Chapter 9 You Must Have Me in Your Life
She came out after settling the bill. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Although the night is dyed, the neon flickering of the city clearly makes her feel a sense of confusion, and she can't tell whether it is day or night.
Carrying the things in his hand, his heart is as sweet as honey. Because in the past, as long as she bought it, Xiaoya would always say: I like it so much. Although she is stupid, she can still tell the truth from the fake.
Fei Chenyi once asked her, "Why do you like Xiaoya so much?"
She remembers her reply, "Maybe it's because she's like herself." "It's hard to say in what way. She only knew that Xiaoya was obviously scared, but she couldn't say anything, and she was distressed to be strong.
Looking at the crossroads, she paused and was blinded. Where to go?East, South, West, North?When I came, I just looked for the supermarket, and I didn't remember the way!
She wanted to call Fei Chenyi, and then she realized one thing - she didn't give him her own number, so how did he know about it?
She called up the call record and dialed Fei Chenyi.
"Hey, Dusty. β
The man tucked his phone between his shoulder and ear, he pulled out a tissue and wiped his hands, "Back?"
"Well, I seem to be γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»," she said after a long time, "I don't seem to be able to find my way back." β
The man didn't speak for a long time, and even made Night Rose think he hung up the phone for a while.
"Hey, Chenyi, are you still there?"
Fei Chenyi had already gone downstairs and sat in the carriage, he gasped slightly, "Are there any landmark buildings near you?"
Night Rose looked around, "I'm in front of the 'Weiwei Supermarket' right now, and about two hundred meters from my side there is a spire building with the words '** Bank' written on it. β
"Okay, don't hang up your phone. Stand there and wait for me. β
Then, the night rose on the side of the earpiece seemed to hear the sound of a car moving.
Standing at the intersection of the autumn wind, my heart felt warm inexplicably. She fell in love with him at the beginning, maybe because of his "wait for me". But her mother's warning immediately jumped out again and tormented her.
"Dusty. β
"Huh?" he said, thinking she was in a hurry, "wait a little longer, and I'll be there soon." He knew that when she was helpless, he would be scared and would want to be accompanied.
He didn't dare to delay, so he quickly found her.
He saw her standing in the wind, holding her arm in one hand and a large bag in the other. She seemed to be the same person who stood in front of the classroom waiting for him five years ago, and he stopped the car and walked towards her.
Night Rose saw him too, waving her arms to let him see herself.
As everyone knows, he only has her in his eyes, and she has always been. He can be said to be a glance and a glance in the vast sea of people.
His thoughts flowed uncontrollably, and he walked over and hugged her, holding her tightly, as if she would slip away if she didn't.
Night Rose's body stiffened, her free hand resting on his chest, "Dusty." β
"Come back to me, never go again. "If it was someone else, he could turn around without hesitation, but if it was her, he couldn't. He was willing to let go of all his pride, even his resentment towards her, just to be with her again. Feeling her body temperature, he realized why his relationship had been in a window period for five years, and why he had not changed his number. He's waiting for her, all the time. It turned out that finding her just to ask for an explanation was just a lie to herself, a lie that she didn't want to let go!
"Don't leave me again," he said. It's really hard to live without her!
He held her in his arms and buried his head in the socket of her neck. So she heard it very clearly, the man's voice with a hint of hoarseness.
If he hadn't been married, if Nianxin hadn't been her friend, if his mother hadn't hated a third party so much, if he hadn't γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ» the world, how could there be so many ifs!
"Wake up, you can't always live in memories," she said with difficulty. She has always believed that the original choice was the right one. As long as the person she loves is good, she can do it willingly.
Fei Chenyi didn't seem to hear her words, and still hugged her, "Come back to me, let's start again." β
"Dusty!" she pushed him away, "there will be no more possibilities between us. People change, you are not the original you, and I am no longer the original me. β
"But I still like you," he said, with all the certainty.
Night Rose didn't dare to look at him again, she was afraid that she would waver, she was really afraid!she looked to one place, avoiding his inquiring gaze, "But I don't like you anymore." β
The man's face was overshadowed, but he still insisted on asking, "Then you have someone you like now?"
Night Rose said honestly, "Not yet. β
"That's good. Since I could make you fall in love with me in the first place, now there is also a way to make you fall in love with me again. He drew closer to her and took her shoulders.
Her eyes were lowered, her eyelashes fluttering, and her heart was a little uneasy. She didn't expect them to be really open and honest, and it would be more torturous than avoidance. Could it be that if she hadn't called him in a daze just now, she wouldn't have faced the situation she is in now?
But there are some things that are indeed "hiding for a while, but not for a lifetime"!
"Chenyi, isn't it okay for us to be ordinary friends? You have your life, and I have mine. Let's stop getting entangled, you're tired, I'm tired. She wipely unshackled him and walked in the direction of the roadside.
"No! I have to have you in my life, and you have to have me in your life!" the man said loudly behind his back, with a fierceness in his eyes, as if if he didn't do what he said, he would order the disobedience to be beheaded.
Night Rose beckoned and hailed a taxi. Did she ask for herself, even if she didn't know the road, she could still take the bus, why did she habitually call him? Is this considered a self-inflicted evil? After that, she could no longer convince herself that she was just an ordinary friend with him. He has her in his heart, and she has him in his heart, but they can't! This kind of pain can only be experienced by those who have experienced it themselves!
