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Of course, the person Zhao Gang can't forget in his heart is not Ruhan, but the woman he met in KTV Zhang Nan, when it comes to the relationship with Zhang Nan, even he feels strange, although this woman is a little beautiful, but just a singing lady in KTV, her home is in a small county near Haicheng, the conditions are not good, when I met Zhao Gang, I had just been divorced for more than a year, there was a boy, and her ex-husband lived together, maybe because she was short of money since she was a child, Zhang Nan valued money very much, and her life creed is a qiē Money "look."

Zhao Gang affectionately called her Nan Nan, and there were a lot of seemingly good memories between her, for her, Zhao Gang even kept a diary, figured out guò this way, and left the bits and pieces of their relationship: 'On November 21, 2010, Hongmei and I had a very stiff quarrel, and finally got better, my two buddies and I were ready to go to KTV to relax, obviously wanted to go somewhere else, but they deliberately took me to Lotte KTV where Hongmei worked. In the frolic, Li Peng inadvertently told the secret in his heart - Hongmei did an unforgivable thing behind my back, was with another man, and after questioning her, she confessed that we broke up. That is, I met Nan Nan that night, and to be honest, I was not impressed, but I thought she was very beautiful, and these two boys didn't introduce them to me earlier.

On December 4, 2010, I came back from a meeting, and the evening was really boring, because of the incident with Hongmei, although I forgave the incident, our conversation was very stiff and irretrievable. That night we went to have a chic time, and at the end of the day, I saw Nan Nan again, and I heard that she thought my singing voice was very good, and wanted to see me, and I, of course, was very blind at that time, I said that I also wanted to meet, and I did, and after close contact, I thought he was beautiful.

On December 6th, we still came together, maybe it was love, maybe it was a kind of revenge after losing Hongmei, because I wanted her to know that without her, I would have someone else, we went shopping and watched movies together, she bought herself a dress of more than 1,200 yuan, and did not ask me to pay, I am very pleased, but this may be a different means. It was the first time she walked into the cinema to watch a movie, and she said I gave her a lot of firsts.

On December 8th, she left where she had lived, for me and for herself.

On December 9th, I picked her up from the temporary hotel and stayed in Huilong, and she accidentally lost one of her things while packing up. Then it's time to look for a house.

On December 11th, we found the house, rented it at a high price, it was honestly beautiful, and I still feel that I can never find such a good house again, but unfortunately it no longer belongs to me.

On December 12th, we officially moved into our new home and accompanied Nan Nan to go shopping.

Haha, I sacrificed a lot of time and work to accompany her for 6 days, because I knew that she needed me at this time, and I didn't have any excesses against her.

On December 14th, I went grocery shopping and she cooked the first meal, but unfortunately it was also the last.

On December 17th, we went to see a movie together.

On December 18th, we had a fight with another girl and we went to sing together, and she was angry, but I was happy because it showed that she cared about me.

ON SUNDAY, DECEMBER 19, I PROMISED HER ONE THING, BUT TO BE HONEST I DIDN'T PARTICULARLY WANT TO DO IT, AND UNDER HER REMINDER AND PLEADING, I DID IT ANYWAY, I BOUGHT HER A MOBILE PHONE, THE MOST POPULAR IPONE4 TODAY. She said it was the first time she had used such an expensive phone, and to be honest, I made a lot of determination at that time and gave her another first.

On December 20th, we always quarreled these days, her friend was in a bad mood, she went to accompany her friend, and I got angry because she didn't come to accompany me.

On December 22nd, we went to Wanda to sing and watch a movie together, and she couldn't go to work because of some things these days, and I stayed with her.

On December 28th, I sent her home and saw her mother, but she didn't let me stay, it didn't matter, I wasn't one of her anyway.

On December 31, her friend's birthday, she asked me to buy a similar gift, and I did.

On January 4, 2012, I bought her two pairs of contact lenses and she said she liked them.

On January 6, I lied to her for the first time, because I didn't want her to be angry when she found out, so I went to celebrate Zhang Hongmei's birthday.

On January 8, Nan Nan wanted to go to work and asked me if I could, but I didn't know what to do, because the real decision did not lie with me, and I couldn't keep her for the rest of my life.

Of course, she is my woman, I don't want my woman to show her head in that kind of place, I want to raise her and let her live a worry-free life.

