Chapter 8 I want to be with you
"Let's go, I'll send you back. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 Seeing that she had been standing still, Kim Jun-ah was a little embarrassed. It became almost a habit for him to wait for her to get off work in the store every day.
Habits are terrible, like seeing the flowers on the windowsill swaying in the sun every morning, and then waking up one day to find the flowers falling all over the ground, my heart is unstoppably lost, but not so sad that I cry.
He waited for her every day, but today he was delayed because of something, and by the time he arrived at the store, she was no longer there.
"Why did you come back so late?" Jin Junya looked around, looking at the dark part of the road, and couldn't help frowning.
"I had just finished work, so it was late. Ye Xiaoyou scratched his forehead, and he didn't know why, but suddenly felt a little embarrassed in the atmosphere.
"Doesn't the store close at about eight o'clock?" he waited almost every day until she got off work before leaving.
Every chance encounter is just his intention.
"I got another part-time job. Ye Xiaoyou thought about it seriously, she and him were actually not familiar to this extent, but his attitude towards her was like someone who had known her for many years cared about her, which made her unbearable to refuse his worries and kindness.
Jin Junya suddenly stopped, turned sideways in front of Ye Xiaoyou, stared at Ye Xiaoyou with his head down, his brows furrowed slightly, and his expression looked a little serious. Ye Xiaoyou was a little uncomfortable by him, lowered his head, and clenched his fists nervously like a child who had done something wrong. I don't know why, his aura at this moment is so strong that she can't help but feel very small, obviously when he laughs, he is a gentle and harmless sunny boy. But his eyes at the moment were full of sharpness that she was unfamiliar with.
"Are you tired?" was quiet for a long time, the wind around him seemed to have stagnated, and the sound of insects chirping was clear, but his voice was a little ethereal.
"......" Ye Xiaoyou didn't know how to speak, but froze in place, looking at Jin Junya with a serious face in a trance. She has never been good at telling others about her problems. No matter how tired and hard she is, she is used to carrying it alone. Her smile was bright, and no one thought she had been through any great hardship, even though sometimes it was just a disguise for her fragility. Of course, no one knows that since junior high school, she has to find ways to earn money to reduce the burden on the family, she has to take care of her mother, who often coughs at night and can't sleep, and she has to study hard, because that is what her mother expects of her. No one ever asked her if she was tired because that's how she lived.
So when Kim Jun-ah's eyes were full of worry and asked her if she was tired, what was her mind?
She didn't know how to describe it, but she felt the emotions in her stomach rush over her. But I still don't know how to say it, to pour out the sourness that flooded in that moment.
No one is born strong. They are all adults who are forced by life to be invulnerable.
"Let's go. He was slightly stunned, but in the end, he silently pressed the sourness in his heart back to the bottom of his heart. Everyone is in a different environment, how to make others feel the same way as yourself? Ye Xiaoyou bent the corner of his eyes and smiled, his eyes were like stars in the night, flashing with a different light.
"Stay with me. Jin Junya lowered his head slightly, and then raised his head, his eyes full of determined streamers. The feeling of wanting to protect her became extremely clear in that moment.
He wanted to protect her and protect her, such a firm mood, this moment was extremely clear.
"Huh?" Ye Xiaoyou's eyes froze, and he looked at him with some uncertainty.
His eyebrows and eyes are like stars, and his serious and determined appearance is the Jin Junya she has never seen. The big boy who smiled brightly seemed to have become mature and stable in an instant, but it made her a little uncomfortable.
She never dared to hope that someone would be willing to protect her. I never dared to think that someone would talk to her and want to be with her......
"I want to be with you. Jin Junya's eyes were firm, and his tone was unquestionable. Walk up to her and stare at her with both eyes, not missing a hint of the expression on her face. Her face was full of disbelief and a hint of shock, like the way she blushed in embarrassment in front of so many people when she first saw her. And the ripples in his heart as her jet-black hair swept across the back of his hand.
She's always smiling, smiling at everyone in the store, and her voice is clean and light. When he laughs, the corners of his eyes are crooked and the corners of his mouth are hooked. The tone is always polite, but distant.
He's been trying to close the distance between them, he's been trying to erase the gap between them, to melt the alienation behind her smile. He thought that he might not have done enough to make her fully accept him, but he didn't want to wait, waiting was the most time-wasting thing.
At least let her see him, and he wanted to bring her under his wing, so that she would not be so lonely anymore.
Yes, loneliness. When she was in a daze in class that day, her back was so lonely, and at that moment, his heart was slightly loosened because of her.
"Don't joke with me, it's not funny at all. Ye Xiaoyou's head instantly became blank, and his words made her whole body a little paralyzed for no reason. His words shocked her and made her a little confused, and she strode forward almost instinctively, deliberately ignoring her own accelerated heartbeat.
"I'm obviously serious, it doesn't matter if you don't believe it, I'll prove it to you. Kim Jun-ah also followed her quickly, because of his long legs, she took two steps, and he only needed one step to calmly follow her. Then he grinned at Ye Xiaoyou and smiled, but it provoked Ye Xiaoyou's eyes.
It wasn't until he sent her downstairs to the dormitory and watched her go in that he stood downstairs for a while before turning around and leaving.
Until the end, Ye Xiaoyou didn't even say goodbye to him.
He liked the way she looked with a stiff face and a flush on her face.
She was so embarrassed that she blushed, and she was really cute.