239. Ignorance and fearlessness

Not long after Xiaomei graduated from junior high school, she was just 17 years old, and she was still a child, how could he be like this? Isn't this inferior to a beast? Such a man, ruining a child, an ignorant child, he will ruin her life.

She decided to go to Xiaomei, and deal with this matter unconsciously while it was not yet revealed, and she also had to protect Xiaomei's reputation, she was still a child after all, she even thought about it, if she couldn't do it, she would pay her to learn a skill, go out, broaden her horizons, and start her life again.

She is very conflicted, she doesn't know who to hate? She can't hate, she grew up in such a state of existence and living environment, a child who is still a minor, she has taken away her lover, she is still her relative, she wants to protect her, love her, to save her life, to save her own marriage.

The two of them carried the child and walked out of the mountains, she thought about the life that this small mountain village brought to her step by step, she was born and raised, went out, and walked back, for what?

Although the land here is scarce and barren, relying on agriculture is not rich, but there are rich mineral resources here, with beautiful natural scenery, comparable to Tao Yuanming's paradise, if the tourism development is done, the farmhouse, the national song and dance into the beautiful scenery, a good day is just around the corner.

She is carrying out her plan step by step, although she is only a small village official now, but with her grand plan realized step by step, she believes that it will not be long before she will be able to take charge of the government, when the time comes, to attract investment, develop minerals and tourism, and make this business bigger and stronger, the bright future has been painted in her mind more than a thousand times.

However, she has no experience in family life, no rigorous thinking about dealing with the world, with enthusiasm, she thinks that people's hearts can always be exchanged for people's hearts, and she thinks that with her excellence and determination, there will be no ups and downs in family and marriage at all.

However, it backfired, and the "bad news" - the word "bad news" came out of her heart - came too suddenly, so suddenly that she was caught off guard, and suddenly she was completely stunned.

Walking in front of her, the lover who thought she could entrust her with a lifetime and fight side by side seemed to no longer belong to her overnight, and her family, where she had pinned all her hopes, had become a bird's nest on the cliff, precarious.

Today's situation is truly heart-wrenching. At that time, her mother's runaway brought about a nightmare life in childhood, and at that time, she was young, except for fear and desperate life, she did not have too many thoughts and thoughts to feel pain, she ******** to solve the problem of food and clothing for herself and her younger brothers and sisters with her own hands, and she also had to go out of the mountains to earn a future for herself.

With her unremitting efforts, her ideals are being realized step by step, and she is often immersed in the sense of accomplishment of her successful breakthrough.

At this time, her life once again had a Waterloo-like encounter.

And she must choose forbearance, she has no other choice, in fact, according to her character, when such a thing happens, she will leave without hesitation or even look back, and "wave her hand and not take away a cloud" in a chic manner.

Now, she has no such capital, she hates her parents who abandon their children the most, and she should raise them when she gives birth to them, which is the most fundamental responsibility of being a human being. Even kittens and puppies know how to love their pups, as people, as parents, if you can't and don't have the ability to raise your own children, you simply don't give birth, and don't raise them, so that the children suffer from the world's suffering, such parents are simply pigs and dogs.

Right now, no matter what kind of humiliation and suffering she endured, she has to bear it for the sake of her son.

She is also confident that she understands her own teachings, and Xiaomei, who has not yet grown up, will be able to understand her good intentions, after all, she is still so young.

Her steps grew firmer and firmer.

When I arrived at the Lover's mining studio, it was almost dusk. Slowly but tremblingly, her lover opened the door to the lounge, and was greeted by a bloated figure, lying on the bed with his back to the door.

My mother-in-law, who had been missing for a long time, sat on top of a gasoline drum on the ground. Seeing Ah Ling carrying her grandson into the door, the old lady did not show any changes in expression and affection.

The woman lying on the bed heard the sound of the door opening, moved her bloated body with difficulty, and slowly got up: "Husband, are you back?......?"

Ah Ling looked at Xiaomei's swollen face and body, and looked at her belly with a big belly that was about to give birth, she wanted to cry again without tears, ignorant human beings!

She understood: not long after she became pregnant, her lover and Xiaomei got together, and soon Xiaomei became pregnant, and her mother-in-law moved to take care of Xiaomei, leaving her real daughter-in-law and grandson behind.

Looking at such Xiaomei, thinking of what happened behind her, Ah Ling's heart is cool, is she still capable of saving her marriage? How can such Xiaomei tell her to induce labor? How to tell her to return to her own life? How to tell her to return to her husband?

"Sister, why are you here?" asked Xiaomei as if nothing had happened.

"I'm here to see you. A sad smile hung on his pale face. She had just come out of confinement and was exhausted after a whole day of turbulence, and seeing such a situation made all the truth and confidence she had accumulated when she came collapse in an instant, disappearing without a trace.

She put the child in her arms on the bed, and raised her eyes to look at the small house that had given her infinite reverie and longing, where her love came, where her love blossomed, it seemed to be yesterday, and in a blink of an eye, this once beautiful cottage had changed beyond recognition and no longer belonged to her.

The bed was dirty and crumpled sheets, unwashed clothes were piled up on the floor, half a pot of porridge looked like porridge was in it, a few crumpled sweet potatoes were thrown in the corner, and a foul smell emanated from the room. Ah Ling put down the child and opened the doors and windows to let in some air.

The old lady who sat on the gasoline drum and did not move had a sad face, she was like a statue in disrepair, and it took an eye or a round to prove that she was a living creature.

Xiaomei's "frankness" seems to have the courage to die unyieldingly, she looks at Ah Ling quietly and lazily, she feels the calm before the storm is coming.

Ah Ling couldn't get angry, what she felt was a deep sadness that came out of the depths of her heart.