Chapter 191: Whether she is good or not lies in not being disturbed (3)
"Fei Chenyi, you just pretend to be garlic!"
Night Rose guessed that he was hiding something from herself, and when she turned around, she saw the man holding his forehead with his palm on his forehead and pretending to sleep. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
The exterior walls of the orphanage are newly painted with a bright color that makes people feel a lot more happy.
There was no official parking lot around the orphanage, and the car was parked under the stout plane tree at the entrance. This road is full of such trees, and the tender buds are full of energy to emerge, and they want to hold up all summer.
Ah Tang was waiting outside, and Fei Chenyi walked straight to the iron door with gifts for the children and night roses. The door was heavy, and the rusty shafts squeaked open with a "squeak".
The wind was so strong that the branches were bent a little. Fortunately, it was all concrete, so there was no "sandstorm".
Night Rose didn't tie her hair, a dark brown curly hair fluttered in the direction of the wind, the wind was not directional, and the long hair was messy to cover her face, Night Rose pulled back again and again.
Fei Chenyi stared at her, was she sure she wasn't teasing him with this action?
There were teachers who knew Fei Chenyi inside, and they greeted him together. They first came to see the dean, and then handed out gifts to the children, and then went to see Xiaoya. Xiaoya doesn't play with those children, she always likes to be alone.
"What did you buy to give to Xiaoya?" he could only see her bulging bag, and he didn't know exactly what was inside.
Nightrose didn't take Joe either, she took out something and handed it to him, she picked it up and went around the mall, and finally picked a few books. The reason for many psychological problems is mostly because there is no good psychological adjustment mechanism, that is, it is possible to have a strong heart that will not be overwhelmed by various problems in reality. Adhering to this principle, she bought several tragic and sadistic novels, which involved family, love, and friendship, extracted from ordinary life, but far more exaggerated than real life.
Fei Chenyi held it in his hand, and the cover of the book alone made him frown.
"Are you sure you want to give Xiaoya this?"
"I know what you're going to say, you must say that Xiaoya's psychological quality is already fragile, let me not use these books to stimulate her emotions, right? But over the years, everyone has been trying to maintain, protect, and care for her sensitive heart, but the situation is not optimistic. Night Rose took the books from his hand and flipped them in his hand, "Isn't there a saying that poison fights poison? ”
He didn't say anything more, she had her own set of crooked reasoning.
The backyard of the orphanage is a lawn with a few poplar trees planted in it, and a few rather rudimentary swings tied between the two trees.
Xiao Ya's eyes looked at the sun behind the white clouds for a moment, and the light of the rising sun was mostly obscured, but its light was still so dazzling.
Xiaoya is the only one on this lawn, and yes, if someone else is there, she won't be here.
Due to Xiaoya's special situation, the orphanage arranged a separate room for her so that she would not hurt the other children. But the other children are safe, but Xiaoya is getting more and more withdrawn day by day.
Her thin legs touched the ground one by one, but the force she exerted was so weak that the swing only swayed slowly, drawing only a tiny arc.
Night Rose's gaze was stung by a lonely girl, such a vigorous child lives in the sun, but why has Xiaoya been living so far away from the sun?
Night Rose cautiously walked towards the girl, and Fei Chenyi stood in place.
Xiao Ya felt that there was something wrong with her swing, and hurriedly jumped down and looked around vigilantly. This time, I saw the Night Rose.
Night Rose thought that even if Xiaoya was not enthusiastic about her, she would always call her sister. However, Xiaoya's eyes when she looked at her were clearly filled with fear. Xiao Ya almost ran away, desperately wanting to get away from her, as if she were a flood beast.
Xiaoya turned back frequently during the run, and it didn't take long for her to hit Fei Chenyi's body headfirst.
Fei Chenyi saw all this in his eyes, Xiao Ya still wanted to run, he held her shoulder and called softly, "Xiao Ya." ”
Xiao Ya glanced up, and then slowly put back that kind of vigilance.
She cried out timidly, "Brother." ”
Night Rose was still holding something to give to Xiao Ya in her hand, and seeing Xiao Ya'an standing there steadily, she stepped on the grass that was already a little green.
Night Rose tried her best to make her tone appear light and gentle, "Xiaoya, look, I brought you a gift. ”
Xiaoya didn't look back, but hugged Fei Chenyi suddenly, because of the height difference, her whole face was attached to his waist.
