Chapter 45: Jiang Yu's Extras
I had a dream, in which I dreamed that when I was in college, Gu Mian didn't love me as much as she does now, and her temper was as bad as the rumors, and then we broke up for some reasons. During those days, I was very decadent, she was my first love, and I felt that the air around me was thin and overwhelming.www.biquge.info But there is Li Caiyi's younger sister, she has been by my side and took care of me.
Gradually, I got out of my melancholy state of mind and began to accept the world again, but I found that this person who once gave me warmth was also leaving me, Li Caiyi and her bamboo horse brother were together, I should have blessed it, didn't I? But I felt empty in my heart, and I couldn't pretend to be satisfied with anything.
I knew that my depression was a genetic disorder in my family, and I knew that there was no way back. Sure enough, all that has always accompanied me is my camera and those cold photos.
I died in Africa, on the way to collect a promotional photo of wildlife conservation. I could feel the infinite despair and the deep loneliness in my heart as I died, like a suffocating man still struggling to die. It felt like I had experienced it myself, and I was scared.
I woke up and saw my wife's face, and I felt lucky.
It turned out to be just a false alarm, but it was so real.
"Jiang Yu, what's wrong." The wife next to me greeted me sleepily, and I helped her cover the quilt, and my Gu Mian was still like a child for more than ten years.
I hugged her tightly, like I was holding my happiness.
"It's okay, it's just a nightmare." I know my wife hasn't fallen asleep yet, but if she doesn't hear my explanation, she'll definitely wake up.
The wife turned over, "I know, you usually ask you and your son to bully me, but now even Zhou Gong can't stand it." ”
I had some amusement and gently patted my wife on the back, just like she did when she put her son to sleep. I felt the breathing beside me gradually calming down, and my heart quieted down.
Yes, this is my wife and my home.
She will care about you at the first time, support your choice, and will advance and retreat with you every big and small difficulty, and will always be your support behind you, but she is unforgiving.
Why do you have to suffer from gains and losses, I'm very happy now, am I?
I have a completely different life from my dreams, I am now a photographer, I have a wife and children, and I live a very happy life.
"Dad, I want to sleep with Mom." At this time, the son squinted and ran over as usual.
"Shhhh I gently picked him up. He rubbed his hair, lifted the quilt, and the little guy slipped in like a muddy cow into the sea.
The wife turned around consciously, slowly hugged the little guy into her arms, the little guy smashed his mouth, and fell asleep against his wife.
I turned off the light, approached them, and with a wave of my big hand, brought the mother and son together as if they were in my arms.
Don't old people often say that dreams and reality are opposites? With such a bad dream, I will definitely live a very happy life.
Really, when people are old, they like to ponder. Actually, it's all unwarranted.
In fact, people don't need too many things, as long as they live healthily and love sincerely, it is also a kind of happiness.
The moonlight shines through the window and into my heart, and everything is transparent.
Isn't what I have in my arms all I have? Why care about things that don't exist. But it's also a warning that I want to be better to my wife and son, so as to live up to the kindness of the person in my dreams.