wen Xi suddenly felt powerless, she moved her head, didn't let Xu Changling touch her again, and said: "Master, you don't love me, even if you love it, it can't last forever, that don't love, there is no reason to be together, one day, Master will be annoyed and regret after all." And I also want to be with the people I love and the people who love me, that will make me really happy, and I don't want any treasures from Master at all. ā
In the darkness, her face was a little blurry, only tears on her face, which kept flowing.
Xu Changling felt as if something had bitten him in his heart, and the pain was a little long.
Wen Xi was confused and sad, she thought that even if the master had someone else in his heart, at least there would be a small corner, and he would still treat her wholeheartedly, but he didn't even dare to ask questions, this dream, after all, it was time to wake up.
She didn't understand, even if it were, why did he decide the relationship between them on his own.
"How pitiful it would be if Master was with someone you didn't love in this life. Wen Xi said, "I've grown up, and I don't need Master to accompany me all the time." ā
Xu Changling breathed slowly, but the pain lingered for a long time, "Xiaoxi, what do you want?"
Wency shook her head, "I don't know. She got up, "But it seems like I'm always with Master, if ...... I want to go somewhere else, and in the future, I will come back to see Master, okay?" She wanted to leave this place, to leave Master's side, to leave his arms, his kisses, his tenderness and unlove.
But suddenly, Xu Changling stretched out his hand and pulled her.
"Master?" Wen Xi turned around and saw that Xu Changling's face was darker than the night.
"Oh no, I managed to get you back. He whispered, and Wen Xi was stunned for a moment, and he pulled him into his arms, "You are not allowed to go anywhere." ā
"You can't fall in love with anyone else, and you won't leave me, understand?" he said.
"Master......" Wen Xi couldn't move because of his arm, she tried hard to push away, but found that there was no way to shake the slightest, "Master!"
Wen Xi's intuition was a little wrong, and he couldn't help but be anxious, "Master, you let go of me!"
Xu Changling picked her up suddenly, put her on the bed, pressed her tightly, and whispered in her ear, "What I shouted that day, I want to hear it again, call Xu Changling, call me by name, not Master!" His voice was almost low, but his hands were clasped tightly, not allowing her to move.
Wenxi twisted his head to avoid it, but he pulled him back, his lips pressed against hers, and whispered, "Xiaoxi, is it really bad to be with me?"
Wincy gasped and gritted her teeth.
"Well, think about how you reacted before?" he gnawed lightly on her lips, his hand undoing her belt, and Wincy struggled as his coat fell.
"Master......" Wincy almost cried and pleaded, "I don't want to hate you......"