Chapter Seventy-Five: Dependence
A park on the City Ring Road, although it is winter at this time, the stylish café inside is still full of customers, and it may be closed in a few days to return for the New Year. In a quieter corner of the café www.biquge.info Su Qing sat by the window, not because she suddenly wanted to warm up with a cup of coffee on a cold day, but because of the dignified woman sitting opposite her.
That phone call did not surprise Su Qing, and this was also reasonable, fortunately, she was not blamed, nor was she pointed at her face to say some ugly words, this woman was very cultured, just like her considerate daughter......
"Su Qing, it's a bit presumptuous for me to call you over like this, but I hope you can understand our hard work as parents!" Xiaoxiao's mother sighed, and then said: "Xiaoxiao hasn't spoken to us for two days, and she has been reluctant to come out in the bedroom, and she hasn't eaten a bite of the food she brought in, so her body will collapse!"
Su Qing understood what Xiaoxiao's mother meant, that is, she herself didn't want to see Xiaoxiao go on like this, but deep down she still had luck in her heart, maybe Xiaoxiao's silent protest could make her parents make concessions, and these days the two did not talk on the phone, maybe Xiaoxiao's mobile phone was confiscated by her parents, or Xiaoxiao was forbidden to contact her.
"I know that you are a sensible child, although I don't know you, but I believe in my daughter's vision!" Xiaoxiao's mother paused, seeing that Su Qing's face had not changed, and continued: "So I implore you to help me and her father persuade Xiaoxiao!"
Su Qing lowered her head slightly, pondered for a moment, and said, "Auntie, if you can't persuade Xiaoxiao, what's the use of me going? And I haven't been in touch with Xiaoxiao in the past two days...... I don't think you want me to have any more contact with her, do you?"
Xiaoxiao's mother is from the past, how can she not hear some emotions in Su Qing's tone, but this is much better than she expected, she originally thought that Su Qing would be the same as her daughter, but the fact is that Su Qing is much calmer, which makes Xiaoxiao's mother's perception of her also improve a lot.
"I know it's unfair for you that we're doing this, but you should understand that this kind of relationship is very difficult to accept, I say maybe you will be unhappy, but you are really young, you haven't experienced too many ups and downs, even if you can be together now, but what about the future? Anyway, women are always a vulnerable group in this society, if you are together, even if we don't object, but can you rest assured?" Xiaoxiao's mother said.
Su Qing was silent, what Xiaoxiao's mother said was not wrong, there are indeed too many unstable factors for two women to live together, regardless of whether the relationship between the two is harmonious, there are many trivial things that will be encountered in life alone, and there are many that need men to solve, Su Qing did not dare to enlarge and say that he could take care of Xiaoxiao, after all, he was only a weak woman, and he was no longer the strong man Su Yang.
"If you really love someone, you should think about each other!" Xiaoxiao's mother looked at the steaming coffee in the cup, and then said: "Originally, her father planned to tell your parents about this matter and let both sides be restrained at the same time, but I don't think it's appropriate to do so, and it will hurt you a lot, so I asked you out and I hope you think about it!"
Speaking of which, Su Qing knew that he also needed to express something, so he pondered for a moment and said, "Auntie, I can understand your feelings, but I implore you to give me a little time, if you give up now, it is really difficult to tell the truth." There are many factors that make Xiaoxiao and I come together, and it is not as simple as it seems on the surface. I understand that it is not realistic for two girls to be together, but this matter cannot be explained clearly in a few words, and I don't want to embarrass you, Auntie, so I hope to give us a little time!"
Xiaoxiao's mother was not satisfied with Su Qing's reply, but now she was concerned about her daughter, but she also understood that she couldn't do it too thoroughly, so she thought about it for a while, and said: "Okay, I'll communicate with her father, we won't restrict you from interacting with Xiaoxiao, but I hope you can think about it!"
Coming out of the café, Su Qing watched Xiaoxiao's mother get into a taxi and leave, the previous conversation seemed to be relatively peaceful, but in fact, Su Qing's heart was struggling several times, she was a filial person, so she could understand the mood of Xiaoxiao's mother coming to talk to her, but Su Qing is also a person who is affectionate, and Xiaoxiao's involvement can only be known to each other, but for her parents, it can't be said, even if she does, it will only make the two of them be pulled farther away, not recognized.
