Four, six, five, bear the pain of life

"Let's say something that has nothing to do with us, how are you doing?" Aunt Liu asked Shandan with a smile. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Fortunately, I slowly adapted to the current situation and got used to doing everything by myself. Think about the people who didn't help the oil bottle when it was poured, and now they have to bear the big and small things by themselves, and they can't even think about it. The world is pressing, just live well. Shandan smiled bitterly.

"People are forced, you are so capable, knowledgeable and educated, what can stump you? It's just that it's hard for you and hard for you. Aunt Liu patted Shandan's hand on the table with pity.

"Alas, this is fate, what should I do if I can't do it? Can't we both die with him? If you can't die, you have to live well, right?" The bitterness in Shandan's heart overflowed and overflowed, but she was able to restrain her emotions and no longer burst into tears for a warm word, she knew that what she had to overcome was self-pity.

"You are really capable, fate is a matter of no way, we are in such a large universe, is a small ant, are insignificant, you think about life is just a few decades, it is like a journey with no return, in this journey, some people get on the car and some get off, some people have a close relationship with you, some people are awkward with you, these people no matter how they have a relationship with you, they are still themselves, they have their own specific journey, they can't accompany you all the way, parents accompany your young, children accompany your old age, your partner accompanies you for a while, they will choose the place and time to get off according to their journeyThere is nothing we can do, all we can do is to make our journey better. When my son died, I thought about it a lot, my heart seemed to be hollowed out, restless day and night, and it was difficult to sleep and eat, and then a person persuaded a person: I am sad to death, crying to death, and I can't get him back, then what he hopes must be that me and his father are all well, right? Later, I can't sleep and get up to work, I can't sit still and go out for a walk, I can understand your feelings after Dr. Gu's death, people are like a soulless walking corpse. Slowly, I also figured it out, they are here to accompany us for a while, we should be grateful, grateful God for giving them such a good time to accompany us, right?" Aunt Liu comforted herself while wiping her tears.

We should be grateful to God for his kindness to us and for giving us such a good person to accompany us on our journey. Shandan couldn't help but shed tears.

"When they leave, they must have to go, so that they themselves must be a thousand and ten thousand unwilling to leave us, since it is a thing that has to go, has to leave, and all of us can do nothing, let's learn to let go, let them go with peace of mind, so that we ourselves will not be so sad, although this is so easy to say, so difficult to do, but, what else can we do?" Shandan cried.

"Yes, Auntie has never dared to come to see you, two sad people will be even sadder together, but Auntie can't help but want to come and see you, let's get better together, you are right: let them go with peace of mind." Aunt Liu burst into tears.

Shandan accompanied Aunt Liu to shed tears together, and their hearts were broken and dripping blood. She knew that she should be allowed to cry a good time and release the sadness toxins accumulated in her body, which would be good for her body, so she did not dissuade Aunt Liu, but she thought that if Gu's mother knew that Haiping was gone, she must be like this, right?

Alas, I don't know if Gu's mother's illness has been cured? Teacher Gu hasn't called again these days. She decided to call the Gu family when she went home and asked for the money to be transferred to the account.

The two of them slowly relieved their emotions and ate and drank a little.

Walking out of the restaurant, it was already afternoon work time, Aunt Liu waved goodbye, Shandan hugged Aunt Liu, Aunt Liu, who was less than seventy years old, has obviously aged a lot in recent years, and the whole person's spirit is sluggish.

Holding the thin and short Aunt Liu, Shandan swallowed and swallowed tears, how many such misfortunes in this world have caught us up?

She caressed Aunt Liu's protruding, almost somewhat cut shoulder blades distressedly, and whispered in her ear: "Okay, my son must hope that you will live a long and healthy life." ”

"Well, you're okay, let's work together. Aunt Liu choked up.

Saying goodbye to Aunt Liu, Shandan watched her walk away slowly, looking at the grief of her thin, old and thin mother after losing her son, Shandan couldn't help but think of her mother-in-law.

Sadness may be difficult to drive away for a lifetime, she walked slowly and thought: The world is impermanent, once Aunt Liu was such a beautiful figure in the unit, she was a department-level cadre, her eldest son worked in a scientific research institution in the United States, her daughter did a prosperous business in Australia, and her youngest son was a director on CCTV.

And her mother-in-law may not know that the son she has always been proud of is no longer alive, and it makes people break their hearts and intestines when they think about it.

Walking back to the office slowly, Shandan sat down and calmed down, she picked up the phone and called Teacher Gu. When the people are gone, what else do they have to worry about? Giving money to treat her mother-in-law can be regarded as doing a little filial piety for Haiping. If they still don't want to tell her about her illness, she won't ask, if they are still so aggressive, she doesn't care, she just needs an account to pay her mother-in-law for treatment.

After cheering herself up and being ready to meet another unexplained grievance, she dialed Teacher Gu's phone, and the phone rang a lot before being picked up: "Hey, who are you looking for?" Brother Gu's voice came from the phone.

"I'm Shandan, how is the old man?" asked Shandan.

"I've had surgery, it's a vesicle-like thing blocking the bile duct, and the doctor said it's not serious. Brother Gu replied.

"Oh, that's good, grandpa isn't there? I want an account, give him some money, and treat grandma. Shandan explained what he meant simply.

"Oh, don't you need it, the operation doesn't cost much, let's figure it out, it's not easy for you, take more trouble to bring the child well." Brother Gu said something that warmed Shandan's heart.

"Oh, I have already borrowed 20,000 yuan from my brother, you ask my grandfather to give me an account, and I ask my brother to call directly, which can be regarded as a little filial piety for Haiping, and I don't have any more." When Shandan heard Brother Gu's words, he almost burst into tears.

"Shandan, I'm the eldest brother, I'll be fair: you've done well enough! You don't have to give money anymore, it's not easy for you to take care of a child alone, you can't always take advantage of you alone, no matter how big the difficulty is, we will find a way." You don't have to call anymore, just take care of yourself and your children. Brother Gu said.

"Huh?" Listening to Brother Gu's words, Shandan felt a little surprised.