When the drowsy and anxious waiting for the news was bored, she suddenly saw the article titled "Lonely, Like a Dream Like Smoke" in the magazine spread out on the coffee table, and the signature was actually "Artemisia Yanran", and immediately, she grabbed her eyeballs and urged her to read it like a jujube:

Loneliness, like a dream

People, I don't know if it's like this, even if you blend into the sea of people, you will suddenly rise that kind of loneliness...... The heart is related, as if you are standing in the dusk of the cold autumn leaves, with a touch of sunset, intoxicated in the long river of memory: the loneliness in the bones is all the time, unprepared, as if lost in this melancholy moment, so that the wilderness of the heart is vast. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Really, I always suddenly feel far away from the crowd, although my eyes are like crescents, the corners of my mouth are upturned, and my face is still smiling, but I still feel deeply lonely, more lonely than no one around, so a chill comes up from the bottom of my heart, and then I feel sour and cold, and my thinking begins to analyze coldly...... I don't know if others have such a feeling, such a enjoyment...... Tears of loneliness?

I always think that I am alone and fly in the freedom of loneliness, and I seem to have a lot of friends, but in fact, no one really understands ...... And the ego seems to have two, one is always calm and indifferent, and the other is saying what others want to hear, doing what others want to do...... But no matter how hard you try to do anything, it's as if you won't be fully committed to it.

In fact, I have also enthusiastically adhered to principle, justice, balance, and fairness, but I often feel like Don Quixote, wielding a spear and marveling at the sea of familiar or strange people in the midst of confusion and ridicule; Or maybe I have always been kind to others, so that I have become a slave to this kindness? Or maybe I have always longed for loyalty, so that in this morally decaying world, the road of life must always be accompanied by that sadness and melancholy ......?

As a result, I fission and become a demon in the depths of other people's souls?

Thinking back to the past, Chen Ziang climbed to the top and sighed: "There are no ancients before, and there is no one after." Thinking of the world and the world, I was alone and wept. I also remember the magical experience of the members of the Buendia family in loneliness described in the great writer Marquez's "One Hundred Years of Solitude", which is a kind of "helpless" and negative "loneliness", and it is precisely what Márquez spurned and whipped, and the real intention shown is to hope that readers will calmly think about the social roots that cause this "loneliness", and also keep in mind the famous words of the French biographer Romain Rolland...... It will always be engraved in my mind like a monument: "Strugglers are always lonely!", blooming with an unforgettable self-confidence, compassion and despair......

Know that solitude is not loneliness, solitude is always positive, and loneliness is helpless and ubiquitous...... Otherwise, where does the words such as self-pity and self-pity and hanging from each other come from?...... Indeed, this kind of loneliness is difficult for ordinary people to have and difficult to experience.

I believe that whether it is a success or a failure, as long as they struggle, they must have another experience, another extraordinary process, of course, the joy after the success of the struggle will also unexpectedly come to my heart!

You must know that there are always some people in this world who are ignorant of current affairs, there are always some restless people, and there are always some people who are willing to be lonely. Always in the realm of "everyone in the world is drunk and I wake up alone", "the world is turbid and I don't know, I gallop and don't care". The strong wins, and the loser is Kouye. Naturally, I want to be a strong man. If people are not for themselves, the heavens will destroy the earth, why can't I transform?

Mao Zedong, the great leader who had never seen Mr. Lu Xun in his life, once said: "I have the same heart with Lu Xun." As we all know, in addition to the high degree of ideological integration and personality admiration formed on the basis of a common cause and a common ideal, there is another factor that cannot be underestimated: a person, when he is in adversity, is misunderstood and neglected, the understanding and resonance from others can give him the most warmth. He will find a spiritual confidant from some details and some words and words, so as to enrich himself and strengthen his self-confidence.

Therefore, after Lu Xun's death in SH, Mao Zedong published "On New Democracy" in Yan'an, he did not hesitate to throw out three "home" characters and five "most" characters -- writer, thinker, revolutionary, the most correct, the most courageous, the most resolute, the most faithful, and the most enthusiastic—— so that Lu Xun climbed above the top and looked down on the world.

Why did Mao Zedong show such great humility? The answer is probably not only the unbridled free will and the fighting spirit without hesitation, and so on, but I agree more with this: the great loneliness of "being cold in a high place"! Being too cold in a high place, and being unstable in a weak place. Whoever stands tallest and most empty will be the loneliest. Even if "the infinite scenery is on the dangerous peak", how many people can follow him to climb the ethereal and dangerous peak? Am I not also physically and mentally on the top of such a strong wind and waves? I am also a kind of great loneliness?

In the middle of the night, I read Mr. Bian Yufang's "Gazing at the Horizontal Eyebrows": Lu Xun is a great lonely. He was a rare heresy split from the feudal and mediocre ancient kingdom. …… Since he is a heretic, he can only fight alone...... It is inevitable that "the sky stands in the wind and the tree, and the sun is thin, and the mountains and seas are lonely", as well as the excitement of "the lotus halberd wanders alone".

Mao Zedong was even more of a loner. During the war years, Smedley intuitively felt: "In the depths of Mao's consciousness, there is a door that has never been opened to others"; Mao Zedong in his later years may have been because he thought that "10,000 years is too long" and wanted to "seize the day." Just as Mr. Lu Xun said, "I have traveled too far," and when I look back, "I am alone." Just as Mao Zedong himself sighed: "Who can I ask if the state has problems......?" He was "just a lone monk with a broken umbrella in this world...... Who can comfort them? Who can confide in them? It is very difficult to understand them, and even their followers often do not know what kind of waves are rolling in their minds? The deep souls make them sympathetic to each other and refer to each other as bosom friends......"

As soon as Ping Fu read this, Director Wang sent someone to bring food.