I came to the office early on Friday morning, not because I wanted to get up early, but because last night, I didn't sleep at all. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Although I have always known that Shao Yulang had a lot of good relationships before, but this is not the same thing as saying it from other people's mouths and drilling into my ears, and the other party's conditions are so good, I am a student who has never seen much of the world, what can I compare with her? With Shao Yulang's character, I should like to be mature and charming, take him out to have face, and serve him well in bed, as for me, except that I am younger than her, I don't seem to have any advantages, people are not pleasant, my mouth is not sweet, my personality is not gentle, and I have no experience in bed things. Thinking of it later, I once thought that Shao Yulang would like me, to say that he was tired of watching the fox and fell in love with Xiao Xinxin, but didn't he have me like me in college, didn't I catch it casually in the crowd?

"Why did you go last night, why did you come to work with a panda eye?" At lunchtime, Yuan Yuan and I made up a table, and Ling Zhixiao couldn't come back because he was out of business.

"Huh. "I can only laugh dryly.

"Hey, is the man who came to pick you up the night before yesterday your boyfriend?" Yuan Yuan leaned over.

I nodded.

"No wonder no one chased you in college, who would dare to chase such a boyfriend. Yuan Yuan smiled, "Your boyfriend is so handsome." ”

"Really?" I didn't seem to think how handsome Shao Yulang was when I first met him.

"Why, you don't seem to be satisfied, your boyfriend looks different from that kind of weak chicken boy, quite a man, quite a man, and a good match for you. ”

"Worthy?" I snapped, "I don't think it's a good match." ”

"Huh?" Yuan Yuan saw that I looked lonely, and patted me on the shoulder, "Are you okay?"

"What do you think we're worthy?" I looked up.

"Just, as long as you look weak, you can arouse the protective desire of that kind of man. ”

"I just look weak. I sighed.

After getting off work, I went straight to Sister Lan's bar, and when I changed into work clothes and came out, I bumped into Tian Xiaoshuai.

"Yo, why do you have such an expression. Tian Xiaoshuai rolled his eyelids, "Shouldn't you fall out with that man?"

"Nope. ”

"Are you two getting better?"

"Hmm. ”

"It's better than not falling out, what's your situation?"

"Hey, I don't know, it's just that I'm not happy. ”

"Did he make you feel wronged? I'll just say, that kind of old Jianghu, how can you deal with it?" Tian Xiaoshuai put his hands on his waist, "Disperse early, while you haven't fallen too deep now." ”

"It's too hard, it's impossible. "I hung my head.

"What?"

"Even if I wanted to let go, he wouldn't let me. ”

"What's there to stop this, he can still imprison you!"

"It's scary for him to get angry, I'm afraid. ”

"That's to scare an ignorant little girl like you, what kind of society is it now, can he force you to fall in love?" Tian Xiaoshuai snorted, "I think you are reluctant, with a soul-like expression, you say, what happened?"

I looked up, sighed deeply, and said, "Why do you think he likes me?"

"Didn't I tell you earlier, he eats too much fish and meat, so he eats your little cabbage to relieve his greasyness. ”

"But I think he's nice to me. ”

"And what are you bothered about?"

"Hey, I'm distressed because I'm not good enough, there are too many people who want to replace me, and I'm afraid that one day I'll ...... Hey—"

"Okay, don't sigh, how many times have you sighed just now. I told you not to be okay with him, you have to go into it, it's only been two days since you got in, and you start to sigh again. It's all your own doing, and you can't blame others!"

"Little handsome brother, I'm already pitiful enough, you still talk about me like that. ”

"I said you want you to wake up quickly, don't fall too deep, and always be prepared to be dumped. ”

"You don't want me to be better. ”

"I want to hope that you are good, how good you were with Qi Ji before, a loving couple, and you don't have to think about being replaced at any time, but you and that man, is it possible?!"

When Tian Xiaoshuai said this, my mood instantly drifted to the bottom of the lake, and the whole figure was wrapped in the silt at the bottom of the lake, and walked towards the hall one by one.

When I saw Wei Ling, I knew that Shao Yulang must have also come, but at this time, I suddenly didn't want to face him very much, I felt uncomfortable, and I didn't want to bring this negative emotion to him, because I knew that it was just that I was not confident in myself, and it had nothing to do with Shao Yulang.

