Chapter 36: Traces of the Heart
When Taeyeon and the others went up the mountain, the mountainside halfway up the mountain was already overcrowded. Not to mention the car, it is not easy for people to squeeze through. Ah Jiu anticipated this, and along the entire mountain road, opened up a little parking place as a parking lot, so that it was also convenient for those who just wanted to watch the game and didn't want to watch the show, they didn't have to go up the mountain, parked here, and sat in the car to watch.
Sunny's car is parked in one of these parking lots, about 300 meters from the camp's entrance, and it takes a few minutes to walk there.
Coming out of the door, Sunny and the others automatically took a few steps behind, letting Taeyeon and Ah Jiu walk in front, giving them space, wanting them to have a good chat, but before they knew it, they were already ten meters apart, and the sound was already very unclear.
Tiffany tilted her head to look at the two people walking in front of her, and suddenly said, "Sunny."
"Hmm?" Sunny was sullen, not knowing what he was thinking, and just casually agreed when he heard Tiffany's voice.
"It's not as bad as you say...... Didn't he still come out, if it was really like you said, he shouldn't dare to come out. ”
"Heh," Sunny pursed his lips with great disdain, "I don't know how to ask someone later!"
"This is also the way it should be, if I were Xiujing, I would be angry when I encountered this kind of thing. ”
Sunny frowned at Tiffany, "Ah, why do you always speak for them, which side are you?"
"I didn't ......" Tiffany puffed out, "I just think he showed up at a bad time." ”
"Taeyeon likes him so much, if he had appeared earlier than Byun Bae-hyun, Taeyeon wouldn't have been hurt. He didn't show up at that time, so why should he show up after he has a girlfriend?" Tiffany sighed. "If you can't be together, why are you so nice to Taeyeon...... This kind of thing is the most difficult thing to do. ”
Sunny looked at Tiffany in surprise and smiled, "Benny, you're not stupid!"
"Of course!" Tiffany said seriously, "I'm not stupid, it's all you're talking about!"
"Hah," Sunny shrugged, "I'll take back what I just said." Your expression is stupid, it's hopeless, it's not saved!"
"Yike...... Don't say that about me, hate!"
……
There are no decent buildings in the middle of the mountain, but there are still street lights on this road up the mountain. Li Dongxi did not lie, his uncle really wanted to develop this land well, but for various reasons could not do it, and he had to flee to the United States for refuge.
Ah Jiu and Taeyeon stand shoulder to shoulder. Walking along the street lamp, the shadows shorten and lengthen, and the cycle repeats itself like the artistic conception of an old-fashioned movie, and the cycle seems to have no end.
Taeyeon doesn't feel tired at all, and if she can, she'd love to keep going like this.
When she didn't get a response just now, Taeyeon's heart hurt sharply once, and her emotions fell to the bottom. But with Ah Jiu sent out. After walking with him for a few minutes, it seemed that the feeling of pain just now had disappeared. It's like a dream, and now I'm awake, and the person I like is by my side, and my heart is so sweet.
Ah Jiu looked at Taeyeon's delicate appearance and wanted to reach over and touch her face, but he didn't act. But suddenly he stopped.
Taeyeon took a step forward by habit, and when she noticed that Ah Jiu was standing, she also stood down, turning around and looking at him strangely, as if to ask, 'What's wrong?'.
"I like you. ”
Ah Jiu's voice was not loud. But it was extremely clear in Taeyeon's ears, Taeyeon didn't expect this to happen at all, and looked at Ah Jiu dumbly, looking a little flustered, not knowing how to respond.
"It's sudden, isn't it?" Ah Jiu smiled and continued, "You don't have to speak, just listen to me. ”
"Actually, I realized that I should like you after we met. But I didn't dare to think in that direction, because I already had Xiujing," Ah Jiu laughed at himself, and said: "Look at me like this, a person like me, it's good to have a girlfriend, not to mention that Xiujing is still so good, I feel that I am not worthy of her every day, and you are so good, how dare I be delusional." ”
"No, it's not like that...... Taeyeon said anxiously, but she was now confused and couldn't organize her words.
"All along, I've been running away from my thoughts and suppressing my desires," Ah Jiu sighed: "My master told me when I was very young that if I can't go my way, no matter what happens, I won't be happy...... At the time, I didn't understand this sentence, but now I seem to understand it a little. ”
"What happened to you and Bian Boxian a few days ago...... It's the last straw, and I can't run away from it anymore. I tell myself repeatedly every day, whether you and Bian Boxian get back together or not, it has nothing to do with me, because you are not my woman, you have your freedom, and I have no right to interfere...... The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I become, I can't stop admitting it, I'm in love with you. ”
"Sunny told me the truth and found out it was a misunderstanding, and I was really happy. But another question arises, what should Xiujing do?"
Ah Jiu slowly sped up a little faster, and seemed to be a little excited: "If you ask me, you and Xiujing, who do I like more." I'll be sure to tell you that I love her more. I know it's not fair to you, but like I can't deny that I like you, my heart tells me the answer is this, and if you want a reason, I really don't have a reason. I told you that I was with her because I met her earlier, but even if I hadn't met earlier, I still felt that I would have liked her more, and there really was no reason for that. ”
The light in Taeyeon's eyes dimmed, and she lowered her head and said softly, 'Oh'.
"Someone told me today that one screw can screw many nuts...... Ah Jiu paused for a moment and said: "I haven't said this sentence, I mean, if you want to be with me, you can't replace Xiujing, she will always occupy the biggest piece of my heart...... It's very unfair to you, and I don't think I'm worthy of your liking...... Maybe if you choose this path, Xiujing will leave me, and you will leave me, but whoever makes me like you, I am willing to take this risk for you, but I am afraid that it will bring harm to both of you. ”
"So, I leave the choice to you...... Taeyeon, do you want to be my first female friend, or my second girlfriend?"
"I think I've made it clear, you choose, whichever one you choose, I'll do it. (To be continued.) )