Shao Yulang turned his face around, and in the smoke, I saw a trace of imperceptible sadness in his eyes. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

"The more you care, the more I want to mention him, and I think if one day you don't care so much, I can go abroad with peace of mind. ”

"Go abroad with confidence. I said these four words word by word, and my chest felt like something had been hit, "Do you think I will go to Qi Ji after you go abroad?"

Shao Yulang didn't answer, just looked at me.

My nose suddenly swelled: "Didn't you say that you don't think I'm a vixen? Actually, you are also ...... in your heart."

I couldn't say any more, Shao Yulang in front of me was blurry, and I turned my head and tried to swallow back my tears.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, but I apologize if you think you mean that. Shao Yulang stretched out his hand and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, I turned my head and silently rejected Shao Yulang.

I'm obviously not that kind of person, why does everyone think that I'm a watery poplar and think differently! Others look at me like this, I can bear it, I can solve it by myself, and I don't care about it. But I can't stand it when even the people I love think so......

Qi Ji looked at me like that, I was sad enough, I was ashamed of Qi Ji, I was powerless to refute, but I always thought that Shao Yulang was clear, he also said so, I was actually quite moved in my heart, who knows, it turned out that this was just self-deception, in Shao Yulang's heart, I was just a vixen with a pure appearance! I found that I suddenly didn't want to cry, I wanted to laugh, I overestimated myself, I am indeed a vixen! I left Qi Ji, I chose Shao Yulang, I am a vixen who climbs over the wall as soon as I am seduced! Hou Changfeng because I didn't even pass the college entrance examination, Qi Ji was trampled on because of my self-esteem and was worthless, what about Shao Yulang, he and Hou Changfeng can only be brothers at most in this life, I am a disaster, a harmful spirit!

"Bless, bless, don't be silent. Shao Yulang pushed me, "I said the wrong thing, I apologize, if you are still angry, hit me." ”

Shao Yulang reached out to grab my wrist, I dodged it at once, curled up in my seat, and said weakly: "You send me back to the bedroom, I don't want to go anywhere now." ”

Shao Yulang hesitated for a moment and started the car silently.

Back in my dorm, I lay down on the bed, curled up, facing the wall.

Shao Yulang didn't leave, he turned on the fan, sat on the edge of the bed, and touched my forehead with his big hand.

"Let's go. "I want to be alone right now and lick my wounds.

"I'm not leaving. ”

The bed creaked a few times, and my back was pressed against a broad chest. I was startled and wanted to turn my head, but Shao Yulang's face was behind me, he kissed me on the cheek, and wrapped his right arm around my abdomen.

"What are you doing!" I shouted!

"With you. Shao Yulang's voice was loud.

"I don't want you to accompany me!" I moved to pick at his arm.

Shao Yulang tightened his arms, his chin simply rested on my shoulder socket, and his hot breath caressed my face: "You are too quiet and frightening, you scare me." ”

"Who are you, Shao Yulang, who can scare you with such a trivial matter?" I scoffed.

"It's a small matter on you, but it's a big thing on me. Shao Yulang ignored my sarcasm and said softly, "Didn't I say it, don't put anything in your heart, I spend less time with you every day, and you can't bear to just put a cold face on me like this?"

When I heard the phrase "one day less than one day", I was moved, my nose was sore, and tears were silently dripping onto the mat.

Shao Yulang slowly turned me over and faced him, he leaned out his neck and kissed my wet eyelids, and wiped away my tears: "Don't be angry with me, okay?"

"I'm not angry, I'm a little desperate. I smiled wryly, "Why can't I just have a bland relationship?"

Shao Yulang paused hesitantly, a trace of forbearance, a trace of entanglement, and a trace of indescribable emotions flashed on his face, but in the end, he still spoke slowly and tenderly: "Then I will never mention Qi Ji again in the future, we will talk about a plain love in the future, just you and me." ”

Seeing Shao Yulang like this, I really can't bear to get up, I have been teasing me in various ways, Shao Yulang, who takes pleasure in bullying me, actually doesn't plan to toss me, am I really wrong to blame him?

