…… Impossible, still impossible. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Crumpling the paper on the table and throwing it out of the window without any public sense, I got up from my chair and threw myself on the bed with a "bang". Perhaps it was God's revenge for what I had just done, and the textbook thrown on the bed at some point smacked my stomach, and a sharp pain rushed to my brain. Pulling the textbook from under my body, I rolled over, stretched my limbs on the bed, and exhaled into the ceiling:

"Tomorrow at five o'clock in the afternoon, we will go to school......"

Impossible, still impossible. Anyway, as long as I live in the dormitory at school, my fanfiction will definitely stop. There is no means to perpetuate it. The school holidays are very unstable, although it is said to be once a month, but once a month is not uncommon, if it is updated at this frequency, I am afraid that I will simply forget the previous writing ideas, and it is very likely that I will slowly give up at that time. Even if I had been able to bring my phone into school, I wouldn't have had any time for this extracurricular activity – I had a packed schedule, from 6 a.m. to 10 p.m. when I had to go to bed after the lights went out, and I didn't even have time to be alone, and I would never have time to be creative due to the intense study life and strict dormitory censorship, even if it was the use of pen and paper. In addition, the cameras in the classrooms and the lack of charging plugs in the dormitories are all obstacles. I used the past time to consider five plans, but the risk factor was so high that there was no feasibility, and five new waste paper balls were added downstairs. In the end, after almost an afternoon of hard thinking, there was still no progress.

It was originally planned that this holiday should be accelerated after cheering up, and the results were ......

I suddenly felt empty in my heart, as if I had lost something. I don't want to stop like this. At the very least, I hope that my story can come to a perfect end, so that I can devote myself to my studies with peace of mind. What's more, such an unacceptable thing happened the day after I just made up my mind......

Oh my God, that's too much. And I obviously did this kind of thing, but now it's still cloudy, and I'm just as depressed as I am. Is this gesture trying to get my forgiveness? Looking at the dark clouds outside the window, I couldn't help but think of such a ridiculous idea.

"Abominable ......"

These two words came out of his mouth inadvertently. Exhausted from an afternoon of thinking, the mind began to explore meaninglessly, searching for a solution that it knew was impossible. It's a torture, and the mood becomes irritable, much like grabbing something and throwing it out to vent. After fumbling with my right hand on the bed for a long time, I finally grabbed something and was about to throw it out, when my hand waved in the air and suddenly stopped: it was my mobile phone.

Maybe it was a mistake to buy it in the first place, so I couldn't eat dinner for so many nights, and I'm still so upset......

The spirit began to tire from thinking for a long time, and the ceiling in front of me began to blur a little. Knowing that I was going to fall asleep soon, I quickly tucked my phone under my pillow to avoid being discovered when my parents returned. However, this kind of behavior is actually completely meaningless......

Soon fell asleep. I slept so soundly that I didn't even dream. When I opened my eyes, it was pitch black in the house, and it took me a moment to remember the property notice I saw at the staircase this afternoon saying that there was going to be a power outage today. I was covered with a quilt, and I didn't have to think about it to know that my parents were helping. I straightened up, pulled out my phone from under my pillow, and after a moment of silence, I still sighed.

No way. I really can't help it. I've done my best. Next, at least let's say goodbye.

Once again, the thumb starts swiping across the phone screen. After this period of exercise, my typing speed on my phone is not very slow, and my fingers themselves do not become sore easily because of the high-intensity exercise. In a sense, this may be the only "benefit" that comes from creating fandoms.

Thinking of this, I suddenly laughed: what is this feeling of going to explain the aftermath and about to return to the West? There are still a year and a half and two more months, and I will need to stay up for so long at most, as long as the college entrance examination is over, I will have time.

But I was still very unwilling. I don't want to pause, I want to continue. Why......

It doesn't matter anymore. If you've decided to give up, give it up. Hesitation only makes me more uncomfortable, just like my dad used to do to quit smoking. He successfully quit smoking, and I shouldn't be worse than him.

"Want to give up again?"

The sudden chime startled me. This time it's a private message. The person who sent the private message was the same as usual.

