Chapter Eighty-Eight: After the Haze, There Will Always Be Another Sunny Day.
"I'm not mad at you. www.biquge.info"Jin Junya turned around and squatted down again, a light smile hooked up at the corner of his mouth, raised his hand and gently brushed the hair of her sideburns, the movement was natural and intimate. Looking at her clear eyes full of worry, looking at him cautiously, my heart inevitably hurt. She was uneasy, she accommodated him everywhere, but he made her so sad.
He was very angry, but he was not angry with Ye Xiaoyou, but angry with himself. He always made her uneasy, and once boasted that he was worthy of her dependence, but the truth was that he made her more and more cautious and harder.
Looking at the dinner she had carefully prepared, at the broken goblets on the balcony, at the pink headband, my heart felt more and more indebted to her. Would she have been better off if she hadn't met him?
At least it wouldn't have turned out like this, if he hadn't broken up with her that day and stimulated her, and later added the death of her mother, she couldn't stand the blow and chose to forget everything. She won't be like this, she won't have to accommodate him in everything, her temperament won't be so weak, she will still be the bright woman who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside. He made her like this, but why is she apologizing to him?
"Are you really not angry?" Ye Xiaoyouxing's eyes widened, and the worry in her eyes was unobstructed.
"Well, no. Sit still, I'll make you something to eat." Is it okay to cook noodles, although it is so late......" Facing her clear gaze, Kim Jun-ah took away the guilt in his eyes and replaced it with a doting look.
"Okay, I'm going to eat noodles. Bending the corners of his eyes, Ye Xiaoyou chuckled happily.
"Then you wait for me, just a while. Straightening out her somewhat messy clothes, Kim Jun-ah raised a smile and got up to leave.
The smile on Ye Xiaoyou's face disappeared and returned to calm, looking at his back with apology and affection in his eyes. She leaned lightly on the head of the bed and looked out the window, and the sky outside the window was cloudy, and the orange sunset fell on the windowsill, and the sun was soft, not hot or cold. She raised her hand to caress the sunlight, looking at the sunlight gilded with a layer of golden light between her slender fingers, and her brow furrowed.
remembered the song Junya sang to her when she first met him, and he said that she was his sunshine. They used to have so many sweet times that they couldn't erase it. So, she would rather keep going like this, pretending not to remember anything, and just stay with him. Although this may not be fair to him, but she really loves him, she will always love him with her heart, maybe he is just guilty or sympathetic to her, but it doesn't matter, as long as she can stay by his side......
"Xiaoyou, the noodles are ready. Jin Junya's voice interrupted Ye Xiaoyou's thoughts, she got up and walked out of the room quickly, only to see that he was wearing a coat and preparing to go out. I wanted to ask him where he went, but in the end I just bit my lip and silently picked up my chopsticks and sat at the table to eat noodles.
"Big brother has returned to China, I want to go out for a while, you go to bed early at night, don't wait for me, I will go out with the key." Jin Junya said to her softly, looking at her as if she wanted to say something, she naturally knew what she wanted to ask.
"Okay, I got it. Because of his initiative, Ye Xiaoyou's originally heavy mood became clear, and a bright smile finally appeared on his face.
"Remember to take the medicine, I'll go first. Kim Jun-ah stroked her face, got up and walked to the entrance. Ye Xiaoyou looked at his tall back, a warm current flowed slowly, and he could always bring her a sense of stability.
When Kim Jun-ah arrived at the agreed place, he saw Kim Jun-ho who had not seen him for almost a year.
"Big brother, why are you willing to come back?" As soon as he sat down, Kim Jun-ah began to tease Kim Jun-ho.
"I'm coming back to see you. Kim Junho took a sip of wine, looking a little tired.
"If you come less, you must have come back because of Yu Shui. Jin Junya picked up the cup and took a sip of wine, frowning slightly.
"We broke up. Kim Jun-ho poured wine into Kim Jun-ah's glass, and then spoke unhurriedly, his tone as flat as ever, without any sadness or regret. The flat tone as if he was talking about other people's affairs made Jin Junya a little stunned for a while.
