Chapter 144: Mentality
Xiaoxiao knows very well what kind of person Su Qing is, the former Su Yang or the current Su Qing, many essential things have not changed, for many people, Su Qing's personality gives people the feeling that they can't get close and they are not deliberately distant, they are in the world or other aspects. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
said that Su Qing is a boring person, because she always habitually looks at it with a reasonable explanation when something is presented in front of her, just like a TV series, when you watch it, you will think about the development of the plot for the first time, whether it is ingenious or continue to follow the familiar routine, when those speculations increase with the increase in the TV series you watch and your ability to understand gradually increases, and then go to watch another work, it is difficult to look at it with the spirit of entertainment, when a certain character comes out, you know the meaning of his existence, when he should do something, and then everything is not unexpected at all。
Such a person is very boring, but at the same time very rational, and Su Qing is such a character, Xiaoxiao said that he would not be scared at all if he was willing, this is indeed the truth for Su Qing, but all commercial works for the public, it is inevitable to use more popular routines, people who watch movies are wonderful, and people who shoot are box office, a work that may not be ingenious but can ensure that it will not lose as much as possible is usually a priority for businesses, and the more expensive the production, the more inseparable this model is.
With such a premise, then if you look at a movie again, you can know how it will go at the beginning, and the misunderstanding is usually not too far apart, just like a night grudge, even when Su Yang watched it for the first time, she knew when the ghost would come out, and the purpose of this ghost and the original!
However, rationality is almost the same as a lack of optimism, after a long time, even he will feel too boring, but it is difficult to change his thinking in that mode for a long time, it is easy to dye a piece of paper red, but it is basically impossible to make it white again, Su Qing is used to thinking about what it represents every time he looks at a thing or a person, this is already an instinct rather than a deliberate. Therefore, in such a slightly morbid mode of thinking, looking at something simple and tends to be superficial can make the heart clearer.
Just like a fellow scholar who Su Yang once went to be a guest, when people talked about their dreams, Su Yang considered them on the basis of showing that they were achievable, so that person said that his mentality was old!
is just a young man in his early twenties, if his mentality is too weak, it means that he is lonely in his heart, so sometimes Su Qing deliberately makes himself a state that looks like he should be a young man, and these, as Su Yang's girlfriend, Xiaoxiao knows best, many words have never been talked about with his sister, friends, and parents, but Xiaoxiao knows it.
It is precisely because Xiaoxiao knows Su Qing too well, so she will let her live simply, it used to be Su Yang, too many responsibilities cannot be avoided, and now that she is a daughter, she doesn't have to force herself so much, it is too difficult to become an idealized person, Su Qing tried to do that, but Xiaoxiao did not support it, no one is perfect, imperfection is perfect, and too much pursuit of idealized perfection will only make you sick.
Washing, changing into the pajamas he brought, and lying on the same bed again after more than half a year, Su Qing didn't pick up his mobile phone to look through the web or videos as usual, he lay on his back and turned sideways, watching Xiaoxiao sit at the head of the bed and trim her nails, such a calm state seems to have been felt for too long, even when the two are in love, it is very rare for this to happen.
"Xiaoxiao, can I cut it for you?" said Su Qing with his arm on his pillow.
"It's not a child anymore, it's always a bit of a reminder to let someone else cut their nails!" Xiaoxiao put down the nail clippers, and after cleaning up, her hand pressed on the bedside switch, turned around, and said, "Closed?"
"Hmm!"
The room fell into darkness, and as soon as Xiaoxiao lay down, Su Qing on the side leaned over, and put her hand around her waist and her face on her shoulder, "It's been a long time since I've held you like this, this feeling is so good!"
"I always feel like you're a child coquettish!" Xiaoxiao smiled lightly, sleepiness swept over, and said: "Sleep, you can sleep lazily tomorrow!"
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Sleeping alone for a long time, but Su Qing doesn't sleep badly, what is it like when she falls asleep at night, she is still in the same position when she wakes up, and there will be no situation where she runs to the other side or sleeps at an angle, but when she sleeps with Xiaoxiao, there are some small habits that have changed slightly, when Su Qing woke up, she found that she was sticking to Xiaoxiao's back, and her left hand was wrapped around her waist, it seemed that she should have maintained this position at night, or she still subconsciously hugged the people around her in her sleep, which had never happened before。
Some people say that people who are used to holding things when they sleep usually represent a certain degree of insecurity, and there is also a kind of curled up body, Su Qing is not like a cat, but after getting used to sleeping alone, he finds himself holding Xiaoxiao until dawn, and he will still feel a lot of differences.
