Shame flooded his heart, and Ye Xiaoyou's eyes were red with anxiety. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info She knew that this was wrong, but she was reluctant to push him away, and such a self made her feel very cheap.

"Don't belittle yourself like this!" The words that Jin Junya said angrily four years ago rang in his ears again, Ye Xiaoyou's consciousness finally returned, his hands against his chest, Ye Xiaoyou pushed him away hard, and then turned around and ran downstairs. He also deliberately ignored his surprised eyes because she suddenly pushed him harder.

Hiding in the bathroom downstairs, Ye Xiaoyou stared at his red and swollen lips in the mirror, and his nose was sour.

What kind of person is she in his eyes? Because she once loved him in the wrong way, did he think she was a very casual person?

Or did he say goodbye to punish her for not saying goodbye back then?

"Xiaoyou......" Jin Junya's worried voice came from outside the bathroom, "What's wrong with you?

Ye Xiaoyou shook his head, forcing himself to wake up, and pressed the sudden flood of emotions back to the bottom of his heart.

"I admit that I'm too impulsive, you come out first, and we can talk face-to-face?" Jin Junya exhaled helplessly, stroked his forehead, and blamed himself for not being able to hold his breath.

Ye Xiaoyou cleaned up his mood, walked out of the bathroom, stared at Jin Junya deeply, and then sat down on the small sofa in the living room by himself, picked up the pillow and hugged it in his arms.

"I'll start with that. Ye Xiaoyou leaned on the sofa as if his whole body was weak, and then spoke in a low voice. The long curly hair falls to the ears, adding a touch of delicateness.

"Okay, you drink the soup and say, I added sugar, the sweetness is moderate, and it will be more comfortable for your stomach after drinking it. Jin Junya came into the kitchen at some point and put the soup out, carefully placed it in front of Ye Xiaoyou, and then sat on the soft chair next to him. Quietly watching Ye Xiaoyou lazily leaning on the sofa.

"I apologize to you for being ignorant and doing some wrong things in order to prove something that doesn't make sense at all...... But, Junya, you have your own life now, and I hope you can cherish it. I don't think anything happened before. Let's go......" Ye Xiaoyou flicked the spoon, and a burst of aroma of red beans came to his nose, spreading sweetly around his nose.

"Why don't I go?" Kim Jun-ah chuckled, his legs folded, his hands clasped on his lap, and a playful smile on his face.

"You ......"

"Whether it's four years ago, or four years later, you're the same. He hears and sees something, but never asks me for it himself. You would rather not believe me than ask me a question. Stroking the ring on the ring finger of his left hand, Jin Junya lowered his head and lowered his face, the corners of his mouth slightly raised a shallow arc, but his whole body exuded a strong loneliness.

"It's not like that...... I heard it with my own ears, and I don't want to believe it, but you said it yourself, you said that I was a burden and an obligation, and it was because of my mother's entrustment that you kept me by your side. You said you have someone you like, you said you don't have to me, it's all you said, what do you want me to do?I don't want to believe it......" Holding the pillow in her arms tightly, Ye Xiaoyou's eyes flickered, and she felt aggrieved by his reproach. Leaving him was the most painful decision she had ever made, and he complained that she didn't believe him. Such a difficult decision, she spent all her courage, four years of devouring her thoughts, but for him, it was only because she didn't trust him.

Of course she was aggrieved. She even abandoned her dignity as a girl and tried every means to prove that he loved her, but he said that she despised herself......

In the end, it was her who was at fault.

"What else?" Kim Jun-ah clenched his fists, and his deep voice was clean and clear. It seems to penetrate the soul of a person......

"No more. Ye Xiaoyou paused and shook his head. I want to say more than that, but it won't help to dwell on the past now. "It's all gone, but it doesn't matter......"

"That's why you heard what I said when I was drunk that day, and you didn't say goodbye. If it was suspicious before, then now Ye Xiaoyou's silence represents acquiescence, Jin Junya smiled dumbly, but suddenly felt empty in his heart, and suddenly a burst of complicated emotions surged up, making his heart rise and fall, "Can you believe it if you are drunk......?"

"When you are drunk and spit out the truth, sometimes what you say is the true thing when you are unconscious, and even if you think so in your heart when you are sober, you will always stay awake, so most of the time what you say is whitewashed. Ye Xiaoyou muffled his voice, buried himself in the pillow, and watched the steaming steam, but his eyes were a little unreal.

"Are you stupid? Do you think everything I did to you back then was fake? You said you did the wrong thing to prove something that didn't make sense. Then do you know how hard I worked to keep myself from touching you? You don't know, but you believe Shen Yan's nonsense...... Just leave me ruthlessly, Ye Xiaoyou, I don't need your greatness, I don't need you to fulfill your so-called "my happiness". What I want, it's just you from beginning to end!" all the calmness on Kim Jun-ah's face shattered one by one, and the face that had been maintained in one dimension since goodbye suddenly changed at that moment. The corners of his mouth raised a wry smile, his handsome star eyebrows were tightly entangled, and his unwavering eyes were filled with various emotions. Sad, bitter, and lonely that can't be dissolved.

Feeling a little excited, Jin Junya propped his hands on the edge of Ye Xiaoyou's sofa, and a pair of eyes full of emotions stared at Ye Xiaoyou under him. Seeing her apricot eyes wide open, she looked very frightened, her eyes flashing like a fawn, obviously shocked.

In my memory, even if Jin Junya broke up with him that day, her expression was just very cold, but she never yelled at her like a flash flood. It's not like now, his eyes are very aggrieved, but his expression is a little angry. But his innocent and aggrieved eyes made her feel very distressed, and even secretly counted her guilt in her heart.

But after thinking about it, she only secretly escaped once......

"Junya ......" Ye Xiaoyou's body tensed tightly, his body was tightly glued to the sofa behind him, holding his breath and not daring to move. "I'll admit I'm stupid, but that's only because I'm afraid you don't want me...... Maybe I'm too selfish, I love myself more than I love you, so I can only run away. But Jun-ah ......, "I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well. I've been spending it in frustration and regret, and not a single day is really happy......

"Well, you go on. Ye Xiaoyou wanted to speak and stopped, but Jin Junya coaxed softly.

"But, you already have a family......" Ye Xiaoyou's eyes flickered, fell on his pursed lips, his cheeks burned, he caught a glimpse of the ring on his hand, and suddenly came back to his senses.

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