427. Who is to blame?

"He just asked him to leave us, and we blamed him. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" Xiaoyu replied crying on her mother's shoulder.

"What do you say?" Shandan stroked the child's shaking and crying little body, his heart was as broken as dust, what a good child, how could you be willing to leave her? You're still asking us if we blame you? You tell me? I don't just blame you, I even hate you! You can not take care of yourself and me, you should at least take care of yourself for your children! Without the protection of Papa's Mountain, you will make her insecure for the rest of her life. Other people's children are all parents, grandparents, grandparents, grandparents and grandparents for generations, and my Xiaoyu only has parents and parents, and now you have abandoned her ruthlessly, leaving me alone to love our children, do you say I blame you?

"I said I don't blame you, but my mom might blame you!" After speaking, Xiaoyu burst into tears.

The child can't bear to blame his father, but what kind of miss does such a young child have to bear? Shandan's heart shrank into a ball of pain, and she couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Maotou, Mom doesn't blame Dad, it's God who thinks that Dad can't display his talent in this small place, so he wants him to take on greater responsibilities elsewhere, so they invited him away, in fact, he himself is reluctant to leave us. So we don't blame him, you still have your mother, your mother will take good care of Xiaoyu, and your father will bless Xiaoyu in heaven with a safe, healthy, and happy life, okay? Shandan kissed the child's face and restrained his sorrow.

Gu Haiping's short life is brilliant and apologetic, he has failed his talent, he has failed Shandan's love, he has failed his parents' nurturing grace, he has failed the growth of his children, and he has failed the responsibility of society......

And where is all this that can be fought against by individual forces?

If he can choose, even if it is difficult, Shandan is sure that Gu Haiping will never be willing to leave her and Xiaoyu, his sense of responsibility does not allow him to leave his parents, lovers and children, nor does he allow him to learn and abandon the world uselessly!

If the soul did not die, he could still see them, and he would suffer no less than them, so how could she bear to blame him?

Holding the child, gently stroking the child's back, and coaxing the child to sleep, Shandan sat alone with his eyes open until dawn.

In the days to come, she must be strong and tenacious, in order to give the child a clear sky, she must make very hard work, from a person who does not ask about the world, and does not even know what the bank card is, to go into the red dust, to be familiar with all the steps needed in life, how difficult is it? Only she knows.

The next day, the van of the Shandan unit stopped downstairs, Shandan took his mother's hand, Tie Dan'er got into the car with Xiaoyu in his arms, and went to the guest house to pick up Mr. Gu and Boss Gu, and the group left this sad place and returned to the Mongolian Plateau.

When I arrived at the train station, Sister Huang, who had already had a railway, helped arrange a VIP room to rest, and the tickets were also bought, Shandan took the money to a friend, but Mr. Gu ignored it and did not react, and Shandan Mama's expression was a little angry.

The same place, the same friends, the same journey, except for Gu Haiping. Many times when they return to their hometown, a family of three is waiting for the bus here, and the patient will race against time to take advantage of the little time in front of Gu Haiping's car to come here to see a doctor. Last time, Gu Haiping went to Beijing to study for a doctorate, and Shandan's parents returned to their hometown, and they were also this waiting room and this friend.

Shandan restrained the nerves and emotions that were about to collapse, so many people, especially Xiaoyu, were by her side, she couldn't put pressure on everyone.

The child sat quietly waiting for the bus, no longer running around excitedly as before. Shandan sat down next to Xiaoyu, holding the child's hand, and his friend brought Xiaoyu a lot of snacks to make Xiaoyu happy.

Touching the scene, Shandan was worried that Xiaoyu would remember the situation where his father was there, and he also diverted the child's attention.

finally managed to get on the train, and Xiaoyu kept climbing onto the train as if she was relieved, and she didn't even say goodbye to Aunt Huang.

Everyone was in a heavy mood, and there was no much greeting, the group got in the car and sat down, and Xiaoyu sat down and began to cry.

Shandan held the child and accompanied her silently. The child must be thinking about the journey with his father every time he goes out, and he will never be accompanied by his father again in the days to come.

In two months, the mother and daughter fell from heaven to hell in an instant, and in hell, Shandan thought strongly: she must grit her teeth and insist at any time: even if the sky falls, she has to hold up a clear sky for her child, so that she can grow up carefree and healthy.

"There's a mom here!" Shandan whispered softly in Xiaoyu's ear, like her own mother repeatedly saying to her, "There is a mother!" She will become the day of the child's life growth.

"But I miss Daddy." Xiaoyu cried.

"Well, Mom knows, in fact, Dad is with us, he must be by our side, but we can't see him, he has become an invisible person, but he can see us, you are happy, Dad will be happy when he sees it. If you're asleep, you might be able to see Daddy. Shandan comforted the child.

Xiaoyu closed her eyes obediently, just like when she was a child, Shandan said: "Xiaoyu is good, close your eyes and sleep." In less than a minute, Xiaoyu was able to fall asleep.

Shandan looked at the child's eyelashes and rolling eyeballs that he tried to fall asleep but kept blinking, and Shandan's heart was so painful that he spasmed, how would he live in the future?! Her Xiaoyu has only been loved by her since then.

After everyone got into the car, they also found their own beds and lay down, everyone was in the whirlpool of exhaustion and sadness, but everyone tried their best to stay calm.

Xiaoyu slowly fell asleep in her mother's arms, with tears hanging on her long eyelashes, Shandan didn't dare to move, worried about waking up Xiaoyu in her arms, she should give the child a good night's sleep, so many days, Shandan was immersed in his own sorrow, and ignored the child's feelings, looking at the child who has been sunny and lively, and was also immersed in pain, Shandan blamed himself a little: no matter how he said that he was an adult, how could he not think of the pain and pressure that the child was undergoing?

Shandan gently stroked the child's smooth forehead and pink little face, and couldn't help but kiss the child's curly, fluffy hair. This child is also the thought they fell in love with each other, Gu Haiping left her thoughts, in the days to come, the mother and daughter will depend on each other, face the wind and rain in life together, and no one will shelter them from the wind and rain anymore.

Shandan's mother lay on her bed and cried silently, she has worked hard all her life, done good deeds, and only hopes that her children can be happy, healthy and safe for a lifetime, her originally worried character has been trembling to face life, for fear of any disaster, knowing that Gu Haiping had an accident until now, her limbs are numb and weak, she even thought more than once: If she can review Haiping for herself, let her daughter's family of three reunite, and live with Meimei, she is willing. But God won't agree! So many useless and vicious people are living well, but such a good child is gone? How could she not feel distressed? Leaving a daughter and such a young child, how can you live in this unfamiliar place? Originally, she wanted to bring her mother back to the Mongolian Plateau, and she couldn't miss them if she had a bite to eat. However, the daughter was no longer the daughter of her childhood, she had her thoughts, her knowledge and her life, and she knew that she was no longer able to shelter them, and she could not think of how to help the poor mother and daughter except to cry sadly. (To be continued.) )