Four, seventy-four, the heart has no place to live

Shandan went back to the house and sat down, thinking stupidly: nothing had ever troubled her mother and the family, even if her parents were sick, as a doctor, she only knew about it when they were cured. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info but Gu Haiping's family informed Gu Haiping in every detail, perhaps this is also the difference between sons and daughters in people's concepts.

At that time, they planned to settle down, so they bought a big house for their parents, took both parents over, and let them live together, and then they could play mahjong together, go out for a walk together, and enjoy themselves, but they couldn't.

I don't know what happened to my grandmother's illness? I still don't want to call, but I still can't let go of the worries in my heart, the world is difficult, she is a little sad, a little helpless, and silently prays in her heart: God bless grandma with a speedy recovery, and now she seems to have only such ability.

The profession has been abandoned, the income is limited, and the road ahead is not easy.

Xiaoyu looked at her stunned mother and asked sensibly, "Mom, is grandma's illness serious?"

"Oh no, it's fine. Shandan came back to his senses.

"Oh. Xiaoyu obediently wrote her homework.

Recently, the weather has been hot and cold, the clothes are all year round, and I am not sure what to wear every day, but fortunately, Xiaoyu's physique is good, and I didn't catch a cold by this strange weather.

Shandan got up to pack up his clothes, and the clothes that he had washed for a few days were still damp and not dry at all, and some of his underwear still smelled rancid, so he had to be put into the washing machine again.

While cleaning up, Shandan complained: "This hellish weather! The clothes are not dry, and there is mold everywhere, I really hate it!"

"I don't understand, how did you and my dad remember to be here in the first place?" Xiaoyu asked casually when she heard her mother's complaint.

"You're going to use it too? hahaha! If you had it, we wouldn't be here. But then again, except for the annoying return to Nantian, everything else here is good. Shandan laughed.

"Why can't you help yourself?" Xiaoyu didn't understand.

"When I was admitted to graduate school with your father, your father was admitted twice, and I didn't get into it twice, and then I accidentally had you, so I couldn't take the test, so I had to follow your father to be transferred here, but here is still my mother's favorite, I just complained about the ghost weather these days. Shandan can slowly talk to Xiaoyu about Gu Haiping calmly, he is her headache, but he is an eternal example in the child's heart.

"It's still my dad who is amazing! You see that everyone else can pass the doctorate exam, but you can't even get a master's degree, how did my dad fall in love with you in the first place?" Xiao Yu said with a witty smile.

"Ahh

"But, Mom, it seems that you didn't have me when you took the master's exam, didn't you fail the exam either?" Xiaoyu's mind turned quickly, and she immediately returned the favor.

"Hahaha! If it weren't for you, I would have taken the test once, twice, or three times, and I wouldn't believe that I wouldn't have been able to pass the test. Shandan said unconvinced.

"Hahaha! Mom, you're old. Xiaoyu smiled.

"Alas, I have no chance in this life, I have been admitted to the university and I have not been admitted to graduate school, so I have lived a life of humiliation. "Shandan was a little sentimental.

"It doesn't matter, Mom, Dad has a PhD. Xiaoyu intended to persuade her mother, and when the words came out, both of them were tacitly silent.

In order to hide the tears that almost burst out of his eyes, Shandan went into the bedroom and took out a book.

Xiaoyu didn't talk much anymore, and continued to write homework, and it was almost time for Xiaosheng to start school, and Xiaoyu's homework also increased, and she had to write until more than ten o'clock every day.

"Dream of Red Mansions" has been watched four or five times, and the joys and sorrows of the world during this period are just a flash in the pan. Seeing Grandma Liu entering the Grand View Garden and showing her foreign appearance, she couldn't help but tell Xiaoyu a joke about Grandma Liu, and said, "Lao Liu, Lao Liu, eats as much as a cow, and doesn't look up when you eat an old sow." Xiaoyu laughed so much that the snot bubbles came out.

"Mom, when I finish the exam, I want to watch "Dream of Red Mansions" in the summer vacation, you are not allowed to rob me. Xiaoyu smiled.

"Okay, I've watched it several times, do you want to watch it first?"

"Well, okay, Mom, stop talking, I'm going to concentrate on my homework." Xiaoyu said.

"Okay, okay, I'll go to the study to read, or will I accompany you here?" asked Shandan.

"You're just reading here, and you don't have to talk to me. Xiaoyu lowered her head and wrote her homework seriously.

After Gu Haiping left, the mother and daughter were always so lonely, Nuoda's house seemed deserted, especially this nasty Hui Nantian, the doors and windows were closed, and the air was full of dampness and the smell of mold.

The money for the new house has been paid, and it looks like it is about to be built and delivered, so let's leave this lonely house full of Gu Haiping's shadow everywhere and start their new life-Shandan thought.

She got up and went into the bedroom to turn on the electric blanket, and dried the damp and heavy bedding, in the first winter of Yongcheng, Shandan and Gu Haiping went to the trading ground to buy two electric blankets, in the cold and damp winter and spring season of Yongcheng, at least to ensure that the bedding for sleeping is dry and warm. It can also reduce joint disease caused by cold and damp infestation.

At that time, Xiaoyu had not yet been born, and the money in his hand was really limited, so the two of them found the cheapest small commodity wholesale station in Yongcheng, took the bus around and around the strange road network of several miles in Yongcheng, came to the road opposite the trading ground, and then passed through a dark and chaotic underground passage, so as to walk to a three-story small building next to the narrow street with muddy water and potholes.

Shandan had a big belly, Gu Haiping held Shandan tightly in his hand, walked cautiously through the underpass, passed by the chaotic "nest" of several homeless people, looking at their wooden, bloodless faces, sloppy, unkempt, and ragged, Shandan couldn't bear it in his heart.

And Gu Haiping pulled Shandan through quickly, he was afraid that these people would suddenly go crazy and attack Shandan very uneasy in his heart, and his nervousness Shandan could feel it.

It's been more than ten years, and the embarrassment at that time and the willingness to have nothing but happiness, the two people supporting each other are clearly in their memories.

It's almost the Qingming Festival again, it's time for her to see him, this rainy weather, people are always as gloomy as the weather, the first half of every year and the end of the year are the saddest times for Shandan, the month is Gu Haiping's birthday, and then the Spring Festival family reunion day, and then the Qingming Festival, not long after Gu Haiping's death day, and then the anniversary of their acquaintance, until July, Shandan can be more or less relieved in the blazing sunshine of Yongcheng. And the Mid-Autumn Festival will also come unexpectedly, and Shandan's heart doesn't seem to have many days to pass flat throughout the year.

It's been a few years, watching the children grow up day by day, and the days are peaceful, but the thoughts and sorrows in my heart still can't get rid of.

She sat on the edge of the bed and fell into memories again—