It's not going to go on like this......

With that in mind, I looked up and lazily glanced at the exercise book on my desk, which was still blank. Although the teacher didn't leave this homework today, according to my own plan, the above questions should have been completed today.www.biquge.info But now, as if completely hollowed out, I can't get the usual interest in doing homework. A feeling of emptiness gradually spread, like seawater, and even breathing began to become unsmooth. I wanted to slam my head on the table, but in the end, I slowed down because I was worried that it would affect the others. It was a brilliant sunny day outside the window, and a strange thought suddenly came to my heart, "Is even God going to mock me?" When people are unhappy, they don't like anything, and it seems that this is true.

Out of sorts. Out of sorts. But not sadness. In comparison, there is a little more anger - anger towards oneself.

With my face pressed against the cold tabletop, I cast my gaze on the wall where I entered the door. In the last recess, because of the piece of paper, it was almost crowded with the supermarket that engaged in promotions, and some of them ran to Brother Ding's office, and the recess became a lot more lively, and the uneasy and somewhat excited atmosphere infected everyone in the class.

This afternoon, the results of the monthly exam came out.

Monthly exams, monthly exams. This school does not have the title of "mid-term exam" and "final exam", everyone is talking about "the Xth monthly exam". Of course, "mid-term exams" and "final exams" may still come out of some people's mouths, but this is only the meaning of time. For the measurement of students' grades, every monthly exam is equal. At the end of the semester, the school will take a weighted average of each monthly exam according to the difficulty of the test paper, which will be used as a criterion to decide some things.

For example, the movement of people between small and regular classes.

There are more than 2,100 people in our age, with 38 classes in three grades, the second level department is the liberal arts, the first and third level departments are the science departments, and each level department has a small class with 45 people. Therefore, if I want to stay in the small class of the third division where I am staying, and the thirty class, it is necessary to try to get the top 90 places among the more than 1,600 science students. Otherwise, it is difficult to be sure that you will continue to stay in this class.

This time, I was ranked 298th in my grade in science.

The reason is nothing else, nothing else at all. There was a problem with math, a big problem: the 150-point paper only scored 98 points.

The play of language is very normal, one hundred and two, I usually basically this level, after all, I usually don't listen to Chinese classes at all, and I rely on my own comprehension and early reading by rote. I am very pleased to be able to take such an average level of the class and the upper reaches of the ordinary class.

But I got ninety-eight in math.

The performance of English is quite beautiful, one hundred and twenty-nine, the fifth in the grade, it is a pity that I did not become the champion of English in a single subject. If only that reading question was correct.

But I got ninety-eight in math.

Physics, normal level ninety-eight. Chemistry, the normal level is ninety-five - but it's one point lower than the average score in the class, and it's a shame that I'm still the chemistry class representative. Biology, ninety-five, the champion of a single family, there is nothing to say.

But I got ninety-eight in math.

It's unimaginable, it's really hard to imagine. Because, when I first got the answers right, I got all the multiple-choice questions right, and I only got one fill-in-the-blank question wrong, five points. I don't have the habit of writing answers to big questions on the paper, and I just wrote the conic curve, which is also correct. In the most pessimistic prediction, I thought I would be able to score 130 points.

Mathematics scores that are lower than Chinese appear in science classes. It's a big joke. What's more, it's the second semester of the second year of high school. The end of the semester is the last class adjustment. It is common sense that there is no longer a turnover of people in the third year of high school......

Bo Ye and Xiaoming are both carefully sorting out their error correction books. Don't think about it, there must be this item in the homework for the two-and-a-half-day holiday starting tomorrow afternoon, and I finished it yesterday. There is a math holiday homework in Bo Ye's desk, and I must have tried to get a copy in the past, but today I have no interest. The sunlight outside the window slanted more and more, and then disappeared completely, and by the time I came back to my senses, it was already 9:50, and it was time to end school.

I don't know when it started to rain, but it's small, so small that I just feel it. After standing next to the car for a while, I sighed, unlocked the car, and sat down in the seat.

Soon it was home and there was no time. Fortunately, the two of them went to a wedding banquet today, and it is estimated that they will not be able to return until quite late, and they may even live outside. My parents weren't the kind of people who would beat me up because of my grades, but even so, if I didn't do well in the exams and saw them again, I would still feel very uncomfortable and feel like I was suffocated.

I didn't even take off my clothes, and I wasn't in the mood to wash up at all. Throwing myself into the sleeping nest, the first thing I did was actually pull out my phone. It's not a short time to write a fandom.,Have you even developed a habit of this action?Silently looking at the open web page,I thought。

A deep sense of guilt welled up in my mind. That's right, the way I did in the math exam is definitely inseparable from my staying up late every night. The brain still vividly remembers the feeling of sleepiness before the math exam, and the ensuing impatience with the questions, the anxiety of wanting to finish the paper as soon as possible and then sleep for a while. In fact, I did.

If you haven't slept, you can check it again......

The nails were hard embedded in the flesh, but there was no pain at all. Suddenly, the hands of the clock were already pointing to twelve, and the familiar sound of the clock came from the window again. Lying in bed and not wanting to sleep at all, not only because of a bad mood, but also because the biological clock has been completely adjusted to not sleep at this time. Terrible.

