Zheng Zifu, the first person on the heavenly list, said; I don't know if everybody has ever been in this state. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

At a certain moment, derailed from reality, looking coldly at everything that appeared or happened in front of him, suddenly realized something that he would not understand, and suddenly woke up.

I like this kind of moment, because it makes me feel a deep sense of sobriety, as if I have shed this skin and looked at what I am doing, everything is so direct and not hidden.

However, at the same time, I am afraid, because I will find a completely strange self, even if this person I really spend every minute and every second of my life, I will still feel surprised, it turns out that I am actually like this, it is really incredible. Before I met the idea---------------- I always yelled to find a partner, but I never took the initiative to hook up with anyone, I was afraid of fast food, love, afraid of separation, afraid of the end, I was serious, others broke up, so I waited for a person who was still by my side in the end, but there were always too many people who said they liked it at the beginning, but because of my cold refusal, it faded away, no contact, disappeared from my life, came and went quickly, like an episode, maybe there are people I have a good impression of, I will also be sad and disappointed, but think about it, I still don't want to change my ideas and principles, I insist or paranoid, I believe that there will be someone who is willing to see through my coldness and really get close to meWilling not to dislike me, childish, willful, childish, stay by my side, accompany me, love me, and give me a chance to love him, but if you casually say that you like me, I will also listen to it, and we will never have an intersection. If you can end up together, then it's okay to meet the previous assumption---------------------- if you can't come until winter

I'm not in a hurry to look forward to the fall passing

I know that all good things need to be polished slowly

I can read, write poetry, and work hard to live

will also occasionally be cynical and waste some time

Just let fate do its bidding

If you need to wait a year to meet

I'll wait

When the time comes, the matter will be stopped

If you don't show up all the time

Well, I'm not embarrassed

I don't feel sad either

This is just a provocation by fate

It's just that I can't bet on it in my lifetime

All my life, I'm used to waiting

Waiting for wealth

Waiting for love

Waiting for happiness

It has to be put to an end.

In fact, I didn't want to sigh anything, but as the cold wind gradually rose, I had to sigh: Time is long, and another year of cold winter is coming.

The flowers that bloomed last year have all been defeated this year. The people I met last year must only be passers-by this year.

Life is so casual, it's just that some people take it too seriously.

Serious people are prone to sadness, so dark circles will always hang under the eye sockets, symbolizing the owner's restless night for many years.

The wind has no intention of suggesting anything, and the cold is just a kind of withering that evolves after people take the tea and cool it.

If a quilt can warm a soul, if a piece of melancholy can dilute an emotion, then what is the meaning of life?

Isn't it true that a cup of tea can reconcile a cup of life, and a pool of spring water can wash away the regrets and regrets of three lives and three lives? I believe that all encounters have their own fate, and all deep friendships are the grace given by fate. It's like a snowflake blooming, and Jasper Qingshui has someone she wants to talk to. When you meet this word, you become abundant, and lovesickness gives birth to entities. Nanguo red beans are addicted to boiling in a pot over a slow fire, and the candy man I just bought on the side of the road sticks to my teeth, and I have a lot of feelings of missing someone. Girl, how lucky it would be to meet at this time. What I miss before I met ------------------

I thought that the meeting should be bustling with vines and grass, and there is a beautiful person, and I shouted a girl lightly. It is the willow tops on the moon, the red sleeves are dim, and the starry night is bright. It is a painting, the peach blossoms fall, and the seal is written in a lifetime of affectionate words and cherishes. It is the splendid poetry in your heart, and the melodious jade qin in my spring breeze. The years we have been together have been like spring flowers and autumn moons, and we can also withstand the scorching heat and cold. What a joy it must be.

Later, I found out that the world is too big to meet. It's too difficult---------------- it's not like a storm, there is a humble house just waiting for you to push the door. When you're not thirsty, someone pours you a cup of hot tea. It's not the mountains and rivers that turn into the sky, the moon rises into the sky, it's not the city tower lights thousands of miles away and smiles silently. Meeting is like going to Zen, the Buddha is in the heart, but love is in the distance. Although I still miss the pretty girl's white skirt, pink bow tie, and long black hair as stubbornly as a naughty boy with a sweet tooth. But I won't deliberately draw the outline, because I'm afraid that the wind will pass through the subway and the sea of people, and I won't have time to meet you. If you wait on the bluestone bridge, you come with green clothes and white shoes with an umbrella and then go by boat, it will be a pity.

