Huang Fei's heart was shocked, he never thought that Murong Xianglong would have such a side, in his heart, it turned out that there would be such rich feelings, it seems that a person's appearance and heart are often inconsistent, and it is unreasonable to judge a person with subjective assumptions.

No matter how bad a person is, no matter how evil he is, in his heart, there will also be a good side.

Like Murong Xianglong, in the eyes of others, he should be unscrupulous to achieve his goals, but now Huang Fei finds that in his heart, there is also a soft side.

In contrast, what Murong Xiaonuan did was more excessive, she was able to kill her brother with her hands, this ruthlessness is really ruthless.

"It's not easy for people to live. Murong Xianglong sighed.

Huang Fei nodded wordlessly, indeed, it is not easy for anyone to live in this world, and those who cannot control their fate have to be dominated by fate.

"Why did you ask me if I would retaliate? In your opinion, am I so ruthless? Or are you worried about Murong Xiaonuan?" Murong Xianglong put back his sad emotions and began to chat.

"That's not what I meant. Huang Fei shook his head.

"The matter between you has nothing to do with me, I just want to state one thing, if you want to take revenge, you can go to someone else, I will never go back and kill people. Huang Fei made his position clear.

"Don't worry, I won't do such a thing, and I won't let you kill for me. Murong smiled at Long, he felt that Huang Fei's worries were a bit unnecessary.

"Actually, if you think about the problem so openly, why can't you stay out of it? You don't want to be the head of the family, just jump out of this circle and stop participating, you can talk to your father about it, you have your own ideas, you have your own life you want to live, why do you have to impose the ideas of the previous generation on you? I personally think this is the best for you. Huang Fei thinks that this is the best, there is no fighting, everything is peaceful, and it is the best for everyone.

"In the eyes of others, I was born in a big family, living a life of fine clothes and food, I can have whatever I want, and there will be nothing to worry about in this life, which many people can't dream of. But only I know that the pain behind this glory, the life constrained by too many rules, makes me feel like a robot, from birth to live a life that has been designed, every move has its standards, just like the model in the window, although it looks beautiful, but what kind of pose she wants to pose, but she must follow the requirements of others, she has no freedom.

I don't want to be a model, I want to be free, I feel like I should live my life according to my own ideas, so, since I was a child, I started to become rebellious, I never listened to the arrangements of adults, I only believed in myself, and whatever I did was my own way, so I became a playboy in the eyes of others, a fool who could not achieve anything, and a pervert who could not do anything but pleasure.

I admit that my psychology is a little distorted, because since I was a child, I saw too many things I wanted to see, and at that time I felt that the world is so hypocritical, everyone is becoming deceitful for fame and fortune, and I want to live my own life.

I never do things in other people's opinions, I have my own rules of survival, as long as I live happily, nothing else has anything to do with me.

In fact, I live a very undignified life, except for money, I have nothing, I am looked down upon by others, I have no friends, I have no real feelings, sometimes I feel lost, but I hide it all from others, I have to protect my last self-esteem.

Living so big, I thought I had escaped, but the truth was that I just jumped from one circle to another, and I suddenly realized that I had no choice, and something had been weighing on me since birth, but I didn't know it, and when I knew, I realized that I had carried so much.

I can only carry these things on my back, no matter how hard it is, I have to go on, I can't let go at all, they have grown on my body, they all say that the second young master of the Murong family is the master, in fact, only I know that I am also a servant.

Now I am competing with Murong Xiaonuan for the head of the family, although she is a woman, but in the entire Murong family, her voice is the highest, from childhood to adulthood, her performance is perfect, smart, and capable, and I, just the opposite of her, so this road I have walked very hard, but I still have to go on, no matter what the final result is. ”

In Huang Fei's opinion, Murong Xianglong doesn't look like a young man in his twenties at all, but more like a middle-aged man who has a thorough understanding of life, he has his thoughts, but he never expresses them, like a wounded snail, shrinking himself tightly into his shell.

In fact, he is quite pitiful, maybe he has more than others, but he has lost more.

Huang Fei found that he was beginning to get to know this person again.

"You and Murong Xiaonuan have fought like this, and they have come to this point, don't your family care? I mean your father and Murong Xiaonuan's father. Huang Fei really can't understand, why the children are like this, and the beating at home hasn't come out to stop it?

