Chapter 352: A Tired and Heartbroken Ending
Although Kim Taeyeon had expected that her and Lim Yoona's affairs would be known by Jung so-yeon and Hwang Mi-young sooner or later, she didn't expect it to come so quickly. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
On the night of Lee Soon-gyu's 20th birthday, after a noisy party between the girls, Kim Taeyeon, who was late because of the announcement, was punished by the sisters to clean up the mess, and at that time, the girls all went back to their rooms to tidy up the mess after the cake fight, but only Lim Yoona stayed behind and cleaned up the mess with Kim Taeyeon.
And at that time, for some reason, watching Lim Yoona help her clean up the mess in the living room together, Kim Taeyeon unconsciously imagined the scene of her and Lim Yoona living together after they got married.
imagined that she and her friends had a night of fun at home, leaving a mess all over the house, and Lin Yun'er didn't have any complaints like a good wife and mother, but accompanied her to clean up.
This feeling made her really confused, because she and Lim Yoona were destined not to get married in South Korea, a country that opposes same-sex love. In a daze, she unconsciously hugged Lin Yun'er, wanting to say sorry to her, because of herself, Lin Yun'er couldn't experience growing up, falling in love, getting married, and having children like a normal girl.
But just when she was holding Lin Yuna and feeling sorry, Hwang Mi-young, who had just changed her clothes and came out to help Kim Taeyeon clean up, saw the scene that almost broke her heart.
Her voiceless screams attracted Jung so-yeon, as well as other girls who heard her screams.
And because of Hwang Mi-young's scream, Kim Taeyeon and Lim Yoona were separated in a hurry, and they were not seen by the girls who heard the sound later, only seeing Hwang Mi-young's face was miserable, looking at the picture of Kim Taeyeon and Lim Yoona in disbelief.
Jung so-yeon didn't know what was going on, and neither did the others, but wondered why Hwang Mi-young had become the way she was. Only Kim Taeyeon reacted in time, lying that Hwang Mi-young was scared when she saw a cockroach, and hurriedly ran over to bring Hwang Mi-young back to the room.
And Jung so-yeon followed back to the room without knowing why, and Lim Yoon-a also felt guilty because she was caught red-handed by Hwang Mi-young because of her relationship with Kim Tae-yeon, and went upstairs with Jung so-yeon.
After that, when she heard Kim Taeyeon and Lim Yoona hugging each other from Hwang Mi-young's mouth, Jung so-yeon's face was ugly, she didn't speak for a long time, and looked at Kim Taeyeon sitting in front of her with a miserable white face and Lim Yoona who was standing at the door helpless and full of self-blame.
The four of them stayed in the room like this for more than an hour, and there was no movement between them, until Zheng Xiuyan's face recovered a little, and she asked Kim Taeyeon coldly.
"Tell me, when did you and Yuna start?"
"Five...... Five days ago...... "Faced with the interrogation of Jung so-yeon and Hwang Mi-young at this time, Kim Tae-yeon has never felt her heart beating so hard.
She was afraid, she loved Huang Meiying and Zheng Xiuyan, and she was afraid that she would lose the two of them.
Although the relationship between the three is a little awkward, their love is a fact. At this time, among the three of them, another Lin Yun'er was added, which had already been divided into two halves and given to Zheng Xiuyan and Huang Meiying's hearts respectively, and at this time, another one was given to Lin Yun'er, which made both of them feel sad in their hearts.
"Five days ago...... Taeyeon ...... Hello, me and you, you and Pani, the relationship between the three of us is not awkward and chaotic enough, isn't it? Now you have deceived Yun'a, have you considered our feelings? You know that the relationship between us is already very messy, you still do such a thing, what do you think of us?"
"Suyan Oni...... It's none of Taeyeon's business...... Be...... It's me who took the initiative ......."
"Shut up for me!" Before Lin Yun'er could speak, Zheng Xiuyan had already started a fire to interrupt what she was going to say next, and stood up angrily and pointed at her and shouted: "Yun'er, because you are very similar to Xiujing, I have always treated you as my sister since I joined the company, and I have never done anything to be sorry for you, right? My orientation is problematic, but I don't want my sister, that is, you Lin Yun'er! I don't want you to become such a person like me! Especially when I treat you as my own sister!" But you've changed, and you're still with Taeyeon! Do you think I'm your sister in your heart? Is that how you're trying to repay me?"
"I'm sorry......" Lim Yoona regretted it, her relationship with Kim Taeyeon was all because she didn't restrain the desire in her heart that caused their relationship to become what it is now, although she regretted it, but Lim Yoona found that she really loved Kim Taeyeon, and after spending the first time with Kim Taeyeon, she knew that she couldn't do without Kim Taeyeon.
