Chapter 85: The End of Despair

Reluctantly accepted Xu Yuan, who had broken into her own world, Shi Lan could only comfort herself and say that it was all about finding her brother. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Despite such and such excuses in her heart, Shi Lan had silently accepted this rather mysterious and eccentric teenager in her heart.

In fact, in the more than ten days of getting along, Xu Yuan gave her a very strange feeling.

Different from the rush and loneliness of the past, a strange and indescribable feeling.

In the past ten days, Xu Yuan has been by her side for a large part of the time, and then tried to communicate with her.

Shi Lan naturally didn't have any response, all she did was put on a cold face.

It can't be said that her coldness comes from the heart.

After encountering the nightmare of extermination, her heart has been completely closed.

However, after meeting Xu Yuan, she did have a strange feeling.

When you are alone, you lick your wounds alone, bear everything alone, and beware of all external things.

But after someone really broke into her world, Shi Lan found that this feeling of having someone by her side seemed to be better than the loneliness before.

Accepted Xu Yuan, at least ...... Think of him as a friend. The only friends.

The kind of inexplicable ...... The feeling that it is necessary to be cared about.

After that, driven by the persistence in my heart, I went to the mirage with Xu Yuan in a little hastily.

Although it may be a little impulsive, in order to find important people, Shi Lan feels that it is worth it.

……

After finding the mark left by her brother, she was pleasantly surprised, but at the same time a little helpless.

Perhaps, she has found her own way, so maybe it means that the two are going to part ways, right?

The road is facing the sky, and each one walks on one side.

Permanent companionship is never something real, and she knows it well.

Although there is some helplessness and ...... for the upcoming separation Regretful. But saying goodbye to this kind of thing is also inevitable.

There was nothing left behind, and Shi Lan didn't think that she would have more weight than the important person Xu Yuan mentioned before.

"It's good together, and there is more or less a care. A very simple word, but it made her heart feel an inexplicable warmth.

The moment she turned to leave, her expression was a little bitter.

If you are alone, there will always be a lot of difficulties of one kind or another.

It's much better to have something to rely on when you're venturing alone than nothing, right?

Suppressing the surging emotions in her heart, Shi Lan just turned around and showed a gentle smile.

Looking back and smiling, it's probably just that.

……

"Brother!" glanced at the strange "brother" who was rescued by herself, Shi Lan was on the verge of collapse at this moment.

...... the hell she What was done?

Seeing Shi Lan crying, a trace of confusion seemed to flash on the face of Yu Ziqi, who was being controlled, but he immediately returned to indifference.

"It's useless, your brother has already taken my Ghost Pill, and now he will only obey me. Glancing at Shi Lan with a slight mockery, Yun Zhongju didn't mind mercilessly hitting this already desperate girl.

Lowering her head in despair, Shi Lan no longer looked at the indifferent faces of the people she was familiar with in the past.

hugged Xu Yuan in her arms tightly, all she could do at the moment was to grieve for the deceased.

She didn't quite understand why she was so sad when he died because he was just a teenager who had been together for less than a month.

But she knows very well that this irreproducible sadness is deep and heartfelt.

Some things are often lost before they become precious.

For Shi Lan, Xu Yuan may be the kind of person who will be sad and about to die after loss.

But what's the use......

What is gone is gone forever.

Looking at the girl who was sitting on the ground in despair, Yun Zhongjun felt an inexplicable pleasure in his heart.

For him, witnessing others being tortured seemed quite pleasant.

"Hahaha. The more he looked at it, the more interesting he felt, and Yun Zhongjun laughed directly at the end.

"Cry, cry, if your partner could see that you would be so sad to see him dead, I'm afraid he would feel relieved too, right?"

"Tut-tut, that's really miserable. This kind of poison, even if it is a fierce tiger, will be immediately angry if it is touched at all, this friend of yours should die very happily, right?"

Looking at the helpless and painful crying girl, Yun Zhongjun had a perverted pleasure in his heart at the moment.

Moreover, he didn't mind making the girl even more desperate.

Holding Xu Yuan in her arms tightly, Shi Lan was already deeply trapped in a sadness that she couldn't extricate herself from at this moment.

If everything important is lost, what is it for living?

Glancing at the indifferent "brother" on the side again, Shi Lan had fallen into the abyss of despair at this moment.

Holding on tightly to the solid support before, Shi Lan didn't know what else she could do.

The only thing that could be relied on is now lost.

Some people are born with luck, and there are many things they can rely on, even if they accidentally lose any of them, they will not have any sadness and regret.

But some people are very pitiful, most of them have nothing to rely on, maybe they will only have a part of their own attachment, an attachment that they have to spend their whole lives to protect.

But when this attachment is lost, it is equivalent to the loss of the whole world.

Well, if there is nothing left...... What will happen?

Probably it's just going to be a mess, like a walking corpse.

Although for many people, this kind of innate things and acquired encounters contain all kinds of inequalities.

But ah, equality is such a thing, it's only a joke.

After saying that, just smile heartily.

Equality, fairness, and now that the matter has come to an end, have we not given up this illusory luxury?

There is only one truth in this world...... Strength.

To have power is to have everything, and without power you will only lose everything.

Although there are many beautiful things like bright flowers, it is better not to believe in such things that will shatter at the touch of it.

Even though he closed his eyes, the tears still flowed uncontrollably.

Tears are often good things that can wash away bitterness and sadness when they come out.

But at this moment, for Shi Lan, there is a kind of sadness, which cannot be washed away no matter how many tears there are.

Trapped in the whirlpool of sadness, Shi Lan could only hold on to the only thing she could reach - Xu Yuan in her arms.

His arms were getting tighter and tighter, and there were already layers of folds on Xu Yuan's clothes. Desperate Shi Lan tries to get a little warmth through this method, but the reality is always cold and cruel.

All she could feel was coldness.