Fei Chenyi drove his own car and followed all the way. Night Rose's phone rang and rang, but she didn't answer.
At the entrance of the hospital, the man still caught up with her. He grabbed her wrist, "Stop!"
She raised her eyes and looked at him, "We're done, dusty, five years ago." β
"Is that the phrase 'one parting and two wide, each one rejoices'?" After speaking, the man snorted coldly.
"I'm going to see Xiaoya," after saying that, she shook off his hand mercilessly and stepped into the elevator quickly, for fear that the man would catch up again.
When Night Rose entered the ward, Xiaoya was reading a book, and the orphanage teacher next to her was peeling apples for her.
"Dangdang, Xiaoya, look, I bought you a plush toy!" she took out the gift in her hand and put it in front of Xiaoya.
"Wow, it's Winnie the Pooh! I love it, thank you, Sister Rose. Xiaoya hugged the toy with an excited face.
It can only be said that Night Rose is very affinity, and in a few words, she became warm with Xiaoya again.
They talked for a long time, but Night Rose never asked "Xiaoya, why did you kill yourself" or anything like that. Because Xiaoya's mental defense is not easy to break, she must guide it slowly. In the end, Night Rose said to Xiaoya, "Xiaoya, it's not early, you rest early, and Sister Rose will go to the orphanage to see you another day when she is free." β
When Xiaoya heard this, she immediately hugged the night rose tightly, and said reluctantly: "Sister Rose, you must come!"
Night Rose nodded, "Well, it must be. β
The man did not reappear.
It wasn't long before the Night Mother called, "Rose, where are you now, are you coming back?"
The weather turned cooler, and the night wind blew and became even cooler, so she pulled up her coat at the collar and said to her mother, "I'm in City B now." β
"Why did Fei Chenyi take you there?By the way, are you still with him now?Did you make it clear to him?" The Night Mother obviously had a lot of questions.
"We've made it clear, I'm not with him right now," she said, walking, "I'm on my way to the station right now, and I'll take the coach back in a moment." β
"It's so late, she left you there alone!" Although she wanted her daughter to keep a distance from Fei Chenyi, she couldn't help but be annoyed when she heard him leave her daughter regardless of it.
"Ahh
The Night Mother on the other side of the phone heard a sharp brake sound, "Rose, are you alright?
Night Rose was being held in the arms of the man at this time, and the scene just now really startled her, and she said to her mother, "I'm fine, I just didn't see the red lightγ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»
"Be careful, you child!" reproached the Night Mother.
"Well, Mom, I'll hang up first. β
She broke free from the man's embrace, "I thought you were going back." β
"It's all such an adult, why are you so careless when crossing the street," he reprimanded her like a child.
Seeing that she was wearing thin clothes, he took off his trench coat and draped it over her.
Night Rose pushed, "No, you're going to be cold." β
"Dressed!"
Night Rose muttered in her heart, wear it, why are you so fierce!
Her body warmed up a lot, and the clothes with his body temperature carried all the warmth to her limbs.
"Where do you want to go in a hurry?" the man asked.
"Go back to City A," she said, and her steps never stopped.
"Come back tomorrow. At this point, the light in front of the sidewalk turns green. Fei Chenyi naturally hugged her and led her to the other side of the road with half a hug and half a hug.
Across the street, Night Rose continued with his words, "No, I have work to do tomorrow." β
Seeing that the man didn't let go of her, Night Rose moved her body wrapped like a dumpling to the side, intentionally or unintentionally distancing herself from him.
"At this time, there should be no shuttle bus to City A. His inky eyes set off the darkness of the night, bringing out his allure to the extreme.
Night Rose blinked wide-eyed and asked, "What then?"
"What to do? How to go back as you come. He pointed to his car.
Yes, I'm so stupid, how can I forget this stubble, Night Rose couldn't help but pat her forehead.
She took the lead and sat in the driver's seat, "When I came, you were the one who carried me; β
"I'm not tired," Fei Chenyi said to her purpose.
"Who said I'm worried that you're tired!" Night Rose stiffened, "I haven't driven such a good car yet, I've thought about getting addicted!"
"That's up to you," the man leaned over and sat in the passenger seat.
"Seat belts!" she was about to start the car when the man's voice came to her ears.
"Oh!" she quickly fastened her seatbelt. I sarcastically mocked myself in my heart: I'm about to run for three, can I be more mature!
The road conditions are okay, but the expression on the face of Night Rose who will die in a car accident if he doesn't drive well throughout the whole process still makes Fei Chenyi speechless.
"Are you so nervous about driving a car?" he asked.
"I'm not responsible for you and your car, and besides, I can't afford to pay for a car breakdown. She looked ahead without blinking, maintaining a high level of vigilance, and did not have a good airway, "Don't disturb the driver driving!"
"You don't have to pay for it. Everything I have, if you will, is yours, including myself. He looked at her side face with a serious expression.
Night Rose was so worried that she could only continue to pretend to watch the road seriously. The stalk just now was finally ignored by himself, why did he bring it up again!"I don't want it." β
"Don't forget it," he just shoved into her.