“…… Yes. This time, I really encountered a big difficulty. But it's not going to give up, I'll finish the story. ”

"Well, that's right...... I'm sure you'll finish the story. But you still don't want to interrupt, do you?"

"Of course. Who wants to abruptly interrupt an activity that is going on in high spirits? But seriously, maybe I'm taking it too seriously, and I always feel that the sadness is much bigger than I imagined. ”

Come to think of it, maybe this is the only reason that can be accepted. Because there is already so much investment, it can be reluctant to interrupt suddenly. When I was in junior high school, I saw two female classmates crying because they couldn't sit at the next table, and now I should have the same reaction as those two people. It's a shame to laugh at them at the beginning.

"Have you really decided to give up?"

"Hmm. It's been seriously thinking about it for a long time, and there's really no way but to interrupt it for a while. Of course, I also mentioned that I would finish the story. ”

The story will be told...... To be honest, I don't have much confidence myself. This time the creation was interrupted because of the difficulties of reality, but what about the next time? What about the next time? The future is always uncertain. Maybe a year and a half later, I've become a stranger to me, and I see these actions as childish. It's not impossible.

“…… Author, actually, I'm very angry right now, but it's not because you decided to give up. Do you know why?"

The other party suddenly threw over a headless sentence. I was stunned, then smiled wryly twice.

"I'm not you, I have so much experience in life, I can see through each other's thoughts through two or three sentences, how can I know what you think. ”

"By two or three sentences? I'm not really that good anymore. Since you don't know, I'll be blunt: remember what I said earlier?"

I haven't been on the Internet for the past few days, so what I said before should have been the one that comforted me, right?

“…… Sorry, I said a lot, so I don't know which one you want to say. ”

"Didn't I say that, if you have any troubles, you can discuss it with me or other book friends. In order to be able to see a good story, we will definitely do our best to help. ”

"You see, you haven't even spoken out about your troubles now, and you don't want to ask for our help, so why do you say that there is no way?"

This is...... What a rhetoric. That sentence was meant to comfort me, right? Everyone is a person who meets on the Internet, and it is almost impossible to have any contact in real life, so how can you help?

"You must think I'm joking, right?" the other party saw through my thoughts again, and then came a reply, "If you don't say what the trouble is, how do you know if you can't help?"

That's right. Just like a few days ago, my father didn't call the police and complained that the police couldn't catch the thief, if he didn't call the police, he wouldn't even know that there was a thief, so it was naturally impossible to catch it. Well, it's better to talk about it.

Thinking about this, my fingers moved quickly. Writing the same person has improved the ability to express language.,It seems that it was wrong to say that the only benefit is to exercise your fingers.。 quickly explained the truth of the matter, and in the end, I reluctantly added:

"That's the difficulty I'm having. I guess there's no way you can solve it. ”

Of course it can't be. Even if the person on the other side is the headmaster, there's no way he's going to ruin his plans for my fandom. Besides, the all-boarding system should have been planned a year ago, and it will only be a matter of time before it is implemented......

"Is that so? It's different from what you think, Author-kun. ”

"I have a solution to help you solve your problems. ”

…… Joke. Definitely a joke. This guy is making fun of me again. I'm making a joke about something that other people are worried about, and I'm looking at the wrong person.

"If you don't believe it, there's no way. Now, can you go under the big locust tree in front of the east school building of your school? I'll be waiting for you there. ”

The sky outside the window was still black, and the moon was nowhere to be seen. It's unreasonable that it hasn't rained after being cloudy for so long.

But obviously, the black letters displayed on the mobile phone screen are even more unreasonable.

My school, the East Teaching Building, the Big Locust Tree, are waiting for me?

The location is so clear, there is no ...... Joke?

Glancing at my watch, it was ten o'clock in the evening. The school should have closed a long time ago, so you have to go through an extraordinary route. My parents seemed to have fallen asleep because of the power outage, and the dining room had the rest of my dinner, and the flames of candles swayed slightly on the table. Gobbling up the meal, I put on my clothes, changed into my shoes, and ran out of the house.

Even if there is no solution...... It's good to be able to meet that guy.

At some point, this thought came to my mind.

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