Although this relationship makes her very distressed, worried that one day the relationship between Kim Taeyeon and Jung so-yeon and Hwang Mi-young will be rifted because of her, but she still loves Kim Taeyeon without hesitation and does not want to part with her. Because she knows that it is easy to fall in love with someone, but it is difficult to forget someone.
It was only when their relationship was really broken by Zheng Xiuyan and Huang Meiying that she deeply regretted it.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, is I'm sorry? Can you tell me I'm sorry to cancel the relationship between you and Taeyeon?Yoona, I never thought that you would do such a thing, are you worthy of me?" To be honest, Zheng Xiuyan understood for the first time what it means to be ungrateful, she is so good to Lin Yun'er, she treats her like her own sister, no matter what delicious and fun she has, or what interesting things she has to say, she will share it with Zheng Xiujing and Lin Yun'er, and sometimes she doesn't even tell Zheng Xiujing, she only tells Lin Yun'er alone.
Unexpectedly, the sister who believed the most would stab her in the back, making her feel so uncomfortable.
"Su-yeon...... All this has nothing to do with Yuna, it's me...... Failed to hold ...... If you want to blame me, blame me. If it weren't for her acquiescence, maybe the current scene wouldn't be happening. But if she doesn't acquiesce, she and Lin Yun'er will be strangers from now on, and there will be a rift in Girlhood, and eventually Lin Yun'er may get out of Girlhood, which is not the situation she wants to see.
No matter what the reason is, Kim Taeyeon acquiesced to the fact that her relationship with Lim Yoona is an indisputable fact, and at this time, Jung so-yeon's questioning, she knows that she must stand up and take this responsibility, and at the same time, ...... She also has to let Zheng Xiuyan understand that no matter what, she will not give up the person she loves, whether it is Zheng Xiuyan or Huang Meiying, or Lin Yuna.
"Taeyeon...... At this point, I don't think there's much more to talk about between us...... ......
Before Zheng Xiuyan's words were finished, Huang Meiying, who had been sitting beside her, took her hand and stopped her from saying what she was going to say next.
What she hasn't said yet, Kim Tae-yeon knows, it's a breakup, and Jung so-yeon wants to break up with her......
"Jessi, you let Daedae make things clear before making a decision. Although her face was still very pale, Hwang Mi-young never blamed Kim Taeyeon from beginning to end, nor did she blame Kim Taeyeon once like Jung so-yeon, just sat there silently and listened to the conversation between them.
When Jung so-yeon was about to say the breakup, Hwang Mi-young interrupted what she was going to say next.
Because she had been watching Lim Yoon's reaction just now, she saw her deep self-blame and regret, and also saw the scene where Kim Taeyeon stepped forward to take responsibility for her, so she understood that something must have happened between them, so their relationship became like this.
Although she also wants to blame Kim Taeyeon and scold her for being so careful, she also knows that Kim Taeyeon has never done anything to make them angry since she fell in love with them, and now that such a thing is happening, it should not be out of Kim Taeyeon's original intention, but there is another hidden intention.
She wanted to know why Kim Taeyeon and Lim Yoona had become such a relationship, and she also knew that if Jung so-yeon was asked to break up, Kim Taeyeon would be very sad, just like when she came back, she learned from Jung so-yeon that Kim Taeyeon was decadent and almost like she was dead in the few days after she left.
She didn't want this to happen to Kim Taeyeon again, even if she had Yuna behind their backs now.
Because she is still in love with Kim Taeyeon.
"Pani, why are you ......" Zheng Xiuyan only felt incomprehensible about Huang Meiying's softness, but after Huang Meiying stopped her from saying that she broke up, Zheng Xiuyan found that when she wanted to say the word breakup, her heart hurt so much that she was about to lose her breath.
Is it reluctant? Or is she reluctant to say the breakup? She doesn't know, but she can understand that if she really breaks up with Kim Taeyeon, the saddest thing will not necessarily be her, but that she and Kim Taeyeon will be sad.
So she wanted to hear what else Kim Taeyeon could say, and wanted to see if Kim Taeyeon could tell the cause and effect between her and Lim Yoona.
Sighing, Zheng Xiuyan shook her head helplessly: "Taeyeon, say it yourself, tell me how you and Yuna got together, I'...... I don't want to say anything more. ā
"With Yoona...... It was because I went to save her that day......" Kim Taeyeon told the cause between her and Lim Yoona, but she didn't expect that the first sentence was spoken, and Jung so-yeon was stunned.
