Chapter 34: The Lost Time

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Ye Xiaoyou sat up with messy hair, then took the mobile phone on the bedside table, and rubbed his sleepy eyes.

An unread text message.

"Happy birthday, Xiaoyu. ”

Ye Xiaoyou's head was stunned, and his eyes kept becoming. Looking at the contacts displayed by the unread text messages, the heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

Kim Jun-ah, the time is exactly 23 o'clock.

Ye Xiaoyou looked at the dazzling sunlight outside the window a little helplessly, it was already 8 o'clock in the morning.

Without waiting for her reply, what would Kim Jun-ah think?

After waiting for a summer vacation, he finally waited for him to take the initiative to contact him. However, just missed it?

"Thank you. Sorry, I fell asleep last night and only now see the text message. Ye Xiaoyou was completely sleepy, and with trembling hands, he typed out a line of words, and then pressed the send button.

His eyes were fixed on his phone, waiting for his reply.

However, half an hour passed, and there was still no reply from him.

Ye Xiaoyou lay back on the bed in some frustration, looked at the ceiling, and gently covered his heart with one hand.

This place, softly shouting the name.

It turns out that I already care so much about him.

That day, Ye Xiaoyou still didn't wait for Jin Junya's reply after all.

This time, she thought, he really had his heart set on her.

When the summer vacation finally passed, Ye Xiaoyou's heart finally found the answer.

It's just that this answer doesn't seem to matter anymore.

Because Kim Jun-ah never appeared in his life again, it was like he had a dream, and that person was just a person he imagined.

A week after the start of school, Ye Xiaoyou did not wait for Jin Junya, but waited for Lu Fan.

At that time, she was at work at the "beginning", and she finally got idle, but she saw Lu Fan holding a girl's hand, coming in from outside the door, and suddenly standing in front of them.

She had seen that girl, it was Lin Lin, a temperamental girl who performed on stage with him on the anniversary.

"Let me introduce you, this is my girlfriend, Lin Lin. Lu Fan smiled and introduced Lu Yan Xiaonuo who was present, as well as her and An Shengwei. That warm smile was as good as ever.

Lu Yan's expression was the most surprised. His eyes went back and forth between Lu Fan and Ye Xiaoyou, but he couldn't see any clues.

Ye Xiaoyou didn't have any sadness on his face, and what Lu Fan said didn't seem like he was joking.

"Congratulations, senior. Ye Xiaoyou was not sad, but suddenly remembered He Duo. I can't help but feel a little worried. But she forgot that she used to like Lu Fan so much, but now she is relieved to hear that he has a girlfriend.

"Hmm. Lu Fan chuckled, and the sincere blessing in Ye Xiaoyou's eyes made his heart tighten slightly. On his face, he was still just smiling.

"Xiaoyou, you can forget about the confession of that day. I'm sorry for causing you trouble, but I like you very much, and I like you like you like a sister, so I hope you can be happy. When there were only the two of them that day, Lu Fan smiled and explained to her the confession of that night. Lu Fan's smile was full of apologies, the streamer in his eyes dispersed, but Ye Xiaoyou only saw his sincere blessings.

"Senior, you want to be happy. Ye Xiaoyou forgot He Duo for the time being, and just hoped that the familiar big boy in front of him could be happy. He is so good and deserves better happiness.

Therefore, she is very glad that the girl he likes is Lin Lin, who is a thousand times better than herself, not her useless self.

"I'll be happy. So Xiaoyou, should you also be brave enough to pursue your own happiness? Happiness sometimes has to be brave to be able to grasp it, Xiaoyou, I hope you can be happy. ”

Ye Xiaoyou did not ignore the emotions that flashed in Lu Fan's eyes. It's just that before he understands the hidden emotion, he has already turned away. Only leave yourself with an inscrutable back.

Brave for your own happiness?

Lu Fan's words came to mind from time to time. Ye Xiaoyou often thinks of Jin Junya's face, and thinks about him more and more times, so much that she can't concentrate on class and work.

Happy birthday that day, she missed it, and she was annoyed all day. So if she misses Kim Jun-ah forever, she knows that she will definitely regret it.

So that day, after struggling for a whole week, Ye Xiaoyou finally made up his mind and prepared to be brave.

It was a rare time for her roommate to put on light makeup for her and then went out.

According to the class schedule that I asked He Duo before, I came to the teaching building where they were in class and waited for him.

Ten minutes before class, she texted him on her phone. Tell him she'll be waiting for him under the bulletin board downstairs in the school building.

The crowd passed in front of her after class, and Ye Xiaoyou nervously tugged at her schoolbag. His eyes searched for familiar figures.

I didn't dare to blink my eyes, for fear of missing him.

In the crowd, that familiar smiling face finally came into view.

In the air, the two looked at each other, but Ye Xiaoyou suddenly lowered his head a little embarrassed, thinking of the purpose of his trip, Ye Xiaoyou only felt that his heart was like a drum.

Taking a deep breath, Ye Xiaoyou hinted over and over again that he should be brave. Then he finally got ready and looked up in his direction.

He calmly turned his gaze back, and then walked leisurely past her as if he didn't know her.

The air, which seemed to turn into sharp needles, poured into her heart. His indifferent side face gradually became a little blurred.

Ye Xiaoyou hurriedly turned around and turned his back to him. In the glass of the bulletin board, he was embarrassed by biting his lip and holding back tears.

Only when you lose do you know how to cherish. However, she never had it in the first place, so where did she lose it?

Ye Xiaoyou couldn't hold back her tears, but the sadness in her heart swelled infinitely, she couldn't control it anymore, and her tears rained down.

Tears were broken in the wind, silently.

The infinite sadness, annoyance, and embarrassment that surged into my heart made Ye Xiaoyou, who had never cried very little, cry very sadly at the bulletin board.

It's just that the cry that she forcibly held in her mouth finally overflowed uncontrollably. Then the grief poured out irrepressibly.

After all, I still miss you.

In a trance, he returned to the dormitory, took off the makeup he had already spent, changed into the new clothes he wore to meet him, and then went to work as if nothing had happened.

It's just that the heart is empty, and she can't fill it.

The bottom of the crying red eyes was overflowing with sour and astringent emotions.

She, on the other hand, had to pretend that nothing had happened.

The time that was missed, can no longer be turned back.

She missed him and couldn't make up for it.

Ye Xiaoyou never thought that her angry words would really push him away. And when he was not around, he realized that in her heart, his position was so important.

It's just that no matter how important it is, it was he who pushed him away after all.

If crying is useful, then there won't be so many regretful things in the world.

Kim Jun-ah, you are the time I missed.