On January 9, Nan Nan asked me to give her a mink coat, but I didn't buy it, because I knew that she had done something sorry for me in KTV before, and I was very angry, but I still went to the mall and didn't buy it. She was also angry, and there was a strict estrangement between us, which was also fatal. She stopped paying attention to me, maybe because I was dishonest or because she felt I was worthless.

On January 11th, I decided to buy it anyway, not because she ignored me or blamed me, but because I knew that I couldn't give her anything in my life, and there was no reason to ask her so much, I forgave her for her mistakes, and I wanted to try what kind of woman she was. So I bought the clothes and spent sixteen thousand eight.

On the morning of January 12th, I did one of the things I regret the most in my life, taking away the reluctant gift I gave her, her most beloved - clothes, why, because after buying it, she still has that attitude, she doesn't care about me very much, I know that she doesn't love me anymore. But I don't really mean anything else, I just want to try and see what she thinks.

On January 13th, I sent my clothes back because I didn't want her to think I was that kind of person because I already knew my answer. Although at first she said it didn't matter, but then she ignored me because of her clothes, and I was heartbroken, and I bought fish that day because she promised me to cook for me, but she didn't keep her promise.

On January 14th, I kept doing what I thought I should do, because it was I who made her sad and hurt her, and I knew it was my fault, and although I didn't really make a mistake, I was still wrong, and I missed a qiē that she missed.

On January 15th, she still ignored me on January 16th, she still ignored me, because she hated me on January 17th, I walked around the mall all afternoon and didn't buy the ring she liked, but I bought something else, and 99 roses, she said that this was also the first time she received flowers, I drank too much that night, I was very worried when I saw her happy, although I knew it wasn't her, but she was very good, I said a lot of things that hurt her heart that night, but she still ignored me, she really should change her temper, a miracle appeared, but a miracle would not wait for her forever, she didn't catch it.

On January 18th, my heart was very tired and I decided to leave her, although it was not sincere, but I had no choice, I could not get her forgiveness, I had lost her.

On January 19, now I say I miss her, and I see the sentence "Husband, I'm sleepy, I'll let you sleep with me in my arms." "I still cried, seeing his photo, her sad touch, my heart is going to break from December 4 Nan Nan's sentence "I met the singer", we have a beginning; to January 18 we separated, it is just more than 40 days, the incomprehensible curse, I and Manli, Hongmei together is also more than 40 days.

I don't mean anything else, I don't expect her to come back anymore, but I know I still can't let it go, it's okay, time will dilute. I just want to revisit the 46 days she and me, I am a big fool, a big fool, although I also cried and wrote so much, but I think it is worth it, and it is difficult to lose a moment of time, I feel that she loves me. ‘

The day he wrote this diary with tears, or the day of the memoir, was the darkest day in Zhao Gang's life, when he was writing this, Zhang Nan's mobile phone was not turned on, but he told him that he was going to commit suicide on QQ, Zhao Gang ran out like crazy, in order to be able to log in to QQ with his mobile phone to stabilize her, Zhao Gang didn't drive, and took a taxi to his and Zhang Nan's house. arrived, but Zhang Nan locked the bedroom door, unwilling to see him, Zhao Gang was afraid that something would happen to her, so he kicked open the door in a hurry, only to see Zhang Nan sitting in front of the computer unscathed and playing games, he knew that he was like a fool and was tricked.

That night, Zhao Gang and Li Peng said that they didn't want to live anymore and wanted to commit suicide, and in a hurry, Li Peng called Zhang Hongmei and sued her, and Zhang Hongmei sent more than a dozen text messages to comfort him, which Zhao Gang didn't expect. He abandoned Zhang Hongmei for some reasons, but Zhang Hongmei gave him the most intimate care when he was most frustrated, and Zhao Gang began to understand who was the one who really loved him. also understands that between him and Zhang Nan, it started and ended because of money.

After sobering up, Zhao Gang sent a message to Zhang Nan, officially proposing to break up: "Delete my QQ and phone number, you don't want to see me, don't leave any traces." I'm gone, and I hope your future is happy without me. I'm fine, maybe one day you'll see me happily with other women. I loved you, and I still love you. But I have to say, it's time for us to separate. ”