I looked at Shao Yulang seriously: "I don't want to lie to you, I do care about Qi Ji, I have been entangled with his relationship for so many years, it is impossible to say that I will let it go, but I am working hard, and I will refrain from thinking about him when I can't see him, when I am with you, I am thinking about you, I have no regret breaking up with him, I just feel too ashamed of him, so, I, I really can't face him." In the future, I will walk around him on campus, you don't have to worry about what Qi Ji will do to me, he can't wait for me to disappear forever, it's really impossible for me and him, it's impossible......"

I began to feel a dull pain in my chest again, and my voice became quieter and quieter as I spoke.

"Why didn't you fall in love with me in the first place?" Shao Yulang took me into his arms, suppressed his voice, and slowly stroked my head with his palm.

Then, as if to himself, he said to me, "It's okay, it's not too late to fall in love with me." ”

Shao Yulang gently held up my face and said softly and emotionally: "You must fall in love with me, completely in love with me, because ...... I'm already in love with you, I've never been in love with anyone, anyone, except you, understand?"

Shao Yulang was gentle and domineering, he touched my lips and said on my lips: "You are my first love." ”

I was so sad and sad that I suddenly had my head stagnant for a few seconds, and my first love ...... , I am Shao Yulang's first love......

I looked at Shao Yulang, how could I think that he would be so tender like water, so affectionate, so handsome, he was like a magnet firmly attracting my attention, and like a refreshing lemon-flavored cheesecake, exuding a rich, fresh, sun-like taste.

I love Shao Yulang like this, I told myself.

After a morning of emotional stability, I took the initiative to ask to go to Shao Yulang's company in the afternoon, and he was a little surprised but also very happy: "Figured it out?"

I nodded a little embarrassedly: "I haven't paid for the next semester yet." ”

Shao Yulang looked at me deeply and said, "I wanted to ask you before, do you still have a younger brother or elder brother at home?"

"No, why do you think that?"

"Then why are you making yourself so busy and tired? Your family is really ......" Shao Yulang thought about the wording, "Can't you provide for your tuition?"

I lowered my head, knowing that a young master like Shao Yulang couldn't understand it: "In the past, there were occasional times when I couldn't pay it, but my uncle in Shanghai would help to temporarily pad it, and now the conditions in the countryside are not as bad as before, and my parents can still pay for the tuition." ”

"Then why do you have to work so hard, other girls of your age are not like that. ”

"That's a girl from Shanghai, and a lot of us are work-studyers. ”

"That's also to earn more pocket money, no one wants to run around so much to raise tuition. ”

I thought about it for a while and said, "I remember last semester when I told my mother that I had earned enough tuition and living expenses, she was very happy and praised me for being sensible and filial, and then I used the extra money to buy gifts for my grandmother, and my grandmother smiled from ear to ear, maybe my family gave me motivation, I think I can make them happy, really happy." I thought that if I graduated in the future, I would be able to settle down in Shanghai, have a job I liked, and have my own house, and I would be able to pick them all up, and the family would be happy to be reunited. However...... "I stuck out my tongue," I stuck out my tongue, "the last time I passed by a real estate agency near the school, the housing prices in Shanghai were so scary that I probably had to work hard for ten years without eating or drinking to make a down payment, and I could only buy a house in the suburbs." ”

"Are you afraid that you won't have your own house if you have me?" Shao Yulang looked at me silently, "In the future, I will pick up your parents and grandmother, we live in the same building, they live downstairs, we live upstairs, you can go to the door every day." ”

I was so surprised that I opened my mouth but didn't say anything.

Shao Yulang scratched my nose: "What kind of expression do you have?

“…… I, I really didn't think about it. I averted Shao Yulang's eyes.

"Why?" Shao Yulang was unhappy, "Haven't you ever wanted to get along with me forever?"

“…… Let it be......" I couldn't think of a more appropriate word than these "four words" after pondering for a long time.

Shao Yulang was silent for a moment, and then he said in a particularly firm voice: "What kind of life, let it be, I don't believe it, I only believe that I have to fight for what I want, and if I don't fight for it, it will never belong to you." Just like you, you're what I earned!"