Xiaoxiao is a woman with a strong sense of independence, which can be seen from her sleep, Su Qing has never had a time in Su Qing's memory when the two of them slept together and woke up and shrunk in her arms, this kind of bridge that she often sees on TV will not be experienced at all, on the contrary, every time she wakes up, Su Yang holds her, but it is different from now, maybe it is the physiological changes that will eventually affect the psychological factors with the extension of time, and now Su Qing looks more like she is leaning up rather than holding Xiaoxiao in her arms.
"Morning!"
Xiaoxiao also opened her eyes after Su Qing woke up, the biological clock was still on time, even if she slept later than usual at night, it was not unbearable to sleep for an hour less occasionally, but she was held by Su Qing all night, which made Xiaoxiao a little unaccustomed, there was too much time in between, and holding herself was no longer the warm embrace she had at the beginning, but there were some words Xiaoxiao would not say, this was not what she deliberately thought about, but she was worried that saying it would make Su Qing sad, after all, all this was not what Su Qing wanted, she was far from being as strong as she looked, and behind her flat smile was sadness and sorrow that could not be dissolved, It's a pity that Xiaoxiao doesn't know how to make Su Qing's mentality more sunny.
"Do you have a stomach? Why don't I go out and buy some?" I'm afraid you won't like the breakfast in the hotel!"
Xiaoxiao stretched out in the quilt, and then turned to face Su Qing, and when she woke up, her hair didn't look messy, Su Qing saw it in her eyes, and couldn't help but want to lean over and kiss it, but this was a very natural and unthinking move in the past but hesitated at this moment, Xiaoxiao seemed to be able to feel what Su Qing was thinking, and gently patted her face that was fairer than herself, "What a sinking fish and a goose posture, I am moved to see it!"
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Although the intimate act is quite useful, but what kind of words is this, how does it feel like being molested, this Su Qing can't bear it, originally there was some hesitation, and he didn't think about it so much when he was remembered by Xiaoxiao like this, he put his arms around his waist and took it into his arms, and without saying a word, he leaned in and kissed it.
"There's a female pervert here!" Xiaoxiao chuckled.
"Female pervert, it seems necessary to let you know what a real pervert is!" Su Qing smiled maliciously, her white hands crossed the mountains and mountains in the quilt and prepared to climb the peak, but she was stopped halfway, Xiaoxiao sat up from the head of the bed quietly, and said: "I won't make trouble with you, I don't know if Xiaoyi and they got up, or go to breakfast together, you are half the host here, take us to the place where you are filming before the filming starts, it would be better if we could go to the crew to visit!" ”
"You want to meet Qin Xu, right?" Su Qing said.
Xiaoxiao smiled when she heard this, "What's wrong?
"What kind of jealousy can I eat, but you may be disappointed, Qin Xu is not here these days, he will come back when filming continues, no matter what a big star says, he is relatively busy, and he has to push off a lot of schedules with the crew, and it is rare to have time to be full!" Su Qing said.
Xiaoxiao has already started to get dressed, her beautiful figure is wrapped in a soft and smooth thin thread shirt, hearing Su Qing's answer, Xiaoxiao couldn't help but be a little puzzled: "Speaking of which, I've always wondered, why didn't Qin Xu participate in the movie himself? Since he was walking with the crew and had no other arrangements, why didn't he shoot it himself? I also had to invite another star, compared to the fame, the two of them are not much different, maybe Qin Xu's popularity is higher here!"
"I also said so, Qin Xu said that he is not suitable for the role of male number one, if he is asked to play a supporting role, it will not be good for Jin Shaobin, both of them are new generation stars, whoever is in charge will have some impact!" Su Qing sat up and said.
That's no wonder, oh yes, since you're a screen couple with that Kim Shaobin, then I think you usually have some communication, what do you think of him? Is there such a good image as reported on TV?" Xiaoxiao asked.
Su Qing heard this: "Why do you suddenly care about Jin Shaobin?"
"A colleague of mine is a fan of Jin Shaobin, twenty-seven or eighteen-year-old people still like little fresh meat, and say how good it is, anyway, I think it's quite fake, it just so happens that you are more familiar with what Jin Shaobin says, and you are so good at observing words and feelings, there will always be a little evaluation!" Xiaoxiao said with her hair tied.
"It's hard to say, few celebrities are simple, if they are acting all the time, no one can see what is going on, but if I personally look at it, I still have a higher personal evaluation of Qin Xu, Jin Shaobin only has a conversation in the workplace, if you really want to say it, I think this person is quite ambitious, in short, except for filming, I will basically not have any dealings with Jin Shaobin!" Su Qing said, " But you can't tell your colleague about that, for anything can be reported now, and if I accidentally get it reported if I say it, it's going to be a bit of trouble to exaggerate it!"