Gradually got used to sleeping alone, from sleeping alone at the beginning to being sticky and intimate after falling in love, accustomed to waking up and being able to feel the gentle breathing sound on the side, once again becoming a person to habit, when lying on the bed sideways and looking at Xiaoxiao around him, Su Qing can find those memories that have passed, very nostalgic, but difficult to capture, just like now will hesitate to reach out whether it will cause Xiaoxiao's resistance, at least in the past this is very natural, couples will feel a natural fit after crossing the most intimate point to stay together, and now even if they hug each other, there is a transparent barrier。 Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"What are you thinking?" Xiaoxiao said, turning her head.

Su Qing got closer, hugged Xiaoxiao with his arms, pillowed his head on Xiaoxiao's shoulder, and said, "I'm thinking about you~"

"Am I not here? still miss me?" Xiaoxiao chuckled, put down the phone and turned sideways slightly, "Qingqing, haven't you noticed that you have really fully integrated into this new identity now, habits, personality, if it was before, you would not be so soft and weak in front of me, just like now"

Su Qing was slightly stunned, raised his head and said, "Is there one?"

"Yes, do you see you hugging me or throwing yourself into your arms now?" Xiaoxiao chuckled.

Su Qing looked at herself, it was indeed more like leaning into Xiaoxiao's arms now, as if she was doing it instinctively, instead of holding Xiaoxiao in her arms like before, if Xiaoxiao hadn't said this, Su Qing wouldn't have any thoughts, but once she said it, she was a little lost and confused.

"Although you may be reluctant to admit it, but in fact, now you are more inclined to the side of protection, and you don't have to feel twisted, physiological differences will affect a person's behavior, not to mention that you have been with men very few times over the years, you are always with girls, and the only boy who has the most contact is pursuing you, not out of ordinary friends, it is also very normal for you to change slowly" Xiaoxiao stroked Su Qing's long hair and smiled: " Especially after liking someone, your subconscious has been actively fitting the reaction that a girl should have, not to mention Qingqing, you are too demanding of yourself, you used to hope that I could be a girl who can measure in your heart, but that is not easy for me, and I don't want to be so reluctant. Now that this person has become yourself, in fact, since Ye Xun visited the place where you made the movie, you have been slowly changing yourself, right?"

Su Qing was silent for a moment, and said: "I didn't change because of Ye Xun, but you're right, I'm really changing myself in the direction of hope, Xiaoxiao, you will think I'm so weak, that's actually just because I'm no longer Su Yang, I don't need to face too many things because I'm a man, and because you know all my secrets, I don't need to hide anything from you..."

"What about being a girl now?" Xiaoxiao said softly.

"Girl...... Actually, I don't care anymore, do you think I still need to worry about this now? I don't know why I am the eldest grandson Siqing, why I want to give up my original life to change my face, but these are not important anymore, at the beginning I was careful everywhere, because I was beautiful, deliberately indifferent to avoid a lot of trouble, but I didn't expect that one day I would have feelings for a boy, when I first realized it, I felt disgusting, and forced myself to say that I like a girl!"

Su Qing pillowed Xiaoxiao's shoulder, her heart was at peace, and she said: "Although I do still like girls, but it's different from before, I've been convincing myself all these years, but seeing the day by day, I have changed from the beginning to the current thorough integration, and the sister who originally started to have a distance is more intimate than the original, and the part that may belong to Su Yang has really disappeared~"

Xiaoxiao was silent, but her eyes were very complicated, and she only listened to Su Qingdao: "But I still like you, Xiaoxiao, I like it more than before, but that's not what I liked as a boy anymore, maybe like you said before you left, I am dependent, only when I am with you, I am down-to-earth!"

"Then, what about Ye Xun?" Xiaoxiao said.

Su Qing was silent for a moment, turned over and lay on his back, and said: "I found that I like him and have an inseparable relationship with you, you have explained, but I still can't understand why you want me to get together with Ye Xun so much? If you are his godsister, it doesn't make sense, you know my situation, except for the fact that I look at fame and fortune relatively lightly, and my appearance is quite eye-catching, the others are not as good as other girls, a boy like Ye Xun is honestly not worthy of me, a woman who may not be a woman!" What can I give him? Except for this body...... But these, do you think Ye Xun's conditions will be lacking?"

"I hope you can live a happy life, even if you can't adapt to it in a short time, but it will always ease after a long time, maybe this is not fair to Ye Xun, but I understand that for you, being with him will not make him feel unworthy, as long as you are sure not to let go...... Ye Xun will be grateful for everything you have done for him, for a person who has lost his mother and father since he was a child, your concern is what he needs the most, and what he keeps in mind the most! Ye Xun is slowly becoming mature, he will do his duty as a man and take care of you in the future, this is what I hope!"