She forgot that five days ago, it was the day Lim Yoona was in distress at the Shilla Hotel, and that day was also the day Kim Taeyeon desperately rushed to her.
Kim Tae-yeon just said it briefly and didn't tell Jung so-yeon the whole truth, but she never expected that Kim Tae-yeon and Lim Yoon-a would come together because of what happened that day.
"If it weren't for my brother's bodyguard on vacation, he happened to see me at the Shilla Hotel, and that day...... Maybe Yuna and I will disappear from this world...... Later, after we got out of danger, Yuna was forced to pour the medicine and had a seizure, and I couldn't help it...... I can only help her solve it...... That's pretty much it. ā
After listening to Kim Tae-yeon's narration, Jung so-yeon was stunned, and Hwang Mi-young was also stunned.
It's not that Jung so-yeon didn't think about what kind of danger Lin Yuna encountered that day, but she just listened to Kim Tae-yeon's one-sided words and knew that she was in great danger, but she didn't expect that day Kim Tae-yeon and she were about to be locked up and planned to jump off the building to save their innocence.
In the thought of life and death, many things will emerge at that moment, and Lim Yoona has a good impression of Kim Taeyeon, perhaps when both of them have no way to retreat, and only by jumping off the building can they keep their innocence.
Because Jung so-yeon herself is like this, if she hadn't been rescued by Kim Taeyeon when she almost died of drowning in Kim Tae-yeon's hometown in China that year, she might not have realized how much she cared about Kim Tae-yeon.
Compared with Lin Yun'er, the two of them have similar experiences, they were both rescued at the most dangerous moment, and they may ...... This feeling has always been in their hearts.
Unconsciously, Jung so-yeon accepted the existence of Lim Yoon-a, because the two of them are so similar and both rely on Kim Taeyeon so much.
"Yoona, Taeyeon said...... You're going to jump...... Is it true?" Although she had already believed the experiences that Kim Tae-yeon said, Jung so-yeon still wanted to ask Lim Yoon-a, as if this was the only way to make her settle down and accept Lim Yoon-a.
"Hmm...... What Taeyeononi said is true...... We really had no choice but to jump off the building that day...... And the back...... It's the effect of the drug that has taken hold...... Take the initiative to bring Taeyeononi in...... That's why ......"
"......" Jung so-yeon was silent, and now she didn't know whether to blame Kim Taeyeon.
If it were her, when the effect of the drug was onset, the first thing she thought of would be to pull Kim Taeyeon over, but Lim Yoona did that out of instinctive reaction.
Forget about this alone, Kim Taeyeon can hide everything that happened to her and Lim Yoona afterwards, and keep her distance from Lim Yoona as if nothing had happened.
But she didn't, but took on the responsibility that should have been Lin Yun'er, if she was a man, then it can be said that she dared to take responsibility, and she would not choose to escape, let alone be irresponsible.
But she is a woman, and when such a thing happened, she took the initiative to take responsibility, which made Zheng Xiuyan feel for the first time that it was a right choice for her to fall in love with Kim Taeyeon.
If Jung so-yeon and Lim Yoon-a are swapped, Kim Taeyeon will not be responsible for her at all afterwards, and she may hold a grudge against Kim Taeyeon. After comparing it, she found that the cause and effect of this incident, Kim Taeyeon was in a very awkward position, but she still shouldered the responsibility that should not belong to her.
Not only that, but now after the matter was exposed, she also took the initiative to stand up for Lin Yuna to defend her, which is enough to prove that if Jung so-yeon and Hwang Mi-young had encountered such a situation at that time, even if there was no romantic relationship between them, Kim Taeyeon would be responsible for them to the end.
Thinking of this, Zheng Xiuyan felt that the damage she had caused to Kim Taeyeon was too great, if it wasn't for Hwang Mi-young's timely stop, I was afraid that at this time, she would have already said the word breakup.
It was Kim Taeyeon who she chased at the beginning, and it was she who promised Kim Taeyeon that no matter what happens in the future, she will always love Kim Taeyeon and will never change her mind.
But now, she actually proposed to break up first......
"Taeyeon...... I'm sorry......" silently hugged Kim Taeyeon, and Jung so-yeon's tears flowed down her eyes, saying sorry over and over again.
And the moment she was hugged by Jung so-yeon, Kim Tae-yeon's emotions that she had been restraining finally couldn't hold back, and her tense inner defense line finally collapsed, hugging Jung so-yeon, and she cried sadly but happily.
After all, she kept her lover, and she ...... Still in love with myself.
;