"Little Harmonic ...... Little Harmonic ......"

He Huan frowned, his eyes tightly closed.

"Little Harmonic ...... Little Harmonic ......"

The gentle voice continued to call his name.

He Huan's brows jumped slightly, and a glimmer of light was reflected through the gap in his eyelids, but he didn't open his eyes, but the lines on his brows were more profound.

"Little Harmonic ......"

A soft and gentle hand touched He Huan's bare arm and gently pushed him.

"Huh?" He Huan opened his eyes in a daze, and the dazzling light reflected in his pupils, He Huan only felt that everywhere he looked, it was all dazzling white light.

"Little Harmonic ...... Wake up, I want to talk to you. ”

He sat up and turned his head to look at the source of the sound.

The source is from a woman with clear eyebrows, red lips and white teeth, and slightly white sideburns but still elegant and gentle temperament.

"Mom?" He Huan rubbed his eyes in surprise, and found that the person standing in front of him was indeed Zhao Wenhui, who had been dead for a long time.

"Why are you here again?" said He Huan.

"Silly child, what do you mean it's here again?" Zhao Wenhui smiled as gentle and holy as the Virgin Mary, and there is no smile in this world that can make He Hui more warm than his mother's smile.

Although not long ago, He Huancai saw his mother Zhao Wenhui in the illusion made up by the evil spirit, and now he sees it here again, this is really a torture. Why did the dead man, the one he had so hard to forget, appear in front of him again and again? What is this not torture?

"Mom, you better rest in peace! If you are not happy in that world, you should reincarnate as soon as possible and return to this world as soon as possible. When He Huan said this, the pain in his heart was incomparable. Even though most people know that their loved ones have been dead for a long time, there is no way that there is still a soul, but they still pray for their loved ones to rest in peace and a happy life in another world. In fact, the souls of their relatives may have been reincarnated, or they may have been wiped out, and they no longer exist at all. They offer incense to seek psychological comfort, and they are reluctant and worried about the departure of their loved ones. Therefore, when they say to the souls of their loved ones asking them to be reincarnated, their hearts must be extremely painful and unbearable.

Zhao Wenhui didn't speak, just looked at him with a smile.

He Huan looked around, the whole world was clean and white, endless white, he was lying on a white bed, but this room was frighteningly big, and there was no end in sight.

Unfortunately, I can't tell if it's a dream or a hallucination, or maybe it doesn't matter what it is.

"Mother......" He Huan thought of the tragic death of his mother he had just seen, his voice was a little choked, and he opened his mouth to ask: "How did you cause that fire back then, can you tell me?"

Zhao Wenhui's expression remained unchanged, the corners of her mouth were still smiling, and she said: "Silly boy, that's already in the past, I don't even want to think about such a painful thing, forget about it." ”

He Huan's eyes gloomed and lowered his head, and he muttered to himself: "Even if you don't want to think about it, Mom, it still exists in my mind, even if I don't see it, but I'm still as painful as I see it." ”

Zhao Wenhui stepped forward, gently stroked his head, and said softly: "Don't be like this, you are like this, even if I am in heaven, I will not be at ease." ”

He Huan is still depressed, and some pains, once tasted, will often appear in nightmares, entangled in your soul.

"Tell me......" He Huan became firm, he wanted to know the truth of the matter, he had experienced too many things, he had a feeling that his mother's death was definitely not just an accident caused by his mother's carelessness, it was very likely, all this was not accidental, especially, since his mother's death, He Huan would see some strange things every year before his mother's sacrifice day, all of this is definitely not so simple in the eyes of He Huan now.

"I want to know the truth, if you are really a mother......" He Huan looked at Zhao Wenhui with a firm gaze.

Zhao Wenhui was dressed in white, and she looked so pure and flawless, indeed, she was not the same as the one in the evil spirit illusion.

Zhao Wenhui didn't speak, she sat on the edge of the bed slowly, the corners of her mouth were still flat and indifferent, she said slowly: "Xiao Huan, I don't want to tell you the real situation, because I don't want you to live in pain, how can any mother in the world let her child live in pain......? So, don't ask Xiaohuan......"

"So......" He Huan interrupted his mother and said, "Your death was not an accident, was it?"

Zhao Wenhui had nothing to say, she had to admit that He Huan's thinking was indeed very active.

"Xiao Harmonic, in this life, sooner or later it will be a death, why do you want to let other people's deaths become your demons? I really ...... I really don't want to see you like this. ”

After Zhao Wenhui finished speaking, she whimpered and shed tears, and the tears that flowed out of her deep eyes turned out to be red and bloody!

He Huan, who was accustomed to seeing ghosts, had long been familiar with all this, he shook his head, his lips were very pale, and he said weakly: "You are not someone else'......"

Zhao Wenhui's tears didn't know when they had stopped, her cheeks were still clean, there were no bloody tears, her mood was a lot more stable, she looked at He Huan's eyes and was very worried, and said: "My good boy, this life is too long and too long, except for yourself, all the people in this world are not worthy of being your demons." You're going to be good, and you're going to let me feel at ease and watch you be happy for the rest of your life, you know?"

He Huan shook his head weakly, but still insisted: "Mom, tell me...... Only by letting me die can I live the rest of my life well. ”

"No......" Zhao Wenhui shook her head more resolutely than He Huan, how could she tell the truth, if she told the truth, He Huan's inner demons would only get more and more serious, and he would no longer be happy in this life, never again.

He Huan first sneered twice, then laughed louder and louder, more and more indulgent, until later, he looked up to the sky with a big mouth and laughed, everything in this world no longer seems to matter, only laughter can solve all problems, only laughter can make him relax and let him free.

Zhao Wenhui choked up and looked at He Huan's frantic appearance, her heart was like a knife, and her eyes couldn't help bleeding.