"How come?" Kim Jun Ah looked at Kim Jun Ho's calm face in disbelief. But I can't see through his thoughts at this time. originally thought that Jin Junhao cared about Yu Shui very much, so the breakup would be more or less painful, but from his face, there was no displeasure at all.
"How could it not?" Seeing Jin Junya's face in disbelief, Jin Junhao raised an indifferent smile. "Everyone has the right to choose their own way of life. ”
Yu Shui promised that she could wait for him to come back, but she said that he couldn't give her the company she deserved, and when she was sick, sad and lonely, he couldn't be by her side, she was too tired, so she threw herself into the arms of others.
At that time, I realized that distance can really pull two people into different worlds. He didn't blame Yu Shui for empathy, because what she said was right, he couldn't give her the company she deserved. Moreover, she has the right to choose her own happiness. Therefore, his return brought their relationship over the past few years to a successful end, and he broke up with Yu Shuiping.
"Big brother, you don't look like you're out of love at all. Seeing that Jin Junhao was still as warm as jade when he smiled, it seemed that no matter what happened, he could be so indifferent, and it seemed that he could always be so calm.
"How are you and Xiaoyou? Is she still like that?" Jin Junhao raised his eyebrows, and instead of taking Jin Junya's words, he led the topic to Ye Xiaoyou.
"Well, it's still the same. Jin Junya frowned slightly, and his eyebrows sank. He played with the wine glass in his hand and sighed slightly.
"What's wrong?" Looking at the rare heaviness on Kim Jun-ah's face, Kim Jun-ho pulled away the smile from the corner of his mouth, and a trace of worry appeared on his face.
"Big brother, I feel a little tired. In front of Kim Jun-ho, Kim Jun-ah has never hidden his thoughts.
"Because of Xiaoyou?"
"Not exactly. Putting down the wine glass in his hand, Kim Jun-ah looked at Kim Jun-ho with a somewhat tired look, and then told Kim Jun-ho what had happened these days and what he had thoughts, perhaps hoping that Kim Jun-ho could help him solve the contradictions in his heart.
"Junya, do you imagine what will happen to you after giving up Xiaoyou?" Kim Junhao listened to Jin Junya's words, and his eyebrows were stained with a smile.
If you think about Kim Jun-ah's words from the perspective of a bystander, you can quickly see where the crux of the problem is.
Jin Junya just felt a little guilty about Ye Xiaoyou, and doubted whether he could give her happiness, so there was a conflict. And there were voices against them around him, and he was invisibly affected.
"No, how can I leave her alone. Kim Jun-ah spoke categorically, and just thinking about her alone, he couldn't help but feel sad in his heart.
"Don't think about the guilt or responsibility you feel about her. Just envision the outcome from your own inner thoughts. Do you think you will be more relaxed and happy after giving up on her, or will you let her be by your side, and you just want to be better with her under all the pressure?" Kim Jun-ho patiently guided Kim Jun-ah. Growing up together, they naturally know his thoughts very well.
Everyone will always encounter their own misunderstandings, and once they get into a dead end, it is easy to get into the horns.
"How could I feel happy and relaxed without her. Jin Junya's brows stretched slightly, and the contradictions that were stuck in his heart dissipated without a trace in an instant.
Everyone has emotions, and there are times when he is tired and becomes negative, he just happened to hit the uphill when he was crossing a road, so it will be more difficult, and when he figured it out, he felt that he was a little ridiculous at that time.
In fact, the answer is very simple and simple. He just wanted her from beginning to end, and he approached her at the beginning because he decided that she was the person he wanted to protect for the rest of his life. So what is he worried about, as long as she takes good care of her, she will definitely get better, isn't she? And even if she doesn't get better, she still has him by her side, doesn't she?
"Big brother, let's have a drink. Jin Junya raised the wine glass in his hand, with gratitude in his eyes, smiled and clinked glasses with Jin Junhao, and suddenly was very glad that he had a big brother who understood him.
The corners of Kim Jun-ho's mouth still have the same shallow smile as always, but his eyes are dyed with relief because of Kim Jun-ah's joy.
After the haze, there is always another sunny day.