Xiaoxiao pressed Su Qing's forehead and said softly: "Ye Xun also knows my thoughts, and told me not to mention it in front of you!"

"You two... Just arrange me at will~" Su Qing said helplessly.

"Are you angry?" Xiaoxiao said with a smile.

"Don't dare...' Su Qing said with a smile.

"Hmph, that's angry?" Xiaoxiao said.

"No, how dare I be angry with you, I know how much you have endured for me..."Su Qing said softly, "But what are you going to do?"

Xiaoxiao chuckled and said: "I don't need to worry, in my opinion, love and marriage are different, what you like doesn't have to be married, and what you marry doesn't have to be in love...... Well, it probably can't be too long, otherwise it's not good for people to be old... I really can't be cheeky and let you two raise me!"

"That's a good idea, but your parents won't agree to it!" Su Qing said, she really had such an idea, she could not be separated from Xiaoxiao, and she could follow her own heart. It's just that it's ridiculous and unrealistic, even if Su Qing doesn't care about it, it's hard to say whether Xiaoxiao can really accept it, and Ye Xun's thoughts, but it's possible that he won't object, because this kind of thing should be what many men yearn for.

"You really think so, I dare to say, if you have such an idea, the first one to disagree is definitely Ye Xun!" Xiaoxiao said.

Su Qing heard this: "Why? It's not good to buy one get one free?"

"Oh, do you mean to let me put myself on the hook?" Hmph, Qingqing, it seems that you are really looking at him!" Xiaoxiao said with a slight narrowing of her eyes.

"Well, I didn't mean that, I meant that it would be convenient to take care of each other, anyway, it doesn't matter if you say I'm thick-skinned, I just want to be with you!"

"Qingqing, do you really know Ye Xun? I have known him for so many years, it can be said that I have watched him since I was a child, he likes you, he can't tolerate another person, and feelings are a matter of two people!" Xiaoxiao paused and said: "I just want to go to have a meal once in a while, and then I simply don't go to find another job, just go to work in Hengxin!"

Su Qing heard this: "Then when I go back, find a chance to talk to him!"

"Okay, you go and try to talk about it~" Xiaoxiao said with a smile.

"How can you listen to your tone, as if you are sure that he will not agree!" Su Qing said.

"I don't know, you can try it and it will be clear" Xiaoxiao glanced at her phone, "It's not early, you have to go somewhere else tomorrow, I have to go back to work, I am ready to go back after finishing my salary this month, I have been out for so long, I am really homesick!"

"Well, when I'm done, I'll go back, basically there will be no more movies or anything, I told Qin Xu and his brothers and sisters, although this may be a bit unkind, but there is no way, I find that I am really not suitable for doing this, or it is better for An An to be a little ordinary person!"

"The little people who still wear sunglasses and hats when they go out?"

“……”

"As soon as the movie is released, even if you don't participate in any activities later, it will definitely increase a lot of popularity in a short period of time, if the response of Motianji is very good, and you want to shoot a follow-up, do you think Tianyu will come to call you?" Xiaoxiao said.

“……”

"You have a headache, sleep sleep!"

……

This night is the most comfortable night that Su Qing has slept in recently, not because he is not used to being outside, the reason is just Xiaoxiao, but he sleeps late at night, which directly leads to getting up late during the day, and even Xiaoxiao, who has always gotten up on time, is not careful, but fortunately, it is noon to ask for leave, and he is not in a hurry to go to work immediately!

"You have to pay more attention by yourself, it's best to stay with the crew, I'll go back first!" Xiaoxiao said as she stood in front of the bus stop.

Su Qing was a little reluctant, holding Xiaoxiao's hand and refusing to let go, sometimes it was really very feminine, just like now, showing resentment, so that several young people on the side looked sideways, two big beauties, and they were holding hands, so it made people think of two words directly, Lily! But if this pair is a lily, there will be many men who are sorry for it, it is already in demand, and this time the two high-quality ones are removed.

"Okay, don't look like this, when I go back, I can be slimy for as long as I want, I promise that my parents won't stop me this time!" Xiaoxiao blinked.

"Why?" Su Qing wondered.

"Hehe, I'll tell you when I go back, keep it secret for the time being~"

A bus entered the station, Xiaoxiao waved her hand and got on the bus, sat down in her seat and said out the window: "Go back, call me if you have something!"

"Hmm!"