After a long time, He Hui finally returned to normal, his two eyes narrowed slightly, looking at Zhao Wenhui swayingly, the whites of his eyes were already full of bloodshots, his face was full of decadence, and his eyes were full of endless despair, he looked at Zhao Wenhui and said, "Mom, tell me, otherwise I really don't have the courage to live anymore...... I ......"

He Huan's throat tightened, and he laughed self-deprecatingly: "I'm already a waste...... If I am a waste for the rest of my life, what is the meaning of my life?"

Zhao Wenhui closed her eyes tightly, her face was already terrifying, and the blood on her face made her look like a demon, but the blood color came from the blood in her heart because she felt sorry for her son.

"No...... Don't ......," Zhao Wenhui cried.

"Please...... Please, Mommy...... I don't want to be a waste...... I don't want to be so weak......" He Huan said with empty eyes and broken thoughts.

"Kid...... Don't care what others say, you'll always be the best......" Zhao Wenhui tried her best to comfort He Huan: "You have been so good since you were a child, and you are always among the best in your studies, not only in the class, but even in the grade, you are one of the best, how good you are, every time I go out to buy vegetables, I will meet neighbors who praise you, saying that you are tall and handsome, good at studying, and so polite to people, and you will definitely be very productive in the future......

Zhao Wenhui said this, smiling proudly, she still remembers countless scenes of being envied or envied, which is the most unforgettable pride in her life. She stretched out her hand and touched He Huan's head, as soft and loving as a young boy, she couldn't bear He Huan's frustration alone, and continued: "In the year of the college entrance examination, the top science student in our province was my son! What a proud thing! At that time, the neighbors regarded you as a model for educating their own children, and I really felt very proud. Especially when the big red banner was hung at the door of our community, it was clearly written to celebrate our family's Xiaoharmonic becoming the top science student in the province, that feeling, it really can't be replaced by any good thing!"

"Mom...... Don't talk about it......" He Huan didn't want to listen to those words anymore, even if he was good in the past, now he is such a weak person is also a waste, a waste with a strange body and a tragic fate.

"Xiao Harmonic," Zhao Wenhui still said in a calm tone: "You will always be my best son, this is something that others can't replace and can't understand, you have never been a waste, don't deny yourself like that, it will make me feel useless...... You are not only an excellent child, but also a filial child, can you really bear to let my mother and me bear such a psychological burden?"

He Huan didn't speak, he didn't want to listen anymore, he just wanted to know what his mother died of, but he ignored a question, that is, maybe his mother Zhao Wenhui didn't know the truth of the matter either.

Zhao Wenhui did not answer He Huan's question, but continued to take care of himself: "I remember when I was a child, you were a very filial child, at that time, you were only four years old, and the family environment was not as good as it was later, you went out to play, others saw you cute, and stuffed you with a piece of popsicle, you were reluctant to eat, so you had to take it and run back to me." In this summer, the popsicle has long melted along the way, and a hand of slimy ice cream water has flowed. You happily held the ice cream in front of me, saying that my mother eats my mother, and I was really angry and distressed. But I'm still worried, how can I ask for strangers' things outside, if you don't get them back, what if it's poisonous? I slapped off the ice cream in your hand with one hand, and scolded you fiercely, telling you that if you ask for other people's things outside in the future, I will sew your mouth up. Then I drove you to the punishment station, and you cried so badly, and you cried and wiped your big flower face, like a little flower cat. Do you know, how distressed I was at that time, you hurt your mother so much, how can a four-year-old child know how much to love his mother?"

"Mom, don't say it!" He Huan's tears burst out of his eyes.

"Xiao Harmony, I know you love your mother, but you still have a long, long life left, without me to accompany you, there are other people who will love you the same as me, or even more than me, don't be discouraged, you are my little Harmony, my excellent and kind Little Harmony!" Zhao Wenhui smiled, she took He Harmony into her arms and hugged him tightly.

"Mom...... Mom......" He Harmony cried loudly.

How many **** nights, his mother took care of him meticulously, how many **** nights, his mother cried for him and laughed for him, for a while He Huan was not in good health, his mother stayed by He Huan's side every night to take care of him, one night, He Huan fell asleep but suddenly woke up, he heard his mother tossing and turning and sighing.

Mother's love is the greatest, but the manifestations of mother's love are diverse, not every mother knows how to love children, and not every mother knows how to love children, the so-called every mother is good to her children is basically a fallacy, there are too many marriages and childbirth forced by reality, there are too many realistic examples of abusing children and abandoning children, and even killing children, the so-called tiger poison does not eat children, but human wishful thinking that in nature, tigers often eat injured or dead children。

Therefore, if your mother loves you and loves you, it is not a responsibility and an obligation, it is not a deserved, and you should be grateful to filial piety to your mother.

"Alright, alright...... How old are you still like a child......" Zhao Wenhui comforted He Huan in his arms and read softly.

After a long time, He Huan stopped crying, and waited for the tears on his face to dry up into tears, he raised his head, looked at his mother Zhao Wenhui's face with the white light, and said, "Mom, I want to know the truth." ”

Zhao Wenhui sighed, she knew that He Huan was a persistent child, if he didn't tell him the truth, he would definitely not be able to get out of this strange circle, and then go around it for the rest of his life.

"Little Harmonic ......" Zhao Wenhui made up her mind and said: "It's true that the accident was not caused by me, but I don't know who it is......

He Huan looked at Zhao Wenhui in a daze, still waiting for the so-called "truth".

"Son, if you really want to know the truth, go find out for yourself...... Get out of the shadow of my death and find the truth you want. Continue to be an excellent you, that's the life you should live!"

He Harmony sighed and closed his eyes tightly, it turned out that all this was because he was too weak...... Too weak...... (To be continued.) )