Chapter 68: Brave and Cowardly
In the restaurant, they laughed and played in pairs, but Su Ziyu, who followed Jin Junhao and Yu Shui before them, fell out of love that day. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Earlier.
Su Ziyu stood at the door of the restaurant, her heartbeat suddenly stalled. I only felt that my whole body suddenly became cold, my palms were cold, and the only thing that was hot was her beating heart. Stepping through this door, she had to be brave. Holding the bag in his hand, he took a deep breath and tried to adjust his breathing before lifting his somewhat limp leg and preparing to push the door in.
Two figures rushed out of it, and she instinctively took a step back to the side, looking up at the two who were a little reckless. His eyes were fixed on the big hands, his hands were holding a girl's wrists, and then he walked away regardless of her struggles. Su Ziyu was stunned in place, and the back figure who walked away was Jin Junhao, who said that he wanted to accompany her on her birthday.
The body involuntarily followed their departing backs, and then under a large tree, saw their figures. She didn't dare to get too close, she just watched from afar. The girl with the short hair cried as she spoke, and his expression cracked a little when he saw her tears.
She just watched from afar, watching the boy she had been in love with for ten years hugging the other girls and whispering softly, watching the person she had been thinking about panicking for another person. Witnessed their sweet kiss, and then tears fell without warning. Holding the bag in his hand tightly, he only felt that his heart was being bitten by thousands of ants, and the heartache came very suddenly, Su Ziyu was a little caught off guard, and he only felt that his heart was no longer complete.
The picture of them together is really picturesque, and she is like someone from another world, witnessing their sweetness with her own eyes, while her heart becomes fragmented.
Su Ziyu doesn't like this twenty-year-old, at the age of twenty when she is about to confess to Kim Junhao, what she witnesses is the love that he has in his heart. She was dressed as cute as a doll, but as pitiful as a clown.
That birthday, after all, didn't happen. Kim Jun-ho seems to have forgotten about it, and she has no intention of reminding her. The next day, there was a cute plush doll at the door of her room, and Aunt Qing smiled and told her that it was Kim Junhao who put it at her door, because he came home late last night, and he was afraid of disturbing her, so he put his birthday gift at the door. Her face was a little tired, but her face seemed to be full of brilliance when she was still holding the soft doll. The feeling of disappointment eased slightly. originally wanted to send him a message to thank him for not forgetting her birthday, but in the news of the people he paid special attention to, he saw what he said about "the hand of the son".
In the photo, his hand was holding another slender hand and did not show his face, but Su Ziyu's mind showed his gentle and affectionate eyes, the smile on the corner of his mouth must be very gentle, and his eyes must be full of her figure.
After all, the words of thanks were still not spoken. That day, she said goodbye to Kim Jun-ho's parents and got on a plane back to the UK. This twenty-year-old, her heart is full of holes. It was too late to say goodbye to the boy she had been in love with for so long, so she fled in a hurry.
"Ziyu, why are you suddenly in the UK?" As soon as Su Ziyu got off the plane and turned on his mobile phone, he received a call from Kim Junhao. His voice was still gentle, with a hint of doubt in his tone.
"I came back because there was something going on. Handing over the suitcase to Crane, who had come to pick her up, she paused and held her phone tightly. The voice was as calm as it could. didn't dare to tell him, it was his "holding hand" that made her dare not stay there and chose to flee.
"Didn't you say you wanted to be here until you'd had enough time to go back? Jin Junhao paused, his brows raised slightly, and he was obviously a little hesitant about her saying goodbye. It's just that all his emotions are still well concealed by him.
"Well, next time. If it's okay......" Su Ziyu frowned slightly, and the sour emotions in her heart surged, and she tried her best to suppress it, for fear that she would accidentally leak it out. Kim Jun-ho is such a smart person, she is afraid that he will find out her little secret. Although she had planned to tell him this secret that she had kept in her heart for many years on her twentieth birthday, it was only a step too late after all.
"Are you angry? angry that I promised to accompany you for your birthday, but I forgot?" Jin Junhao thought about it, and only thought of this possibility, originally she came to ask him to accompany her for her twentieth birthday, but that day he patronized Yu Shui's mood and forgot about her birthday. By the time he remembered, it was almost twelve o'clock. He hadn't even said happy birthday to her.
"It's not lifeless. Birthdays are every year, it doesn't matter at all, Brother Junhao, don't take it to heart. Her eyes fell on the plane that had just taken off not far away, Su Ziyu's eyes were a little melancholy, and she suddenly remembered that many years ago, when she saw him off at the airport, she willfully wanted to follow him home, and then cried like a fool. He just let her hold him, and let her wipe all his snot and tears on him. The elders on the side laughed at her like a little daughter-in-law. She didn't know what a little daughter-in-law was at that time, but when she heard the elders make fun of her, she cried even harder, but she still didn't keep him.
Tears are useless, she thought, she can't keep the people she wants to keep, and she can't keep the people she doesn't want to keep.
"Ziyu, then I promise you, when you have your birthday next year, I will definitely be by your side, whatever gift you want, I will give it to you, okay?" seemed to show her stubborn face in front of her, obviously caring in her heart, but she would always smile and say it didn't matter. Jin Junhao's eyes softened, and he whispered apologetically. Over the years, he has spoiled her like his own sister, and letting her leave with disappointment has made him feel a little guilty after all.
"Okay, that's what you said, you can't break your word. Su Ziyu's heart was hot, and when he heard Jin Junhao's familiar gentle voice, his originally injured heart was instantly filled with joy. That's how it is when you like someone, all your moods will rise and fall with his every move, word and deed. But how can you care, those emotions are only experienced by you, he doesn't know it, and he doesn't care about it.
"Well, I won't break my promise. ”
I will not break my word. is just a very simple promise, and Su Ziyu thinks about it every day. Then silently counted down to the arrival of the next birthday. It's just that from time to time in his dynamics, I will see the figure of the girl who accompanies him. Then she would be sad for a while, secretly flipping through Kim Jun-ho's photo album at night, and then putting on a smile again the next day, waiting for the next meeting. Waiting for him to fulfill his promise.
likes Kim Jun-ho and makes her brave and cowardly.