Looking back, in the past month's inquiry, what Ping Yu never expected was that all the places where Fang Sheng had stayed, and the people who had dealt with her told her one by one, such as Shi Xiaogui, Tang Xiaowu, Shi Jiawang, Shi Jiawo, and so on, these charming women were either dead or missing. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

In short, they or they are no longer alive, or have they not been heard from anymore? Ping Yu's heart "chuckled" and sank, and he felt that he could never say anything in the future...... My Fang Sheng.

What to call my Fang Sheng in the future is simply a stain and insult to the profession of criminal police!

If you do that, it will only make people laugh and be generous.

Confusion, confusion and fear. How could he not carve out a horizontal path for Fang Sheng in the depths of his soul?

Think about it, why do such strange and strange things always happen around Fang Sheng? Can you not make the head of the criminal police detachment suddenly suspicious, thinking and unable to sleep at night?

In the past few days, Ping Yu has searched for more than a dozen friends who are familiar with Fang Sheng, or may know about Fang Sheng's situation, and inquired about some specific situations at that time, which made Ping Yu more and more surprised, shocked and suspicious.

She often stared at the night sky with her eyes wide night after night, looked at herself coldly with a heavy or sad heart, analyzed Fang Sheng's emotions and actions, reasonably deduced and even reasoned everything about Fang Sheng, and even her whimsical dreams and fantasies of longing for herself, which were just jealousy and stupidity generated in the frenzy of love, a kind of self-righteous delusion that was both true and illusory as if she was daring to chase after her.

Every early in the morning, Ping Yu could clearly check how many stars had wandered past her window, and she could clearly gaze at the round moon, and the night moved in front of her eyes and disappeared out of the window. Those wandering leaves, forever hanging from the window, swayed gracefully and gracefully, as if to mock and ridicule the stupid, mentally retarded and incompetent.

Now that the truth is about to be revealed, what will Ping Fu do in the future? Emotionally.

Where is the best place to go?

Confucius or his disciples said in the Analects: "Love desires life, evil desires death; ”

Ping Fu muttered silently this wise saying from two thousand years ago, still confused and confused in his heart.

She couldn't figure out whether it was herself, Fang Sheng, or each other, "chaotic on the inside, and confusing people on the outside?", so that each other was so charmed and ghosted?

Is this fate? Perhaps, this is my fate.

Ping Wei longs to be a hero of reason, a female criminal policeman who "is confused by those who survive, and confused by reason". Because only by defeating oneself can one conquer and defeat the Fang Sheng who charmed him.

Because of the car accident, the scene of the day when Ping Yu met Fang Sheng for the first time, Ping Yu remembered again, the moment they met, Ping Shu had a sense of déjà vu, and this Fang Sheng did not feel strange to each other at all.

Obviously, Fang Sheng paid special attention to and was careful of Pingxuan, during the entire hospitalization, he was the most active character, not only talking about the complicated experience of the past, but also boasting about his past glory and failure, but Pingxuan seemed a little depressed throughout the whole love process.

That time when they were temporarily separated, Fang Sheng stepped forward, stared at Ping Yu with faint eyes, clasped Ping Yu's right hand with both hands, and said enthusiastically: "Ping Detachment, I don't think I've ever seen you before, right?"

Looking at each other, there was a strong feeling in Ping Yu's heart, but he couldn't tell what kind of strange feeling it was.

As the writer Zhang Ailing said: Meet the person you want to meet among thousands of people, in the endless wilderness of time for thousands of years, there is no earlier or later step, just caught up, then there is nothing else to say, only to ask softly: "Oh, are you here too?"

After that, Ping Yu didn't know if his feeling at that time was just the surprise of "that person was in the dim light"?

In short, those days and nights, the calm heart has never been able to calm down for a long time.

However, after that, the consideration of being nervous and tired, stressful and busy, especially the need to face Fang Sheng's rhetoric and even excessive enthusiasm every day, made Ping Yu suddenly calm and manic and enthusiastic......

For Pingyu, after a long period of loneliness, anticipation and waiting, she really needs a peaceful haven. The soul that has been wandering for too long needs a shore where it can rest.

Life is really cruel, seeing the timid desire that everyone has to shrink and shrink again and again as they grow, and the weak and lonely Pingfu lying on the hospital bed always feels infinite sadness.

What a poignant song that made the lyrics?

Who sings the black elegy / Who watches over the white village / My mercury / My fireworks / And my black hillside covered with iris / The lively wind / The lonely man / The clear soul that burns the brilliance / You are me / The gentle scar that refuses to heal

Such a song, such a song, such a poem, can make the once iron horse Jingo's flat and sentimental to cry, who can say that the criminal police are cold-blooded animals or do not eat fireworks in the world?

Ping Yu knows best that the blood flowing in his body is so warm and so lonely. Look at the ice-blue blood vessels under your fair skin, the blood flowing in them must be the loneliest and purest.

At that time, listening to music in the hospital was really a good analgesic, but for Pingfu who could no longer take care of herself, it was more like a cave where a wandering and often injured beast could hide, allowing Pingfu to lick her wounds silently.

Sometimes, she feels like she can soar freely in the sky of music, flying over the sun, over the river, over the winter and autumn, over the plains, over the misty peaks, until the clouds clear and the spring flowers bloom.

Ping Yu always felt that she had lost her freedom, so she could only curl up tightly in the music, so that she could sleep deeply, until she opened her eyes, and all the illnesses, troubles, and loneliness disappeared and were no longer seen, if ...... If only she could fall asleep.

Being able to sleep like a normal person makes her very happy and energetic, and she will no longer cry silently alone in the dark night. Ping Fu always thinks like this. But I had to let the headache and splitting taste invade me forever, even if I grabbed my hair with both hands and pulled it desperately, I couldn't let Ping Yu feel a little pain, how sad, how sad, how lonely, what a desolate taste, and even with a little fear of life that was about to come out, it soaked into Ping Yu's heart little by little......

Seriously ill and fragile.

Being able to fall asleep is the greatest happiness, when Fang Sheng didn't show up in front of the hospital bed.