Chapter 103: I'm Just a Mortal

Zheng Zifu, the first person on the heavenly list, said that I am just a mortal, and I can't be grace without jealousy, honor and disgrace without shock... If time can be gentle with you and me. Life, then, is a different story. However, there are no ifs in our lives. The years are silent, there are some fates that are short-lived in life, and there are also some people who are suspicious of each other just because of a retrospective. The love is deep and shallow, the road is long and the road is short, how many spring flowers have been lost in the long river of years, and how many unforgettable memories have been annihilated in the folds of time. Looking back, things have changed, and things are not people. As a result, we gradually got used to the way of casual fate to face the flowers blooming and the tide ebb and flow. We only have the right to use everything in the world, not the right to own it forever. Everything in the world is lent to us. I dreamed of you early this morning, and now I am also in a trance, lest the person who wakes up from the dream owe him how much life owes him in the past, which is determined by time.

Once upon a time, imagine what kind of face you are after taking off your mask, read the chapter of the first person on the list of heaven [lend your face] to know that you are the secret of the world, worthy of others to think and explore, read the chapter of the first person on the list of heaven [my Buddha compassion] to understand the mystery of Zheng Zifu's creation of the first person on the list to dedicate his soul, the first person on the list Zheng Zifu said that no matter how early or late you meet, sincerity can be accompanied...... Friends no matter how far or near they are, only when they know how to be warm can they be accompanied. What is vigorous may not be sincere, and what is silent is not necessarily unintentional. Leave everything to time, there will always be answers.

Staying together in the ordinary is the most precious, and having in the simple is the most reassuring.

Along the way, we are actually looking for someone to speak to. Happiness is doubled when someone shares it, and pain is halved when someone shares it. No matter what kind of mood you are in, as long as someone understands, it is the best comfort.

Accompanied by the invisible, it is the dialogue between the heart and the heart, and moved by the silence, it is the listening of the soul and the soul.

It is the voice of the heart that complains to each other, what is given is distress, what is connected is the heart, and what is nourished is life. Affection is to heart-to-heart and warmth with affection. Fate is a wonderful emotion in the world, which involves the joys and sorrows of life.

Some people get along day and night, but they never get into their hearts, and some people cherish each other when they see each other.

Origin and extinction are all destined. There are times in life when you have to have it, and there are times in life when you don't want it. If you come, you will be happy, and if you go, you will disperse. You are thinking about me, and I wish you go. Life doesn't need to be meaninglessly attached, everything is according to fate.

Home is very plain, as long as you can see the smiling faces of your relatives every day, it is a display of happiness; love, very simple, as long as you will miss each other every day, it is a down-to-earth emotion.

Time will precipitate the most genuine emotions, and wind and rain will test the warmest companionship. Those who go far are just passing by, and what is left behind is the love that is worth cherishing. If it comes warmly, it may not last long, and if it is plain, it may not be ruthless and unrighteous.

What the eyes see is an illusion, but the heart's feelings are the most real, and what the ears hear is illusory, and the heart's hearing is the most important.

Know the day when the wind rises, look down on the falling flowers, know the season of snow dance, raise a glass to invite the moon. Understand that it is a kind of precipitation feelings, an open-minded feeling, a kind of quiet beauty, warm as sunshine, beautiful as the blue sky, and calm as the sea.

Time will tell us that simple likes are the longest, companionship in the ordinary is the most reassuring, and people who understand you are the warmest. Zheng Zifu, the first person on the list, seems to invite us into the plot depicted and designed by the first person on the list, so that in the vast sea of books, we are all fragile boats, not knowing where to stop or where to start. And just like that, floating unconscious...... Floating...... Floating...... With your own feelings, slowly and slowly leaning towards a harbor, settling down, letting your heart be quiet for a while, no matter what ups and downs you encounter, you will come here at this time of spring to sing the same spiritual ballad as before, and dance the posture that represents the passage of time. And the villagers are also like the ancient warriors who guarded the frontier, and generations have come to guard the invisible promise.

I think the ancestors of this group of people many years ago were also guarding this promise. In many years, I may be one of these people, and the last person to become a loess hand.

In fact, we have never been lonely for a long time, but we are not able to jump out of this lonely sea.

In this world, there is a feeling that is difficult to let go, and people who are often swept by memories can experience it best.

I'm not good at rummaging through cabinets, perhaps because I'm afraid to remember the past. A photo, a garment, a string of pendants...... The old photos in the dusk freeze a certain moment, a piece of clothing you and I once shielded from the wind and rain, and a string of pendants are now bound and become chains.

A few years ago, I took away those old things that were once familiar but now unfamiliar, those objects are light or heavy, and they are irreplaceable after all, but for our age, it is probably related to feelings. However, these throbbing and youthfulness have finally been returned to the past after more than 20 years, leaving only some memories that no one will ever mention again.

These things that used to be worth a lot of money in our hearts have now turned into light smoke and rain, and the fragrance can be smelled and the traces can be seen, and I am afraid that it is irrelevant. But in the end, it will become terrible because of obsession, always turning around in dreams, and then refusing to face it, cutting constantly, and sorting out chaos.

It's better than breaking the fast and bathing, but I also honestly found a cardboard box, and put everything in a dignified porcelain, three layers inside and three layers outside, spared several times with roll glue, and then carefully touched the box to see if there were cracks or folds, knowing that I would not open it again, I still thought about hiding it in a place that I would not let myself frequent, as if this would isolate the unbearable, anxious, and embarrassing...... How much heart does this have to tolerate oneself and self-deception?

No matter how Huo Ran doesn't think about the deceased, there is also the confusion of not being able to distinguish the past from the reality in the dream, and the cold sweat rolls down for countless nights, and he is entangled in the confusion that he can't extricate himself from in the sting. And after repeating it thousands of times, shouting thousands of times in my heart, and recalling and torturing thousands of times, I can't sober up a bit, like wine filling my intestines, hearty and difficult to spit out the truth.

However, it's okay! Avoiding the past, it must be more worthy of appreciation now, just when the wind and moon are blooming, which cares about the red night dancing with the wind, after all, it is unbreakable and the snake bites its tail, and it is touching to the heart! The person you think of in your heart, whether it is love or friendship, has always been the old face, the old habits, and the old innocence. In fact, in the change of time, she is no longer her, and you are no longer you!