Chapter X

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Lu Shengge had a long dream.

In the dream, she is no longer a sick child who is sick in bed, but a healthy and lively little girl. Like all normal little girls, she is happy to kneel with her parents, singing and laughing, jumping around, and looking carefree every day.

But as soon as the picture turned, it was fixed in the scene where her mother was talking to Lu Shuangsheng with her back to the sun, and her obscure look and emotionless and indifferent eyes made her feel painful like a poisonous snake.

How could she tear the truth before her eyes so lightly?

Then she heard a voice in her head say to her, "Hate, do you want them to pay? ”

Her spiritual world has been plunged into darkness ever since.

I don't know how long time has passed, but in the dark, Lu Shengge heard someone sigh in the void. She slowly opened her eyes, looked at the paper figure in front of her who pulled her out of the magic barrier, and said softly, "Who are you?"

After all these years, there are still people who can see her. It's Lu Shuangsheng, after she was three years old, she couldn't be seen anymore, no one in this family remembered her anymore, she was lonely and lonely, and she fell asleep unconsciously.

"A guy who accidentally snooped on your secrets. Shen Qingyun said in a low voice.

Lu Shengge snorted lightly, she had already passed the hysterical outburst period. "Since you've seen it all, do you think my aunt is wrong, or am I too careful?"

Shen Qingyun felt sorry in his heart, a child who had been let down, although he wanted to help her speak, but he couldn't completely follow Lu Shengge's heart to cater to her.

"Actually, at first, I didn't quite understand why Mrs. Lu did this. And I don't think you hate your mother as much as you think. ”

Lu Shengge suddenly raised his eyes like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, and shouted: "Who said I don't hate her anymore! Who are you and you? I'm just polite to you, you really think you can teach me!"

Shen Qingyun is not afraid, anyway, if he can't persuade him, someone will naturally do it, and he is just talking about it now.

"When you think back to the time when you lived together, you still feel happy, but at the same time painful. Your hatred makes you unable to indulge in the warmth of the past with peace of mind, unable to forgive yourself for thinking of giving up hatred, and unable to forgive yourself for being let down. ”

Lu Shengge stopped talking, and Shen Qingyun's words hit the softest but most fatal sore spot in her heart.

"This relationship of yours is contradictory and torn, hating Mrs. Lu and hating yourself, hating the warmth she brings you is a cruel lie from the beginning, this is a hatred that makes you firm and unforgivable.

If your soul does not return to the Lu family because of obsession but goes directly to reincarnation, you will not know these things later, and you will always stay in the best time in each other's hearts.

Even if one day others know the truth, there may be people who sympathize with your experience, but there will definitely be people who agree with Mrs. Lu's behavior. A daughter who may die at any time and a family that wants to continue to live have to make a choice.

Poor couples mourn everything. Originally, the Lu family was not wealthy at that time, and with the expenses of your illness, your parents were like a taut string that would break at any time. To put it cruelly, Mrs. Lu decisively chose the latter between emotion and reason, and the long pain is better than the short pain. ”

Lu Shengge had long forgotten what it was like to be sad, but now he also felt that his eyes were sour, and he couldn't cry if he wanted to.

"You actually understand what I said in your heart, but as a party you can't let go of it so easily, that's why you're so conflicted. ”

Lu Shengge couldn't help it, and tears fell down. "Why? Why did I encounter such a thing? Obviously my aunt is so good to me, I can know nothing, but God wants me to see the truth, I know the truth, how can I act as if nothing happened. ”

She remembered that her mother had soothed her pain with her gentle hands, encouraged her with kind words not to give up and continue to cheer up, and she even remembered the warmth of her cheeks when her mother kissed her, she had loved herself so sincerely, and she trusted her so unreservedly.

But the more she fell into the cycle of memories, the more she couldn't forgive this tenderness for being a premeditated deception from the beginning, and she couldn't forget her mother's indifferent eyes that made her unforgettable, as if all her affection was just a joke.

Lu Shengge raised his hand to wipe away his tears, looked directly at the paper figure, and said, "Then who are you, are you here to collect me? Just like the Taoist priest in the book of words, he catches monsters?

Shen Qingyun nodded and shook his head, but because it was a paper figure carrier, Lu Shengge couldn't see his movements. "I'm nobody, just a little person who knows a little bit about magic. But even a small person like me can perceive that you are haunted by hatred, if you were to change someone with ability, what do you think will happen to you?

Do you dare to let your father and mother know that your son is suffering from illness every day because of his daughter who died young? You are willing to let your parents' feelings of guilt and nostalgia for you turn into fear and hatred? The deceased is long gone, you and Lu Shuangsheng, I don't say that you also know who they will choose, right? Do you still want to experience the abandonment of your relatives again? This time there is no white lie to embellish it. ”

Lu Shengge was silent, and after a long time, he said with difficulty: "I know what you said, but I don't know what to do." I've been in this home for more than ten years. At first, it was probably because I still had a nostalgia for this family and felt that it didn't matter if I was reincarnated or not. When I knew the truth, I really wanted to die, but I didn't know how to leave. And day and night in front of a woman who had deceived me, I wanted to take revenge on her more and more, and watching her grieve appease my resentment. But how can it make her heart ache, probably her son, my younger brother. ”

Therefore, Lu Shengge obviously hated Mrs. Lu, but the target of her attack was Lu Shuangsheng, and I have to say that her target was quite accurate.

"Do you believe me?"

"You?" Lu Shengge looked at him questioningly, as if he was considering the truth of his words, but he didn't completely lose face, and he dared to blame the power of the gods, but he didn't know how powerful it was. "What can you do?"

Shen Qingyun was waiting for her words, and the people who were willing to listen to him speak well would not be too paranoid, and like Lu Shengge's situation, he didn't want to use drastic means to force her.

"I can let you see your mother again. “

Lu Shengge was shocked when he heard this, and looked at him in disbelief. Shen Qingyun continued: "Whether it's attachment or hatred, if you have anything to say, you can question her face-to-face." It doesn't matter if you retaliate, but let's be clear, I'm not a good person, and I won't show mercy once I'm sure you're uncontrollable and causing bad influence. This time, your fate is up to you.

And you have to leave after you are obsessed. The dead must abide by the rules of the living world in the world of the living, and it is an accident that you are staying here, not a fluke. ”

Shen Qingyun thought that she would at least doubt or think about it, but she didn't expect Lu Shengge's tone to be very calm: "Okay." ”

was so indifferent that Shen Qingyun couldn't help but glance at her, but thinking about Lu Shengge's death, she was the same age as him, and counting the time she stayed in the world, she had been in the world for more than ten years, and she was no longer a child.

"I also want to know what it will be like to see my long-dead daughter again. Rejoice, nostalgia, guilt, or fear?"

Lu Shengge's face was expressionless, but tears fell uncontrollably. "If A-Niang is afraid of me, please stop it. Even if she cheated on me, I still hope that in her heart, I will always be that good and obedient child. ”

Shen Qingyun's heart was heavy, but he could only share what little sympathy he had with her.

"Go to your mother with confidence, it's just a dream for her. After tonight, may all grievances be gone. Shen Qingyun achieved the purpose of this trip and hid himself in the dark.