It's a long wait, I didn't know you were coming, but I'm willing to wait, it's as simple as that. It is not easy to fall in love, and I don't want to grovel to cater to others, nor do I want to be disliked by others. Although he is just in his early twenties, he is already worried about love. And to meet you, I feel real and urgent.

Often on a night when the moon is as cold as water, I rubbed my eyes and suddenly looked at the fluorescent screen. For a moment, loneliness was as dense as air, and it was so overwhelming that one could not breathe. No one stands with me at dusk, and no one asks me for porridge and warmth. Loneliness is an addictive thing, if you stay alone for a long time, you will have a world, a wall, people inside can't get out, people outside can't get in. Being single may not be complete, but it has not endangered life, but you and I have not had time to meet another better self in the gap of time. The real encounter is to understand myself--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I live in the world, I just want to understand some truths, meet some interesting things. Everything crept quietly, without noise. The bustle of the city disappeared in the rapid journey, those impetuousness were appeased, looking at the mountains stretching in the distance, the emerald green trees layer by layer, dyed into strong ink, outlined in the distant world, a few simple strokes, the atmosphere is self-contained.

Sometimes, if you want to have a trip that you can go, you probably want to precipitate yourself and take a serious look at the scenery, which is to see with your eyes, feel with your hands, and experience with your heart, rather than simple and fast photography with your mobile phone or camera. The real scenery is not confined to an inch of lens, but should be put into the vast and boundless heart. There must be a reason for a person's happiness or sorrow, and we can share his happiness and sympathize with his sorrow. When the lights are on at night, turn off the lights, stand in front of the window, and watch the traffic of the whole city, there is still a feeling of emotion in my heart. At that moment, it was as if I had truly integrated into the city and become a part of the city, it turned out that I also belonged here, and it turned out that I was not alone, because I had the breath of the whole city. Dream is a thing that is said to be hypocritical, it is a seed born in the dark, only when it breaks through the ground, grows jointly, and blooms, can it be open to everyone to know, before that, there is no choice but to insist.

In the erosion of the years, we are no longer the whole of us, we are forced by reality, give up many things that have been insisted on for a long time, but in the end, there is still nothing. In this world, when the proportion of material things in life is increasing, some of the most precious things are often ignored, and they will never know until they are lost.

Always accommodating, always compromising. Always thinking about getting some and then making up for others, the idea itself is not wrong, but the wrong thing is that we don't think that some things are lost or lost.

After experiencing the loss of the person we like, missing out on good things, and not getting the happiness we want, you and I began to believe that all we have is this moment, there will be a day, we are firm in our hearts, there is no fear, what is lost will be lost, what we get will be gained, we begin to like ourselves, it turns out that everything will really come unexpectedly, as scheduled. No matter how the years change, let those things that can never be made up after loss accompany us on the road, grow with us, and remind us all the time, don't forget our original intention!

Chen Xiaozheng said: My life is a building that can only be built once, and I must make it extremely accurate, without a centimeter difference. Do you remember that our life path was not like this at the beginning?

Since we were born, we are no longer alone, while longing for a sky that belongs to us, we are also burdened with the expectations of more people, most of the time, we grow up with too many things, and walk with pressure.

Therefore, growth is destined to be more pain, confusion, choice, experience, loneliness, betrayal, indifference, and the transformation of breaking out of the cocoon into a butterfly again and again. Because we are young, don't envy those who shine and dominate, while we still have energy, our brains can still remember things, endure a person's loneliness, cherish this good time, calm down and cultivate ourselves, and one day, we will be able to keep a tree and flowers.

Life goes on, and there's no reason for us to stop. No matter what kind of life we live in now, let us not forget what growth makes us learn and what growth makes us lose. At the end of this chapter, thank you for supporting Baidu Zheng Zifu, the first person on the list.

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