Pingfu also used to think that loneliness was more valuable than loneliness. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

Because the deeper the loneliness, the more important it is to understand that what is more important than value is feeling.

When a woman's feeling is only a kind of nothingness, any value becomes meaningless and mysterious.

Nothingness is a void that is felt clearly but cannot be touched, a silence derived from the void, as cold as the air of a winter night. Silence is called speech, and coldness is called temperature.

Nothingness, the ultimate of this contradiction, is the last feeling of loneliness.

Ping Yu originally thought that he would not be defeated by loneliness.

However, after a person's dream boom and bust interpretation, he knows that loneliness is a drug addiction that can never be buried.

Ping Shu knows that she is a woman with a complicated experience, and many people say that it is difficult to understand her.

So, she was silent but smiling.

She is a woman who smiles a lot, but she is not always happy, and many times she feels sadder. Before the tears could well-up, the smile had already climbed into the corners of his eyes and eyebrows.

Ping Yu said to Fang Sheng: "I am angry with the people I like, but the people I don't like smile at them." ”

Looking back now, Ping Shu feels like a stupid woman who is blindfolded and constantly chasing that black happiness, mentally retarded. Silly. Dullness. But warm. Sweet. Happiness.

Reality tells Ping Wei: she is a destined wandering woman, drifting from one prosperity or desolation to another.

There is a song that says: Live in one place for the rest of your life, sleep next to one person for the rest of your life. But it is impossible to be level.

"I believe there's a place for everyone," she thought. It was meant to be. Therefore, every minute and every second, someone will start to drift with infinite longing, and they will stop drifting with satisfaction. ”

Just like Fang Sheng now, he must also have a mysterious place to stop himself...... Huge secrets and ghosts are hidden.

Ping Fu couldn't help but think back to his life: the memories before the age of thirteen were empty, and then, studying, going to school, training, working, almost no different from his peers, belonging to the generation that "caught up with the good times".

However, it was not Wushulu's contemporaries who "died" early under her men.

It was during the graduation internship of the police academy, and Ping Wei was assigned to the pre-trial department of a sub-bureau for training.

On the third day of her internship, she was assigned to independently handle a case of negligent injury and death of a 22-year-old boy nicknamed the "Three Tigers".

With a provocative look, the head of the male pre-trial section asked Pingyu, "Can you?"

Ping Yu should not give up a mouthful, although the handling of a case by one person is not too in accordance with the rules in terms of legal procedures and norms. However, there are many cases and few police officers, which is also the helplessness of the grassroots work of the police. Therefore, it is often one person who hosts it, and the name of the other person is added to the file, and when the case is finally reported and the procedure is followed, the police officer will be added to look at the file.

So, basically, whoever hosts it has the final say.

Ping Fu has been a brave, independent and strong girl since she was a child, and now that she is a female policeman, of course, she must appear capable and strong everywhere, even if it is just a stubbornness and stubbornness!

Anyway, Ping Yu didn't know what evasion and withdrawal were! So she was very serious, meticulous, diligent, and clever.

As a result, three days later, Ping Yu meticulously discovered that the case reported by the original criminal investigation team was obviously unfair.

Because there is evidence such as the confessions and physical evidence of the "Three Tigers", as well as the witness testimony of six eyewitnesses, it can be proved that the "Three Tigers" deliberately purchased a dagger before the crime was committed, and then often carried the dagger with them, and they were always looking for opportunities to provoke the deceased...... The intentional element is there.

That night, when the opportunity finally came, the "Three Tigers" fought with the deceased at the dinner party, but because the other party was tall and strong, the "Three Tigers" were not their opponents, not only did they not avenge the old hatred, but added new hatred.

The "Three Tigers" were anxious, determined to make a big plan if they couldn't bear it, and agreed to calm the situation.

But that night, on the way home of the deceased in the middle of the night, the "Three Tigers" suddenly appeared and stabbed them deeply and ferociously from behind.

In this way, the life of the deceased was completely ended.

Although the deceased was a bully, the "Three Tigers" did not have the power to deprive others of their lives.

Ping Wei applied for the arrest of the "Three Tigers" on the charge of intentional homicide, this young man who was only three years older than her, and looked particularly handsome and shy, if they met on the street, no one would believe that this stunned little boy was actually a suspect in intentional homicide.

Pingfu found it difficult for him to resent the young man who was already very remorseful for his actions during the interrogation.

