Suicide note (part 2)

…… But this is only the beginning of the nightmare. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

I brought Patrick's body back to Amsterdam and reported the sad news to his family. From that day on, I swore revenge, to R.I.T, to the Chinese, to carry out my own revenge. After that, I quickly entered the EU's cyber operations center under the guise of Lieutenant General Green, and worked desperately every day to develop one battle plan after another, while looking for any clues left by the R.I.T. So much happened in the meantime, so much so that I almost completely forgot about it. The feeling of revenge tore at me like a poisonous snake. But every night I could dream of Patrick, of the witch who had helped me at the time, of the priest. They seem to be sad......

What followed was a top-secret matter. The EU government forbade me to disclose it, but I've had enough of the pain. You may have heard about the event that shocked the world from the news. More than 100,000 people who use brain access technology for entertainment or other work have lost their lives overnight, and 354,000 people have suffered irreparable and permanent damage to their brains that has had an impact on their lives. The United Nations said that the terrorist attack was carried out by R.I.T., which is true, but ......

They were the ones who got the exploits in the brain access program from me and completed the attack. I, on the other hand, should have come back in time to remember what I had given them and make changes to the program. While this will be an extremely heavy workload, it will definitely be able to keep the damage to a minimum. But I was blinded by revenge. I...... I deserve to die! I didn't even seize the opportunity to leave the other party to me for ten years!

I will not crave forgiveness from you and from God, Mr. Pope, for I have decided my return. Attitudes don't make sense in the first place, the important thing is that everyone has to take responsibility for what they do. I've been using this as an excuse to refute the shrine maiden's only legacy left in my heart, and I've fought hard. So now, it's time for me to take responsibility for my actions.

I wish you good health.

Maren Owen