Chapter 39: Foolish Love
??????“ Xiaoyou, I only like you, and I have always only liked you. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info "That was a text message sent by Jin Junya to Ye Xiaoyou after separating from Ye Xiaoyou.
Very simple promise, without much embellishment. But the moment Ye Xiaoyou saw it, all kinds of warm emotions flooded his heart.
It was the first time she had taken the initiative to approach someone, and it seemed to take all her courage. Luckily, he was in the same mood as her.
There may have been a misunderstanding, but from the moment she almost missed him, she decided to be brave. No matter how they end up in the end, she wants to be brave for him.
Ye Xiaoyou held the phone in his arms, and then smiled like a child.
Just when he was happy because of his words, his text messages came in again.
"If you say you like it, you can't take it back, I'll wait for you to agree to be my girlfriend. ”
Stupid, the attitude is obviously very clear......
Ye Xiaoyou smiled, not planning to tell him what she really thought at the moment, just quickly typed a word, and then pressed the send button.
She only replied with a "good" word, an ambiguous answer, which made it impossible to guess her thoughts. Ye Xiaoyou just thought that Jin Junya had caused her to be worried about her for a summer vacation, so she decided to let him try her mood too. Besides, he also has a childhood sweetheart with whom he has a good relationship......
Thinking of how intimate Jin Junya and that girl were that night, Ye Xiaoyou's original good mood disappeared in an instant.
"Xiaoyou, can you come over for a moment?" From afar, He Duo beckoned to her. Her voice was not loud, but it was enough for Ye Xiaoyou to hear. Ye Xiaoyou put away his mobile phone, then cleaned up his mood, raised his usual smile on his face, and walked to He Duo's side.
"Senior sister, what's wrong?" Ye Xiaoyou sat down opposite He Duo. looked at He Duo's lightly furrowed brows, removed the smile on his face, and put on a worried look.
"How are you and Junya doing?" He Duo gently stirred the juice and ice cubes in the cup with a straw, and glanced at Ye Xiaoyou slightly. When Ye Xiaoyou heard Jin Junya's name, he remembered that he had confessed to her just two minutes ago, only to feel that his face was hot, and he was a little embarrassed to avoid He Duo's eyes looking at her.
He Duo looked at Ye Xiaoyou's reaction, nodded clearly, reached out and took a sip of the juice on the table, and then seemed to have made up some kind of determination. Gently lower the cup and gently scrape the rim of the glass with your fingers......
"Lu Fan may be going abroad. He Duo stirred the ice cubes in the cup with a straw, and his eyes fell on the window. A hint of sadness poured out of her face.
"Go abroad?" Ye Xiaoyou looked at He Duo with some surprise, and when he came into contact with He Duo's somewhat sad side face, Ye Xiaoyou was inevitably a little worried. He Duo really loves Lu Fan......
"Yes, he has already graduated, and the professor at the Conservatory of Music asked him to work as a teaching assistant at the school for half a year, and then recommended him to study abroad. He Duo's tone was flat, as if he was saying something that didn't concern him, but Xiaoyou knew that she must be in a bad mood.
He Duo likes Lu Fan so much, but Lu Fan not only has a girlfriend, but he is going to go where she can't see.
"Senior sister......" Ye Xiaoyou looked at her somewhat lonely side face with some concern, and opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but in the end, when the words came to her mouth, she felt that she couldn't speak......
"Don't look at me like that, I'm fine. Lu Fan has his own dreams, and he is only pursuing his dreams when he goes abroad for further study, and I am very happy for him. It's true. Besides, doesn't she have Lin Lin? No matter how obsessed I am, it's useless, I'll let go one day. He Duo retracted her gaze from a distance, bent the corners of her eyes and chuckled, although she said so freely, her somewhat ruddy eyes shed her sadness.
It's not easy to love someone, and it's even harder to forget.
The relationship is involuntary, and she just wants him to be happy, then she will at least feel at ease.
"Senior sister, you will definitely meet the right person for you. "You are so good, you will definitely meet the good person who can match you.
Maybe not being able to love is the most helpless thing in the world.
"Well, I know, it's just that person, not Lu Fan. There were tears flashing in his eyes, and He Duo lowered his head and didn't want Xiaoyou to see himself who was a little out of shape.
After more than two years of obsession, it's time to put an end to it. If you can't get it, you can't ask for it, and it can only mean that he is destined not to belong to him.
He Duo really decided to give up Lu Fan this time, she likes Lu Fan, but she also has her pride. If you can't love it, then don't. She will go for what she wants, but she will not take it from others. Moreover, feelings can't be snatched. I just didn't expect it to be so difficult to give up on him.
Maybe it's because she likes him, it's become her habit.
After talking to Ye Xiaoyou, she wandered around the school alone a little dazed. Passing by the piano room of the Conservatory, she thought that it was the time when Lu Fan often practiced the piano at that time, so she was going to take a sneak look.
"Is it worth it? In order to let Ye Xiaoyou feel at ease to go to the person she likes, is it worth acting in such a play?" Lin Lin leaned against the piano, reached out and stroked the black and white piano keys, and said to Lu Fan, who was looking out the window with his back to her.
"It's worth it. It's good if she's happy. His voice seemed to come from far away, and his back was indescribably lonely. The sunset fell on him, a little unreal, but hazy and beautiful.
"What about you, are you happy?" Lin Lin raised her voice a little angrily, and then approached him.
"Lin Lin, I am very grateful to you for helping me perform this play. Everything else is my business. Lu Fan turned around and said calmly to Lin Lin, who was a little indignant. He suddenly felt that it seemed wrong to ask her for this favor, because there was a nostalgia in her eyes that she had not seen before. He concluded that she liked him, but that she had hidden it too deeply. If he knew she was interested in him, he would never ask her for a favor, it would just complicate things.
"Lu Fan, she doesn't deserve to die like you. Lin Lin raised her chin slightly, and there was even a sneer in her eyes. is a ridicule of Ye Xiaoyou, a ridicule of her too ordinary, or just angry that the person Lu Fan likes is Ye Xiaoyou and not his own self-deprecation.
"It's worth it and I just need to know if it's worth it. Walking to the chair and picking up the sheet music placed on it, Lu Fan bypassed Lin Lin and walked straight to the door, holding the doorknob tightly with his hand, and said without looking back: "Also, please don't let more people think that we are really together, you know that it is fake." After speaking, he opened the door and was about to leave, but when he saw He Duo standing at the door in a daze, his figure was stunned.
His eyes narrowed slightly, and Lu Fan's eyes were a little panicked. But He Duo, who was caught by him, did not have a trace of panic in his eyes, but just raised his eyes and bravely looked at Lu Fan. Under the eyes, there are a lot of emotions flowing......
Foolish Love......
Whether it's to take love by any means necessary, or to give it up for the happiness of the other person, it's a stupid way, isn't it?
However, because I love it too much, I can't do it. If you want to get it, or just want the other person to be happy and let go, it's just because you love it too much.
Lu Fan, you are hopelessly stupid.
He Duo turned to leave, but he had a firmer idea in his heart.
Foolish love, she is also one of the fools.