Chapter 8: Disillusionment

"Hey, boy, wake up!" a thick voice, with a hint of unkindness.

The crunch of the iron railing being knocked on was heard in my ears, and there were bursts of pain all over my body, even my head like an explosion.

"This is ......" opened his eyes, Xu Yuan looked around a little confused.

The closed room, a row of iron beds, bunk beds, the kind of bunks, were very shabby, and he himself lay in the worst part of the house against the wall and against the urinal.

Here it is...... Jail!

Rubbing his temples, Xu Yuan was pushed by a middle-aged man with an unkind face next to him.

Took the guy to the hospital...... Then he was taken away and came here......

What the hell is going on......

Yue'er, Shi Lan, Shao Si Ming, the lost Eri Yi...... and last night's Iko Kosaka and Dong Xiang...... Are these just dreams? Are they all just dreams?

Inadvertently touched the railing next to the iron bed, and Xu Yuan took a breath.

These wounds ...... It was left over from last night. When you are in conflict with these people......

Except for his face, Xu Yuan is up and down all over his body, and there is no good place at the moment.

"Hiss......" took another breath of cold air, and Xu Yuan looked at everything around him with a strange and confused look.

Simple rooms, simple beds, cold faces with some unfamiliar faces on their faces. Outside, there was probably a rush of wake-up signals, and you could faintly hear the shouts of the guards not far away.

I really don't know how to lift, I look beautiful and I like you as a blessing for you, don't you know what's right if you don't suffer a little?

"What's the matter, I was beaten stupidly last night?" Looking at Xu Yuan, who was confused, a vicious man who had not yet put on his shirt and had several scars on his body teased.

Xu Yuan glanced at this somewhat fierce man, and a string of memories came up.

Yesterday he was sent to the detention center, and this man with an abnormal sexual orientation wanted to do something heavy to himself...... Then the conflict broke out, and he took a tougher attitude, and finally he gave up and taught himself a lesson with the others.

And this man seems to be a well-known person in the local area, looking at the attitude and title of the people in this room....... it seems that this should be the case.

Thinking of this, Xu Yuan was confused, and still couldn't believe it...... Those that clearly come to my memory are just a disillusioned dream.

Damn, damn it...... What!

The feeling of dampness and heat appeared on his cheeks, and Xu Yuan reached out to touch it, and the touch and the smell were ...... It was thick phlegm with a fishy smell.

Looking up at the smiling man, Xu Yuan's heart was full of irritable emotions...... Angry, irritable, impulsive, destructive......

However, these emotions only lasted for a moment, and after a while, everything disappeared from my mind.

Damn, shit! What the hell am I ...... What's wrong. wanted to raise his fist and punch the ugly man's head, but Xu Yuan found that his arm couldn't exert any strength at all.

He wanted to be angry, but he couldn't bring up that anger anyway, he wanted to cry, but everything he had experienced in the past had made him forget how to cry.

"Hahaha"

"Hahaha"

"Ahh

He laughed like a madman, and with his embarrassed look, he lived like an abandoned ...... Loser.

"Hey, are you okay kid? Fine-skinned and tender-skinned, don't be crazy like that. Stretched out his hand and patted Xu Yuan's cheek, this man who was very interested in Xu Yuan didn't want the person he fancied to suddenly do something extreme.

You know, a madman is far more dangerous than a normal person with good rules.

Xu Yuan hated this action, he remembered that once upon a time, when he was squeezed in the corner of the toilet by a group of peers, the classmate who led the way and looked at him unpleasantly also did this action.

It's just a pity that if it was Xu Yuan, who was the god blocking and killing the god and the Buddha blocking and killing the Buddha, the pervert in front of him who didn't know how to live or die should have been burned to ashes by the ruthless black flames.

In the face of this humiliation, in this situation, Xu Yuan at this moment could only shake off his head and stare coldly at this disgusting man.

He deeply understands that his current self, who has fallen into a helpless position, has no ability to bring harm to this disgusting guy at all.

Therefore, he can only grit his teeth, grit his teeth and forbear, grit his teeth to live, and despicable...... Stay alive.

……

The moonlight was bright, but the night was also thick. Outside, you can faintly hear the wailing of cicadas.

Xu Yuan, who had worked hard all day, lay on the bed tiredly, and there was no trace of emotion in his heart.

I, I, I......

What am I doing?

The deep sorrow almost swallowed him whole.

He wants everything, but he doesn't have the power to touch anything, he wants to keep the minimum bottom line, but at this moment all the bottom lines seem to have little meaning.

There was a sound of squirming, and although his body was very tired, and his whole body became hot in the mixture of exhaustion and pain, Xu Yuan did not fall asleep.

He knew very well that what should come was still coming. Take advantage of your illness to kill you. It's a simple truth.

Now, facing the coming humiliation and persecution, I am afraid that he has no ability or method to resist.

No one will care about him, even if he quietly disappears from his previous ordinary life.

Perhaps his jokes are becoming the talk of those in the know.

"Yes, it's that Xu Yuan in our class, I don't know what crazy I made the head teacher disabled, and now I'm often arrested, tsk. Awesome, right?"

"It's a bit amazing, but what is the reason?"

"Who knows, suddenly going crazy, what could be the reason. ”

"Like...... Yes, too. But it's really a bit unimaginable. ”

……

Imagining such a picture, Xu Yuan felt as if he was a forgotten person. Even this little after-dinner conversation will probably be diluted and finally dissipated with the passage of time.

"We are the Forsaken, and anyone who stands in our way will die!" In a trance, Xu Yuan suddenly thought of what Queen Sylvanas had said in the World of Warcraft before.

Forsaken, really...... Very apt.

A month from now, a year from now, even if I disappear from this world forever, will anyone remember me? It doesn't exist.

I am the Forsaken, and anyone who stands in my way will die!

Gritting his teeth, Xu Yuan used the last of his strength to hit the perverted man who touched him and tried to do something to him.

"Huh. A disdainful laugh rang out, and the dodging man looked at the lamb lying to the ground with the eyes of a dead man.

"I'm going to make you want to die. With these words in a low voice, the man kicked Xu Yuan's scarred body mercilessly.