Twelve bells, not much at once, no less. At the same time, a distinctly different sound appeared next to the ear - a chime from the headphones.

Immediately pick up the phone and open the reply twice. A completely thoughtless move.

"What's wrong today? Don't you plan to update?"

That's right. There are also people who are looking forward to the story. Even if it really doesn't update, you have to give an explanation.

"Hmm. There are some things that the updates of the last few days may be slowing down. ”

"Hmm, what's going on...... You can't be the eldest aunt, are you?"

Almost a mouthful of old blood sprayed on the screen. I just wanted to squirt back excitedly, and I put my thumb on the screen, but suddenly I lost my strength. In the midst of the hesitation, another guy with a certain chance of appearing replied:

"Hmm? It turns out that the author is also a woman? Do you two plan to lily?"

Not again. I've said it all, you must have been deceived. How could that guy be a woman. And the day before yesterday, I actually brushed "together", and I can't get up like this.

"Is there anything wrong with the li~~~~~~ly?

I guessed that I would follow along with the coaxing. Crazy guy. If the two of us are really together, it won't be Lily or Jiji, not to mention that we have to go to the Netherlands, and it will be a trouble to get a passport......

This was the case with the train of thought. Sensing that his mood was beginning to relax, a deep sense of guilt came back to him, and it was worse than the last time: You had become two hundred and ninety-eight because of these things, and now, why did you come back here to find relief? Is this different from taking drugs?

"I'm sorry. It's really not in great shape today. I'll make up for the missing progress if I can. Go to bed first, don't go back. ”

This sentence...... Will it be a parting word? Should I continue to persevere and finish my story? Or ...... What about a break?

Confused doubts echoed in my mind. Indeed, there are not many readers, and they have begun to affect their own learning life. It's completely contrary to the purpose of writing about the relaxation of the same people.。 Does it still make sense to persist in such a story?

Nope. Completely pointless. So, give up, King Wang. Even if I'm sorry for the few readers left, but give up. It's the best option. Otherwise, your studies will go into more serious problems. Moreover, there are not many readers, doesn't it mean that your story ......is not good?

"Are you going to give up?"

This time it wasn't a reply, but a private message that only two people could see, and it was not public. A little surprised, I was silent for a moment, and then moved my fingers:

"Why, can you see it?"

"Maybe it's because of experience? Surely there are some difficult difficulties, right?"

Look. With a single line of text, this pitiful piece of information can be inferred so far. How do you make me believe that you are only seventeen years old, and that life experience is not something that can be gained through hard study, but must be accumulated over the years and polished by time, I still understand this truth......

“…… Well, yes. It's hard to get through the difficulties. It's painful. So, I really want to give up. ”

"Yes, indeed. There are so few people to support it, and it is difficult to get people not to give up......"

"yes. That's what you think, too. ”

I originally thought that after this sentence was spoken, I should not receive a reply for a long time, because I did not follow the other party's words, and the topic was interrupted. But unexpectedly, the other party directly ignored my words, and the reply came quickly:

"But, you should know. As one of the few supporters of yours, I would still like to see the story continue and see the characters in the story continue to be active. It would be sad and regrettable to interrupt here like this. ”

“…… I'm sorry. ”

"No, I don't. Because—"

Suddenly I felt my nose sore. Something came out of my eyes, and it tasted a little salty.

"Surely the pressure you are under for renewal is greater than our sadness and regret?"

"Forcing a good author for a story, I would never do this kind of thing. ”

"So, you don't have to apologize. ”

Odd. What's going on. Pretty correct conclusion, isn't it? If this were the case for the author of the book I'm reading as a reader, I'd say something similar, wouldn't I?

Why, however, did he weep so ugly when he became the bearer of these words?

"However, if you have any troubles, you can discuss it with me or other book friends. In order to be able to see a good story, we will definitely do our best to help. ”

“…… Well. Thank you very much. I don't think there will be a problem. I'll keep going. ”

There was nothing wrong with that. If there is a problem, it is all my own problem. Doesn't it mean that sleep time doesn't have the same effect as you think, otherwise every subject would have taken a nosedive. The results go back upstream, and at the same time ensure that the same people are updated. It can be done.

That's right, King Wang?

"Hmm. Let's go for it. We'll be on your way too. ”

Of course, come on. By the way, add some salt, sauce, vinegar tea?

"And also, the author, the author, the author, come to the lily, come to the lily, come to the lily~~~~~~~"

", let's not mention the gender issues of you and me, I'm a good law-abiding citizen!"

"But, author, the "Marriage Law" does not clearly stipulate that lilies are not allowed, there is no law in Chinese law that prohibits or agrees~~~~~~ but legally speaking, it is legal if the law does not prohibit it~~~~~~~~ but the people in the Civil Affairs Bureau will not issue marriage certificates~~~~~~ so come to Lily, come to Lily~~~~~~~~"

"Just because you don't mention gender doesn't mean you can ignore it, okay?"

I feel much more relaxed. It feels so good. Although the pressure is still ...... However, if there is no pressure, there is no motivation.

Taking off my glasses and turning off my phone, I felt the softness in my back and thought.

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