After going to the police for someone and returning home in a fiasco, the first thing he had to do when he returned home was to take a bath. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Under the shower head, the water flowed like an injection, and Ping Fu suddenly had an epiphany. It seems that every woman, when she meets for the first time, is an afterthought.

Ping Yu is also, seeing it, and after thinking about it, he clearly understands that his first night was ruined like this.

Patches of bright red were sprinkled on the shorts, like fiery red kapok, open in her panties.

There is nowhere to vent. Nest of resentment. What about bleeding in the heart?

For a long time, every day when she went home, the first thing she repeated was to first smear a body of bubbles with the dream soap of magnolia flowers, then wipe and rub with a bath towel, rub and rub, drench with water, wipe lemon shower gel, wipe it clean, and finally squeeze out a long strip of toothpaste, bend it on the bath towel, scrub the whole body again and again, especially the private parts, and fiercely hate it.

It seems that it is a habit that cannot be interpreted by itself.

Can't get rid of it, okay, then go die, it's so filthy that you can only fight back if you kill the past, then gamble your life.

However, before Ping Yu could resolutely swallow sixty sleeping pills, he was discovered by his mother.

There is no way to die.

Once again, she immersed herself in books, especially in the dead of night, when she couldn't breathe in distress, she silently recited Borges's poem "Missing":

Your whole life is still your mirror to this day.

Every morning, you have to start from the beginning:

This situation is unsustainable.

Since you left,

How many places have become empty,

Like daylight in the daytime,

It doesn't make sense at all.

Thy countenance is in the twilight,

With the music you wait for me,

A thousand words at that time,

I will cleanse it from my memory with my own hands.

Your absence is like yes

The sun that swallows the merciless flame for a long time,

Where should I hide my heart?

to avoid scorching burns?

Your absence haunts me,

Like a rope around the neck,

It's like the ocean around a person who has fallen overboard.

- Borges (translated by Lin Zhimu)

gloomy and sad, tears like rain. After soaking your eyes with tears, you can fall asleep astringently.

However, the house leak is still rainy and cloudy.

Five months later, Ping Yu found out that she was pregnant.

In the past, Ping Wei often overtime and did not have "periods", and he was used to it, after all, the pressure of the criminal police was super strong, and it was normal to be abnormal. So she never thought that such a scandalous incident as unmarried pregnancy would one day fall on her head.

Although she is no longer young, at least her soul is old, and she is no longer as beautiful as a fairy, she still has expectations, desires and fantasies about love and marriage.

Including the entanglement of Zhixuan, it has become more and more a demand.

She always remembered Zhi Xuan's words that touched her: "I am telling you Pingfu: You Pingfu was born as my person! We fell in love at first sight! What I love is you as a woman, not anything else." The only way I can keep you is to have everything you have. In my eyes, your charm, your beauty, your wisdom, it's like walking into the vision of the opposite sex, just staring, hugging, and possessing. Dead, Pingfu, you, and my ghost—— my destined wife, is you!you, you—never want to leave me!'"

This seems to have become a habit.

Whenever I think of this passage, it happens that Zhi Xuan calls to make an appointment, and Ping Fu will go to the appointment.

As long as the mind is not present, how can the body be considered free?

Because at least, in his gushing, Ping Fu didn't have a chance to think nonsense.

It's just that she can't let go of Zhi Xuan's desire to always have intimate actions, whenever he is catalyzed into a kind of pulse and affection by the atmosphere of the two of them, it is a state of escape in a hurry.

And the pregnancy, which appeared suddenly, was early that morning.

Pingfu went for a morning run alone, and on the way, he suddenly fainted and fell on the side of the road.

When the surrounding people saw it, they immediately dialed 120.

Ping Yu was taken to the hospital emergency room.

When she sobered up, the female doctor smiled and said to her, "Don't you know? You're pregnant, you should be five months old, right?

Frightened, Ping Fu was stunned, completely stupid.

She was dumbfounded and asked, "How is that possible?" I just feel that my left side of my head hurts, and I am dizzy all day, and I can't sleep at night. It's too much insomnia, isn't it? Sometimes I have nausea and vomiting, but I can't sleep during the day, but I can't sleep anymore! But it shouldn't be pregnant, isn't it a mistake? I must have something else? How can I get pregnant? Impossible. When pigs fly. You, you say, what's the evidence? How can it be concluded that I'm pregnant?"

The female doctor lowered her face and said, "I understand, you must be an unmarried pregnant again! Okay, I tell you, whenever a fainting patient is sent to our emergency center by 120 ambulance, we will first check for systemic symptoms." So, while you were in a coma, first, I examined your body, including your uterus, and second, I took your body fluids, which were corroborated by the results of the tests, which confirmed my conclusions. If you refuse to have this child, we will not have an abortion, but can only induce labor! You must understand that for an unmarried pregnant person, it can be regarded as a major operation!"

Ping Fu looked at the female doctor, confused and confused, something like water poured into his eyes, and tears flowed into his eyes.

The female doctor laughed and said, "Oh, don't cry! It's really five months pregnant! That's right." He stepped forward and made a gesture to the flat man who was sitting on the hospital bed: his left hand supported the back of her head, and the five fingers of his right hand were divided, and the points were inserted directly into the top of her head, and he pressed it hard.

Ping Yu immediately seemed to be dotted with a dragon vein, and his eyes suddenly opened up, everything that was originally vague and vague suddenly became clear, and it was simply a refreshing feeling.

She exclaimed, "It's so comfortable! Oh—it's amazing! How can I see everything clearly? It's like there's a skylight above my head!

The female doctor laughed and said, "Why don't you go and check it again, I guess you have a problem with your cervical spine? Or take an MRI to see if there is anything wrong with your brain structure? Or can we take an X-ray or CT? If you want to reveal the truth, you need technology to prove it." But you're definitely pregnant! The only thing I need to tell you is that if you're going to have this baby, you can't do these tests, and you can do it after the baby is born!"

What to do?

It's amazing.

She really didn't know how she spent those days in the past, and she didn't know how to live the bad days that followed.

There was only one thing that was clear, and that was that she had to go home immediately and inform her mother of this unbelievable pregnancy.