Fei Chenyi patted Xiaoya on the back, "Don't know your sister rose?"
Xiaoya didn't say a word, only shook her head. It seems that except for Fei Chenyi, she doesn't like to be close to anyone.
Night Rose didn't step forward again, but there was a cloud of sorrow in her heart that seemed to be indissolvable. Xiaoya is not like this for two days a day, she is still young, and the days will be long in the future, so it is not okay to go on like this.
I don't know why, she always had a very strange feeling about Xiaoya, that feeling made her worry about Xiaoya even deeper, and that feeling made Xiaoya's place in her heart different from the other children in the orphanage. Otherwise, she wouldn't have been so sympathetic.
Perhaps, it's because of fate.
In Xiaoya's room, Fei Chenyi wanted to ask something from Xiaoya, but it took most of the day to ask why. I don't know if Xiaoya really has nothing else to do, or deliberately avoids talking about it.
The Night Rose leaned against the pillars outside, stunned. Fei Chenyi patted her from behind, and she came back to her senses.
"Did she say anything?"
Fei Chenyi shook her head, and Night Rose's heart also became depressed, such a result was not much different from her psychological expectations.
Fei Chenyi said to her as she walked, "Xiaoya mentioned to me once before that a woman came to look for her. ”
"Woman?" Night Rose pondered for a moment, "Do you suspect that there is any connection between her and Xiaoya's illness?" Night Rose shook her head as soon as she spoke, "Probably not, perhaps, that woman has the same position as us." ”
"Then what if, the two times she came, were the two most serious accidents for Xiaoya?"
When Night Rose heard this, she didn't dare to think about it.
Fei Chenyi said again, "Perhaps, whether she is good or not lies in not being disturbed." ”
Xiaoya was so worried that they tacitly returned to the dean. The dean was wearing reading glasses and writing something on a piece of paper. After hearing the movement, the moment the dean raised his eyes, the lenses slid down a few centimeters and rested on the bridge of his nose a little crookedly.
Fei Chenyi didn't sit down, said hello, and went straight to the point, "Dean, what did Xiaoya's psychiatrist say?"
The dean was also at a loss for anything about this matter, "It is said that Xiaoya's disease has congenital factors in it, and it has to be done step by step." ”
Night Rose understood these words, "congenital", "step by step", there are such words appearing, it means that it is difficult to cure, right?
"Didn't the experts invited last time say that such a disease can be treated within a certain period of time?"
The director was embarrassed, "However, the cost of his visit is really high, and we are just an ordinary orphanage here." ”
The conditions are there, and it is not easy for the orphanage to take care of the children's food and clothing, and it is impossible to take care of all aspects one by one.
Night Rose pulled Fei Chenyi out, "I have something to tell you." ”
They walked a few steps outside, and Night Rose said her thoughts, "Chenyi, why don't you take Xiaoya to City A for treatment, there are several well-known mental hospitals there, I believe there will always be a way to cure Xiaoya." If it continues to drag on, I am afraid that it will become more and more difficult for Xiaoya to get out of her own world. She gasped and continued, "I know, you're not a charity. It's just a proposal from me, and if you agree, we can take it together. ”
"Night Rose, how long are you going to see me!" he said this, and went in to find the dean.
A few minutes later, Fei Chenyi came out of it, his face was still not very good-looking, like a gray sky, ready to rain, but not a drop fell.
Night Rose was very self-aware, and she knew that she had provoked him, so she leaned at him in vain. Fei Chenyi deliberately ignored her deliberate closeness, she came from the left hand side, and he moved to the right hand side.
This woman, if you don't give her some color, she will see her until she dies!
"It's not like I can't get used to it for a while. It's like a small flower, it originally relied on its own strength to support the ravages of wind, rain, thunder and lightning, but suddenly one day, there was a big tree around it, although the wind could no longer bend it, although the rain could no longer drown it, although it tried to adapt to the moment when the wind could not blow and the rain could not be drenched, but those devastated years were still deeply engraved in its mind. When a similar scenario is in front of you, it is easy for it to be conditioned. ”
Fei Chenyi reached out to wrap his arms around her shoulders and hugged her forward, and the two tacitly agreed without saying a word.
In the past five years, he has had a hard time without her, and he can't help but think, what about her?