Ping Fu really felt sorry for him.

However, Ping Shu is a police flower with a full sense of justice who stresses principles, fairness and balance, so the "Three Tigers" were finally prosecuted.

At that time, Ping Fu knew: It turns out that there is such an alternative life in the world!

A month later, Ping Yu went to observe the trial of the "Three Tigers" case.

At that time, the "Three Tigers" had transformed into another person, and their sturdy and handsome bodies and appearances had shrunk vertically and horizontally, and they had mutated so much that they were almost unrecognizable.

But what surprised Ping Fu the most was that after she officially joined the public security work, she went to the detention center for the first time to observe and interview the sentencing meeting and execution site of "verifying her identity" and watching the "shooting of death row prisoners at the execution site", and when she happened to meet this "three tigers" who were executed.

I remember that early that morning, in the courtyard of the detention center, when the "Three Tigers" walked slowly over in handcuffs and shackles, Ping Fu noticed that he only had a pair of eyes left, as if he was still the naïve "Three Tigers" from before.

It is not that he does not feel a tremor and fear from the bottom of his heart, as well as regret and regret, and even an indescribable sadness and sorrow.

Because maybe Ping Yu is not so principled, not so serious, not so diligent, not so meticulous, maybe this "Three Tigers" can still be sentenced to a few years in prison as a crime of negligent injury, at least one of his lives can be saved?

Now, all this in her memory makes Ping Fu wonder if she would go back in time, time flies, and give each other another chance, will she still be so iron-faced and selfless? Such no favoritism? Such ruthlessness? No matter what, the mother of the "Three Tigers" once knelt down to Ping Fu and begged Ping Fu's subordinates to show mercy......

At that time, when the sight of the "Three Tigers" swept over Ping Fu, Ping Fu was very comforted because he didn't recognize her......

However, immediately, he turned his head back, and after staring at him for a while, a slit opened at the corner of his mouth, and some wrinkles appeared at the corners of his eyes, which disappeared suddenly after a while......

Ping Yu was not shocked, but she was still very calm on the surface.

"Why?

Then, Ping Fu thought, "Do you still want to take revenge on me? Do you still want to remember me firmly in this life and come back to repay your life debt in the next life?"

Later, Ping Wei felt that she was still like a policewoman, just a timid and incompetent little girl.

What is there to be afraid of, he is just a death row prisoner who has handled it himself.

Before he was executed, he recognized the judicial officer who had placed him in charge of the case first.

Maybe he was obviously able to face the reality calmly, and didn't hold a grudge against her, otherwise he wouldn't have smiled dryly at her.

Pingfu, who didn't want to watch the execution scene, because of the existence of the "Three Tigers", the right should be a send-off, or the right should be a kind of procedural beginning and end, so she followed and observed the whole process.

When the brains of the "Three Tigers" burst in the wilderness in the suburbs, Ping Fu felt that he had only seen a small handful of "grass on the plain" beside him, because it was autumn, and it had begun to turn yellow, and it seemed to be very shrunken and decayed......

Ping Fu thought: It's a blessing. As soon as I worked, I encountered such a complete judicial procedure murder case. This is a complete judicial practice process that deserves to be written about, including the process of investigation and evidence collection, the process of spiritual bearing, and the entire execution process, as well as the emotion and enlightenment witnessed in it.

Ping Fu created an essay-style news report overnight and handed it over to the newspaper in the early morning, but he didn't expect it to be published on the front page of the "Tonghai Evening News" early the next morning.

The clear philosophical structure, rigorous legal provisions, and timeless sentimentality vividly show the causes and roots of the life gap between a new policewoman and her contemporaries, and warn others: learn more about the law as soon as possible! Otherwise, life will play a joke on you. The last word of caution is: Remember, oh, that to cherish the lives of others is to cherish your own lives!

Suddenly, Pingfu, who had just graduated, became a female talent in the Municipal Public Security Bureau.

She has a keen mind, sharp writing, and rich emotions, and always picks up some sensitive issues in society and blind spots in the police industry, as well as the investigation of major and important cases that attract attention. Then he writes a long documentary report or investigative report to feed readers, which is quite popular.

For a time, Ping Yu was known as a celebrity in the police world.

But in the end, she is still a fledgling girl, in a huge orthodox norm and a mysterious institution that ranks seniors, it is simply the place of everyone.

The police officer of the Criminal Police Brigade is still a talented woman, and she is also a talented woman.