"Their attitude is very clear, that is, wait and see, as if they are watching a play, let the two of us fight, rely on their own skills to the end, they won't care, all they need is a winner, the person who can provoke the Murong family in the future, nothing else. It's like this happened today, and it was just my mother who called to care, and my father didn't move at all, hmph, this is the so-called sadness of the big family. Murong Xianglong said with a sneer.

Huang Fei was speechless, he hadn't experienced this, he hadn't experienced such a life, he didn't know what to say, maybe Murong Xianglong did the right thing, but he and he were in a different position.

He's right, once you carry some things, you can't put them down, and don't you do the same with yourself?

However, Huang Fei believes that he will definitely come to the end.

"I've told you everything, there are still some things that you will slowly know in the future, what do you think now?" Finally finished talking, Murong Xianglong now wanted to know Huang Fei's thoughts.

"I'm sorry. Huang Fei's sentence of sorry contained too many meanings, and he suddenly felt a little guilty that he was using Murong Xianglong like this now.

But there was no choice but to do it.

"It's good to figure it out. Murong smiled at Long, he thought that Huang Fei was apologizing to himself for his impulsiveness just now.

"I think I should talk to Murong Xiaonuan. Huang Fei said suddenly, he didn't know what she thought, in front of no one to believe it, he had been trying to clear up his relationship with Murong Xiaonuan, but now he had to take the initiative to find her.

Murong Xianglong was stunned for a moment, he looked at Huang Fei with a strange look in his eyes, but he still nodded and said, "I know what you think, go if you want, but I don't have much hope." But I still thank you for being able to think of me. ”

"I'll do my best. Huang Fei nodded.

"We've been talking for so long, your girlfriend must be in a hurry at home, you go back, take a break, and go to the dock tomorrow, remember, do your own thing." Murong Xianglong looked a little tired, he was so seriously injured, and he chatted with Huang Fei for so long, he couldn't hold it anymore.

"Okay, I see, I'll go first. Huang Fei nodded and took his leave.

"Wait. Murong Xianglong called out to Huang Fei.

Huang Fei looked at Murong Xianglong, thinking that he had something to explain.

"Grab the stuff. Murong Xianglong nodded at the bedside table.

"Hahaha. Both of them laughed, and Huang Fei picked up the car keys and bank cards that he had just put on them back and put them in his pocket.

"Do you really trust him that much now?" Fluttershy, who had been sleeping, suddenly opened her eyes and asked.

"Yes, he's passed my test. Murong Xianglong didn't seem surprised, and said lightly.

"But he didn't do anything? and he used to hide so much from you. Fluttershy doesn't seem to believe it.

"Some tests do not necessarily have to be done to be done, a person's heart is the most real, and those who can lie may be able to deceive others, but it is impossible to deceive themselves. Murong Xianglong believed that what Huang Fei said was true.

"Don't you think about it again?" Fluttershy reminds.

"Sometimes it's not a good thing to be too hesitant, I think I'm gambling, anyway, I'm barefoot and not afraid to wear shoes, even if I lose, I won't have anything to lose." Murong Xianglong smiled proudly.

On the way home, Huang Fei thought a lot, today's conversation with Murong Xianglong changed his previous opinion of this person, and Huang Fei was still very happy to be able to gain his trust and let him be honest with himself, and the next road may be much easier.

Back at home, Ding Can really hadn't slept yet, but she wasn't as anxious as Murong Xianglong said, she looked quite relaxed, sitting on the sofa watching TV with an apple in her hand.

"I thought some people must be in a hurry, so I hurried back, and it seems that I was a little self-inflicted. Huang Fei said in a strange voice.

"Come on, who first thought of using me?" Ding Can gave Huang Fei a roll of his eyes.

"Yo he, little girl, she has grown. Huang Fei looked at Ding Can with some surprise.

"Who is the little girl? You can see clearly, I am older than you, called sister. Ding Can stood in front of Huang Fei, looked up at him, and said coawardly.

"Okay, okay, call sister, eldest sister, this is okay. Huang Fei couldn't help but be happy.

"You're a liar? Use me as a prop, but yours is yours. Ding Can pushed Huang Fei.

"Why am I using you as a prop? You're slandering me. Huang Fei exclaimed aggrievedly.