However, at this time, Su Qing cared more about not that the two of them could continue, but the current situation of Xiaoxiao, she didn't expect Xiaoxiao to do a silent struggle like this, which Su Qing didn't want to see, the source of everything was Su Qing herself, but now it was Xiaoxiao who felt the pressure, because she understood the fragility of Su Qing's heart who had transformed from a man, and understood that she was more of a spiritual support, so Xiaoxiao was unwilling to give up easily, but what she had to face was the incomprehension and opposition of her parents, and she couldn't say it。
Su Qing returned home, Zhang Huifen had already cooked in the kitchen after work, and Su Yongqing, who usually came back late, also sat on the sofa and watched TV. Seeing that Su Qing's expression was a little wrong, Su Yongqing opened his mouth and said, "What's wrong?"
"It's nothing, I'll go back to the room first!" Su Qing shook his head, and reflexively entered his bedroom.
Su Yongqing knew his daughter's temperament, got up and went to the kitchen, and said to Zhang Huifen, who was cooking: "Xiaofen, something is wrong with Qingqing, you go and see what's going on, I'll get it here!"
"Okay, the salt hasn't been put yet, you look at the ......"
Zhang Huifen entered the bedroom that had been rearranged to look a little more feminine, and happened to see Su Qing lying on her back on the bed in a daze, walked forward and sat on the edge of the bed, and said, "Baby, what's wrong?
Su Qing hesitated for a moment, then got up and sat next to Zhang Huifen, and said, "Her parents know about me and Xiaoxiao, and her mother talked to me today!"
"You and Xiaoxiao?"
Zhang Huifen was a little puzzled, but knowing that the daughter was like a mother, seeing the loss and sadness on Su Qing's face, she could already guess a little, took Su Qing's hand and said, "You like her?"
"Yes!"
"And what did her mother say?"
Su Qing smiled bitterly: "How else can I say it, I just hope that Xiaoxiao and I will end such a relationship, because of this matter, Xiaoxiao has quarreled with her parents!"
"Did she scold you?" Zhang Huifen frowned slightly, although this kind of thing is difficult to explain in a few words, but if her daughter is scolded, she will still be angry when she is a mother!
Su Qing shook her head, "Her mother is very talkative, and she didn't let me cut off contact with Xiaoxiao, but just talked to me a lot, hoping that I could give up this relationship and help her persuade Xiaoxiao!"
"Then what are you going to do?" asked Zhang Huifen.
Su Qing leaned on Zhang Huifen's shoulder and said: "What else can I do, I knew from the beginning that such a relationship would be difficult to maintain, but the two of us didn't want to think about it, her mother had already talked about it, and it was already very face-saving!"
"Baby, your dad and I know your situation, so I won't object to you liking girls, but others won't understand, and even if two girls come together, it's difficult to take care of each other, and now you can take care of one or two as elders, if your parents are older in the future, where can you put your mind at ease!" Zhang Huifen sighed lightly.
"Mom, I know all this, but do you think I can like a boy in such a situation? Do you want me to get married? I can't accept it just thinking about it!" Su Qing smiled bitterly.
Zhang Huifen sighed again when she heard this, and said: "Take your time, your father and I can't help you with this, in fact, we also hope that you can slowly correct it, not to mention trying to accept a man immediately, but at least you have to fully adapt to life and habits, you are still so young, there is a lot of way to go in the future, and now your father and I can't let go of you the most!"
"Mom, do you think I should give up?" said Su Qing, turning sideways.
Zhang Huifen pondered for a moment and nodded, "Let go of what you should put down, if you continue to walk together, you will delay her and you, your temperament will follow me, and you will definitely not want to see the people you care about being wronged, right?"
"I thought you would support me!" Su Qing said.
"Your dad and I are just dependent on you, and we don't support it at all, so don't be angry when your mom says it......"
"No, let's say it!" Su Qing shook his head and said.
"Actually, you and that kid can't be considered love now, the reason why you can't let go of it is all because of yourself!" Zhang Huifen put her arm around Su Qing's shoulders and said: " You came from a boy, there will inevitably be a strong gap in your heart, worried that you will not be recognized, more insecure than many people, and you told her this secret, she is willing to accept it, naturally it becomes your sustenance, and after a long time, you completely accept that you are a woman from your heart, this feeling will fade, at that time, are you sure that you will be so dependent on her?"
"I don't know......" Su Qing shook his head, how could he be sure that he was still so confused.
Zhang Huifen said: "According to my meaning, you and Xiaoxiao still continue to communicate, but you have to think clearly, what kind of relationship you have with her, whether you are a confidant who can confide in each other, or regard each other as your only lover." Love is a kind of responsibility, you don't need to sacrifice anything to prove it, you don't need to shape how great it is, it's very dull and boring, you have to recognize how you look at it!"