Chapter 370: Expression
At least there is a woman who claims to be called "Xuan Zi", who always fantasizes, entangles, and follows Ping Fu, and always appreciates and writes her story. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Or maybe women are fantasists, thinking that they are born psychic, or that they have a particularly strong spiritual eyesight?
"Xuanzi" only heard a man's voice when he almost burst Ping's mobile phone.
So, Xuanzi knew about Pingfu's disappearance, but fortunately, it was still Xuanzi's incoming phone ringtone, so he summoned the police who were waiting for the mountain, and learned that Pingfu must still be in the mountain.
As a result, the police were more confident and waited in this mountain......
Because Pingyu's mobile phone was discarded in the grass and trees on a cliff...... It shows that she is still somewhere in the mountains, and she must still be alive.
In fact, everyone has to think about certain things and pay for it.
People will regret a decision for the rest of their lives, but if they can do it again, their choices may still be repeated.
Maybe the twilight of Ping's life has crept down, and there is already some nightmare haze in that snake orchard, but ...... Xuanzi has something to say:
"Who am I? I'm Xuan Zihe, I have to shake my spirits and follow the Pingfu who has already gone to the battlefield again......
So, Xuan Zi, as soon as I heard that, Ping Yu had already left the hospital and went up the mountain again.
I immediately stood up and walked out of the hospital, towards the barracks outside the snake orchard, and then climbed up the mountain called Lingbi Mountain...... That former military forbidden land!
Even though I haven't closed my eyes for a day and a night;
Even though I got off the plane and caught the car, and then went to the hospital, I was in vain;
In spite of the admiration of reason and the gloomy sentimentality in my heart, I staggered, had an irregular heartbeat, and trembled desperately up the mountain.
Because I don't know why, I'm so scared, in fact, I really don't have anything to be afraid of, because I'm Xuanzi......
I heard that as soon as Ping Yu was admitted to the hospital, she began emergency surgery, but as soon as the operation was completed, she insisted on going back to Lingbi Mountain......" Xuanzi poured out like this, anxious.
Everyone wanted to stop her, and everyone knew that she was the Mei Gui that Fang Sheng had been naming and wanted to see, so everyone had to carry Ping Yu up Lingling Mountain in order to prevent any losses from the communication cables and military power lines between Hong Kong and Guangdong......
In fact, in the coma of the hospital operation, she also felt that her soul was awakened by a calling.
It is as if I have been awakened to every cell of myself, and I feel that every corner of the world may be resplendent and brilliant, or there will be anxiety and emptiness, cunning and coldness, and every life is just a lonely symbol, so unpredictable and unimaginable in their own idyllic scenery.
The female writer who used to be called "Xuanzi" once sighed:
"How incompatible is the organic organization of men with life!"
Then discuss:
"A person's way of life can be superb and rigorous, but there is always an undercurrent of insatiable greed, a sense of worthlessness, and a sense of wasted time......
Those men who indulge in novelty and excitement, indulge in cranky thoughts, and blindly pursue new extraordinary experiences, new adventures, and new pleasures, there is no doubt that what they suffer from is not hunger, but precisely the opposite of it...... Oversatiety.
Desire: lust, love, **, material desire, fame, need. And so on, vigorous and vigorous, like butterflies flying around on flowers, screaming piercingly.
The civilized man is like a wild beast of mental disorder, trapped here and never able to get out! He cannot have the garden he loves, he cannot have the Eden full of temptations of snakes, fruit trees, songs, and gold.
In the midst of his suffering, he could not find in his life the Elysium that he could reach, or that being alive could not give any eternal paradise of happiness to the man who sought beauty and refinement......
They are also miserable and tragic lives. ”
Xuanzi knew very well that Fang Sheng, who was trapped in a predicament, had not lived such a miserable life? Looking at his desperate life, wasn't it enough to prove his own failed life?
Although this kind of life is also what he once fantasized about the hero complex, he wants to escape or change after several tempering.
This is the saying, it is the charm.
No one can escape the spirit of fate.
Fang Sheng had fled to the ghostly and elven crypt in advance, but he soon realized that he would never be able to walk through that long tunnel-like cave again and escape this catastrophe:
First, there is not enough oxygen to fill and compress biscuits;
First, there is no desire to continue to survive;
First, if Pingyu is not dead, then she will definitely be at the mouth of the demon cave in the north, south, and far away, and her subordinates will be in the net.
So in the deep cave of the black fish, Fang Sheng and the criminal police played a trick of hide and seek, and immediately climbed out of the deep cave coffin.
As he climbed the cliff, he noticed that the hour was no longer in his favor, and imagined that at this dawn, the red torches that spread all over the mountains and fields were: the heavens are going to be punished, and the people are going to be destroyed!
Fang Sheng couldn't help but feel sad from his heart......
He thought: "Life should be a hero, and death should be a ghost." Our Sheng just can't be immortal, and he will be stinking for 10,000 years, and he will have to pull a cushion on his back when he dies. Otherwise, we will die vigorously! Let the whole of China know that our Sheng and his first love, Mei Gui, were both martyred in Lingling Mountain, and destroyed together with the power artery of southern China!"
With his conviction established, Fang Sheng quickly climbed the boulder on the top of the mountain, sat down under the three telecommunications cable towers, and pulled out a small grenade from his coat pocket—a memento he had brought back from the Vietnam War.
Fang Sheng held the grenade in the palm of his hand, smiled at the soldiers and policemen who surrounded and outflanked him, and shouted: "You-no one is allowed to come, no one can shoot, otherwise I will immediately detonate the grenade, or if the grenade accidentally falls to the ground, I will live and die with this tower, hahaha-everything is over! Tell you--I will definitely do what I say." ”
Director Tan was confused, his heart was extremely painful, and he shouted loudly: "Tu Die, Tu Die, oh no, Fang Sheng, Fang Sheng, what are you doing here? If you go down such a path, how can you be worthy of our old company commanders, instructors and comrades-in-arms who sacrificed on the front line, they will curse you under Jiuquan!"
Fang Sheng in the rage no longer had any tears, let alone any conscience...... His vague remaining emotion is that he must destroy the Mei Gui who has ruined his life, and he is still confused or that Pingfu?
In short, he wanted to ascend to heaven or hell with her, and he could not be born on the same day and month of the same year, and he must die on the same day and month of the same year, this was the only belief left in his mind.
In fact, people who have experienced voluntary death know that if you live today as the last day of your life, what troubles would you have to think about? A phrase from ancient times that can help us get through this difficult time is: "All this will pass." ”
Ten years from now, you will find that today's resentment is nothing more than a trivial joke.