I deliberately went to the box to serve, and when the guests didn't need it, I turned around and walked out of the box, and my smiling face quickly put down, and I stood silently in the corridor with my back against the wall, where it was not easy to be noticed by people walking outside, and I could obey the call of customers at any time.

Since last night, my brain cells and inner emotions have been devastated and tormented, and I will be so tired that I don't want to think about anything, so I just look up at the ceiling in a daze, until a shadow obscures my view.

Those familiar eyes looked at me with a hook, and I hurriedly lowered my head, confused and unsure of what to do.

"Deliberately avoiding me?" Shao Yulang hit the nail on the head.

“…… Not. ”

"No?" Shao Yulang raised his voice, "When you see Wei Ling, you don't come out to see me, isn't it hiding from me?"

"Aren't I busy, I'll come out to you when I'm free. ”

Shao Yulang stretched out his hand and lifted my chin: "Are you free?"

I squeezed out a smile: "Aren't you coming for me?"

"Don't ask your colleague named Tian Xiaoshuai, I really can't find you. Shao Yulang snorted coldly.

"Ah, you, how do you know Tian Xiaoshuai. "I was surprised.

"You were so protective of him that day, I don't know who he is!" Shao Yulang glanced at me.

"He was Cao Rui's brother's roommate and introduced me to two jobs, and we didn't have anything else. I hurriedly explained, "He likes women like Sister Lan, and I'm not his thing." ”

"You and I will eat any vinegar. Shao Yulang suddenly lowered his face and pressed his forehead against me: "Yesterday, Wei Ling's words, did you go to your heart?"

I chuckled, but my mouth was still stubborn: "I didn't take it to heart." ”

"Don't you seem to be going to your heart like this? You didn't go to your heart, so what are you hiding from me?" Shao Yulang's hot breath made my face itch, "I don't know you yet, I will only hide when I have something in my heart, you can hide when you meet others, but here in my Shao Yulang, you have to dig out your heart and lungs, understand?"

Shao Yulang is always like this, he is so confident in everything, and his words are sonorous and powerful. That's what attracts me to him, I love the person in front of me so much, what to do, I'm just going to fall into the rhythm.

"Shao Yulang, what do you like about me?"

Shao Yulang turned his head sideways, took my lips and pouted hard, and in an instant, an electric current spread from his mouth.

"I like you as a whole person. ”

"What's good about me, Cao Xinhui can help you in your career in the future, I can't; the proprietress of that beauty shop is mature and feminine, I'm too tender; there are other exes I don't know, there must be someone better than me, you see I'm earthy and not gentle, I don't want to be coquettish and love to talk back to you, I'm so ordinary that I can't be ordinary, why do you fall in love with me?"

Shao Yulang looked at me in a daze for two minutes, in these two minutes I was like an ant on a hot pot, suffering, I was afraid of hearing "I like you anymore, no reason" from Shao Yulang's mouth, because this will make me more confused, I can like a person without a reason, in the same way, I don't need a reason to dislike a person, maybe one day, Shao Yulang suddenly said to me: I don't like you anymore, I don't love you anymore, I don't want you anymore. I don't know if I'll be able to bear it at that time?

"Do you remember that I told you before that there are many ways to like women?" a trace of fog rose in Shao Yulang's eyes.

"I remember. I nodded, because I have a good memory, so I read well, and because I have a good memory, I found that I remember a lot of what Shao Yulang said before: "You said that some are instinctive, some are to pass the time, some are used, some are window dressing, some are to meet physiological needs, only the pitiful is the so-called love." ”

"How would I describe you at that time?"

"I'm the one who passes the time. ”

"If I say it now, I've changed my mind. Shao Yulang's eyes scratched my face fiercely through the mist, "Let me ask you again, which one do you think you are, and what will you choose?"

I was seeing that my breath was short, and my legs began to flutter, and I involuntarily put my arms around his waist. Shao Yulang hooked my shoulders and looked down at me, as if waiting for my answer.

"The pitiful one. My voice trembled, and my heart was beating out of my throat.

"Since you are the pitiful one, can you compare with the others, those people before!" Shao Yulang's eyes were full of perseverance and firmness, "I don't like you to ask for money from your family, I don't know how to ask for money from your family, I don't know if you are half-familiar and don't seem to understand the immature appearance, I don't know what you should do on what occasions, I rarely like you are sometimes well-behaved, sometimes you are guilty, sometimes you are afraid of my angry little daughter-in-law, these are not enough! Not enough, I will tell you a basket again!